Drowning


One day I'll find you
I'll make sure that you know my name
I'll make you need me
Then more will follow

Realize when your up that you can't come down
Realize that your drowning
Realize when in doubt that you still are a clown
Please let me in, cause I can't swim
Please let me in or I'll die

One day I'll find you
I'll make sure that you know my name
I'll make you need me
Then more will follow
What's that shit you tired to say
It doesn't matter to me so fuck you anyway
Soon enough I'll be my own man
And even more will follow

(Chorus)

When it all feels right, but it all goes wrong
All that's left in my head
Are the words to this song

God I feel like I'm drowning
I slip into a sea of shit
God I feel like I'm drowning
And more will follow

I feel like I'm drowning...in a sea of shit

Vertigo

Your machine comes to feed you
And there's not much that you can do
Just relax let your mind die
Dream about your cold blue sky

Hypnotize me, don't know where to go
Find my gun and my mind is vertigo.
Time…and it still keeps on passing
Time…and I know it escapes me
Time…and it still keeps on passing
Time has passed me by

Perfect burns on my body
The machine works without me
I'm so deep inside my mind
Why am I so scared to die

(Chorus)

This World

Dear God never meant for it to end this way
Never meant to play all these games
I never meant to crawl so deep inside
Never meant to make you cry

Your face is bathed in light
Reminds me of that night
I wish that you could see
The way it used to be
This world…this world means nothing to me

I feel so lonely, so cold and lonely
I'm scared and lonely, so cold and lonely

Cause I wanna be something, something
I'm sick and tired of being nothing, nothing
I really wanna be something, something
I'm sick and tired of being nothing

Dear God I wish I could take it all back
Even though I try I know I just can't
I never meant to crawl so deep inside
I never meant to make you cry

(Chorus)

Socialite

How many times must I realize
When I dig a whole it better be a good size
Reach back cut the tongue so they can't speak
My hands shake and knees get weak

Bloods fun and it's all that I see
They'll never come close to catching me
Do you wanna be the last in line
Cause I'll be the one to fucking end your life
Don't give a fuck, no one can stop me

I can do what ever I want to
Impulses drive me to you
Inside I look in your eyes
I feel the need to despise

(Chorus)

I am no one yet I am everyone

Pride

So you think you can beat us
Well I wouldn't even try
So you think you can stop us
The force behind the Pride


So you think you can stop me
Take a look around
They're screaming my name
In your own damn town
Still everybody wants a piece of me
But their just aint' enough to go around
Power and pride yeah that's all I see
Nothing on my mind but victory
Put your hands up, wave em around
You'll hear me coming with a thunderous sound

(Chorus)

The mark I leave's my own special brand
Made with the force of my own two hands
And when I'm done here I'm coming for you
And their ain't nothing you can do
So I stand on my own two feet
Nothing on my mind but victory
Put your hands up, wave em around
You'll hear me coming with a thunderous sound

(Chorus)

Pain is the name of my game

Lotus

Urges that I have to live with are so freely given
But the line I can't cross is getting closer
everyday
I feel the stare of people they think that I'm evil
And all I really wanna do is run away

So don't get in my way, no not today
Cause I got no time to put on a show
Just like a whore you're in my war
You stick your fingers deep inside my sores


If I had to decide, between your life and mine
I'd probably find to run away somewhere and hide
Until that very day when I know it's ok
And everything is going to be just fine

(Chorus)

God damn..kill what's inside of me
Give back all that and more
God damn, kill what's inside of me
And take back all of your sores

DDBL

Drag my name through mud
Even when you say your feelings for me will never change
I can't stop this pain inside of me
I'm caught up in this fantasy
What the hell is happening

Now I lay me down to sleep
and then I pray the Lord my soul to keep
and then I realize that I'm incomplete
and so I try to find a way to blame you, blame you

The way I feel inside, it makes no sense to me
with every day I'm growing older and I still can't see
The way you make me feel
Please stop this suffering
You still call me a loser while my heart is fucking blistering

You treat me like shit so I'll go away
Everytime I beg just so I can stay
Why is the truth so fucking hard to see
I'm caught up in this fantasy
What the hell is happening

Hatescar

Can't you tell that I hate myself
I don't look like everyone else
and I don't have their same damn views
I'm what they call disadent youth

I'm hiding and you don't dee me
I follow you from place to place
The shadows always hide my face

Hiding… Why are you hiding
Hiding… Why are you hiding from me

Can't you tell that I hate myself
I fit in with no one else
Why can't I make my dreams come true
I wanna be just like you

Don't hate me, I'm still the victim here
Don't hate me, I wasn't thinking clear
Don't hate me, I'm still the victim here
Don't hate me this time

Weasel

I awake in the hours of twilight
And I know that you're not there
I feel the distance between us
And I know that you just don't care
Why does it matter to me anyway
It doesn't matter what words I say
I feel the hatred burning inside me anyway

I do what I can
I am only a man
I try to make everything so perfect
But I… I do what I can
I am only a man
I try to make everything so perfect

Will I be numb for the rest of my life
A prisoner of my fears
This feeling of rejection
Brings me to tears
Why does it matter to you anyway
It doesn't matter what words I say
But I feel the hatred burning inside you anyway

(Chorus)

I lay down as the sun starts to rise
I'm alone again in my bed
Even though you're so far away
You're still in my head
Why does it matter to me anyway
It doesn't matter what words I say
I feel the hatred burning inside me anyway

(Chorus)

D-Low

Downers to control the pain
Anxiety dies, nothing else remains
Contrary to your belief
This shit is worse then all my anxiety
But I can't stop this, I try to resist
My behaviors making you pissed
There's nothing else to do
So I run to you
And become the man you always wanted me to.

I drop so low that I die

Six months in this white room
You might as well label it my tomb
Cause I can't hear the birds sing
Just the echoes of a grown man's scream
Then I feel the pressure on me
The kind that overwhelms you makes your ears bleed
So I pop the pills that kill the chills
And serenade you with my screams

(Chorus)

Fire

Fear is inadequate it's all in your head
Destination prison man I wish I was dead
Anti-social from birth childhood was a curse
I found freedom in a concrete cell

Fire, can you feel it
Fire can you feel it burn me
Hollow cause I wanna be apart of your hollow cause

Will this make you feel better
Will this bring peace to you

End my suffering, make your conscious clean
My execution is the greatest thing you'll ever see
Your torn apart inside, I'm filled with laughter
You haven't realized your doing me a favor

Fear is inadequate it's all in your head
Destination prison man I wish I was dead
Anti social from birth, everything's getting worse
I found freedom in the electric chair

(Chorus)