1. PERFECT EXISTENCE

Excuse my intrusion
I do not mean you harm
I'm used to confusion
Because I lack in charm

All that I have
Is all that I give
And I do not need you here for me to live

It doesn't matter to me
That you do not hear when I scream
I'm just talking to myself

I never meant to disturb you
In your perfect existence
Please feel free to turn and walk away
I didn't mean to destroy you
In this one imperfect instance
Please don't let my life get in your way

Did I break your illusion
And show you who you are
Did I reach your conclusion
And play the perfect part

If I pushed it too hard
Should I apologize
Or should I take pride in watching your demise

It doesn't matter at all
That you to not hear when I talk
I'm just talking to myself

I never meant to disturb you
In your perfect existence
Please feel free to turn and walk away
I didn't mean to destroy you
In this one imperfect instance
Please don't let my life get in your way

So should it please the royal court
I'll be the one for you to ignore
I'm bending knee and backwards bent
My blood'll run for you

I never meant to disturb you
In your perfect existence
I never meant to destroy you
Destroy you [x2]
Perfect existence
What I meant to destroy you
Destroy you


2. LOOKING GLASS

There's a place where the garden can take you
Through the looking glass
Find a way with the plants - they can take you
To your path
Chase away all the funny pain
Down the rabbit hole
And another world awaits behind the little door

You can go ask Alice
Just why the hatter is mad

All are welcome in Wonderland
'Till the queen screams off with your head
And life will always get twisted
When you're living it through the looking glass

There's a that cat smiles like
The crescent moon
And the caterpillar that needs a light
On top of his mushroom

You can go ask Alice
Just why the hatter is mad

Next time you see the white rabbit run free
You might not want to follow
Lose your youth, cause beauty is truth
It's just harder to swallow

So go and ask Alice
Why the hatter is mad
She'll turn when you see her
And laugh


3. SCORNED

I'm watching, you looking
As you move into kill
Expect me to start running
But I am standing still
Conceiving, believing
That you own all you have
The fashion distraction
You still can't see

Here I stand
Completely ignored
I watch you willing
To see me scorned

The darkness uncovers
All if the pain and lies
The shining is coming
From all that you deny
Now that we have at me
I still refuse to pass
Debating the hating
You still can't see

I don't know why you feel this way
The pain you're breeding
You sneer and turn to walk away
While I am bleeding

Here I stand
Completely ignored
I watch you willing
To see me scorned

Confused and naked
The curtain is torn
You stand there waiting
To see me scorned

You die when I close my eyes
I can't see when you're blinding me
Its gonna get much better than this gets
Much better with a blinding fist
Gets set back when I'm under attack
Smack right down
Make you feel my frown
It doesn't matter if you let me be
It doesn't matter cause you still can't see me

Here I stand
Completely ignored
I watch you willing
To see me scorned

Confused and naked
The curtain is torn
You stand there waiting
To see me scorned


4. NOTHING BOX

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
Nothing surrounds me, nothing stays the same

I fought so long
To keep from going under
But why hang on?
Nothing matters at all
Nothing at all

I try to hide it to avoid the shock
But I get pulled inside it, my nothing box

I fought so long
To keep from going under
But why hang on?
Nothing matters at all
Nothing at all

Prick my finger and you suck me dry
So dry, no tears to cry
Take take, fate worse than death
Keep taking till there's nothing left

There was a time in my life
When you were everything, everything to me
Everything, everything to me
For one moment I had it all
Then you took everything, everything from me
Everything, everything from me

You filled me with nothing
Nothing at all

I fought so long
To keep from going under
But why hang on?
Nothing matters at all
Nothing at all


5. THE SPACEMAN

I wake up every day
To find myself in the same place
Surrounded by this life
Trapped inside this space and time

I'll find my way to escape

I want to leave this world behind
And travel like a spaceman
I want to walk the stars at night
I want to be the spaceman

I watch the skies go by
And think about a better life
So many miles away
From this mess that we've made

I'll find somewhere and go there


6. VOODOO BABY

[Voodoo]
Should have known the night I met you
That you would be my doom
Should have heard the wolves crying
When you walked into the room
Should have been more careful
When the black cat crossed my path
Cause just one look in your eyes
And there would be no turning back

Now I get busy
every time you come around
The room is spinning, faster
But my feet are on the ground
No chains around me
But I can't see to break free
You must have cast
Some kind of spell on me

You know you can make me do
Anything you want me to
No requests, just to tell who
Must be voodoo baby
You know all the things to say
To make sure that I always stay
You know how to get your way
Must be voodoo baby
[Voodoo baby]

You hold the power
With the doll that's in your hand
Stick it with a pin and you got me
At your command
Now at the midnight hour
Darkness falls across the land
You tame the beast within
You turn the monster into man

Now I get busy
every time you come around
The room is spinning, faster
But my feet are on the ground
No chains around me
But I can't see to break free
You must have cast
Some kind of spell on me

You know you can make me do
Anything you want me to
No requests, just to tell who
Must be voodoo baby
You know all the things to say
To make sure that I always stay
You know how to get your way
[Must be voodoo baby]

You know you can make me do
Anything you want me to
No requests, just to tell who
[Must be voodoo baby]
You know all the things to say
To make sure that I always stay
You know how to get your way
Must be voodoo baby
Voodoo baby

Every day with you's like Halloween
You know a thousand way to make me scream
You take the dead in me and made it come alive
And nothing in this world can tear me from your side
You could look like the creature from the black lagoon
You could howl like the wolf man at the moon
You could walk like the bride of Frankenstein
You still would be mine o' mine
You still would be mine


7. HOME

It seems a hundred years have passed me
Alone on the road
It's been forever since I had a
Place of my own

I've spent a thousand lifetimes
Searching for mine
It's been so hard to find

And it feels like I'm home
It's been a long road alone
And it feels like I'm free
It's been a long way to me

Now that the fight is fought and won
Now that the words are said and done
I see the fire inside
When I look into your eyes

And it feels like I'm home
Its been a long road alone
And it feels like I'm free
Its been a long way to me

I roam far and wide
I didn't know if I'd live or die
I searched night and day
To find my way

And it feels like I'm home
It's been a long road alone
And it feels like I'm free
It's been a long way to me
And it feels like I'm home
It's been a long road alone
And it feels like I'm free
It's been a long way to me


8. MISERY

Here I sit, all alone, in the dark
Counting the ways to tear you apart
Contemplating why you don't feel bad
I guess I wasn't the best that you had
You don't even realize I'm barely alive

Why don't you feel my pain?
Why don't you feel the same?
You should be just like me
Living in misery

As it stands, I can't stand the sight of you
But I can't look away no matter what I try to do
Smiling vicious, to hide your intentions
Unaffected by all my affections

Why don't you feel my pain?
Why don't you feel the same?
You should be just like me
Living in misery

It feels just like I'm dying inside

I gave it all and you took it away


9. PUT YOUR HATE ON ME

Why do you keep your anger up?
Do you need it to survive?
Are you used to the instant remedy
That the misery provides?

I think I'm finally numb
The fate has overcome
I'll be your darkest sun
So you can put your hate upon me
Come, put your hate on me
I think I'm finally numb
So you can put your hate upon me

I watch you, all the rage you hold
As it's pulling you down
Give it to me, your sweet insanity
Release it quick before you drown

I think I'm finally numb
The fate has overcome
I'll be your darkest sun
So you can put your hate upon me
Come, put your hate on me
I think I'm finally numb
So you can put your hate upon me

I wage the war from hate state to core
You drop from the rot, you stop to get more
The weight of your hate may make your back crack
You're under counter attack, you try to counter react
So what the fuck you think, you blink and go blind
Time after time you can't see the sign
Fuck it, all in my grill I'll kill the right wrong
But you better hit quick
Cause you're 'bout to be gone

No reason to feel bad now
I can take it
Come and put your hate down
No need to feel ashamed now
Come and put your hate upon me
No need to carry sadness
I can take it
Come and lay your hate down
No need to feel a thing now
I can take it
Come and put your hate upon me


10. I'M NOT ONE OF YOU

I cannot stand the way you think
What's more I cannot stand the way you see me
I cannot stand that you would stave your belief
Open eyes realize I'm not of your mind

How could you go and insinuate
That I would be akin to your hate
I don't know how you could believe

I am not one of you
Please don't treat me kindly
You don't even know my views
How could you dare define me
I am not one of you
Please don't treat me like you do

Well, I don't understand your ways
And I don't understand where your darkness comes from
And you don't understand that I would disagree
You and I will never find a compromise

If you could stand here in my place
Could all your anger be erased
Or would you still choose to believe

I am not one of you
Please don't treat me kindly
You don't even know my truth
How could you dare define me

I am not one of you
Though you think I might be
I am not one of you
Please don't treat me like you do

Please don't treat me kindly
How can you dare define me


11. OPEN ENDING

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