1. BETWEEN THE PANIC AND FEAR

Anxiety fills the room
Its gripping me, I feel lost in bloom
Do you think the war cleansed the land ?
I keep it here in my hollow hand
I let the water heal my wounds
The mist falls and I am consumed

Anxiety has me this pale
I'm hanging on by my fingernails
You think the war is out there ?
It starts in here between the panic and fear
In the mist of life I am dead
Lay me down by the riverbed
When sorrow knocked at my door
I was to afraid to answer anymore

God, forgive me for all the sins
Please, forgive me for everything
The past comes back, but I'm trying to forget
This note I give you clears all my debt

I promised you streets pawed with gold but
you shouldn't believe everything your told
You think the war is out there?
It starts in here between the panic and fear


2. DONE AND THROUGH

Feed into my anxiety
Feed into my hate
Make me tremble
Make me shake

Death is just another part of life
Like lust and pain, the hurting games.
I will never think of you with love again
I will resent your name

You're just a dangerous hidden
Soulsucking, venomous snake
A snake godzilla
Hide your pretty face

I can hear your cage rattle
I can feel your fangs
You leave me dead and buried but
Do you raise the dead?

Did you think I would give in to your games ?
Since you I have been never quite the same
I may be blind but I never be could like you
I am just happy that now we are through

You're gonna fuck it up all over again


3. THIS BRIDGE

Sometimes there is no hope
Deep down in a black hole
Sometimes you can't act on your own

Sometimes there is no hope
When friends turn their backs
It feels like your hanging on a rope

Go away, I don't need your help
I built this bridge my-fucking-self
Stay connections in a wasted life
My friends still don't know where I hide
I made a promise to myself
I won't let myself fall down again
I wrapped my heart in cellophane
A rush of blood going through my veins

Surrounded by only fake smiles
A world based on nothing but lies
A desperate call for freedom

In need of escaping it all
The bottle yells it call

I am falling to the floor
I just really can't care anymore
There may just be some broken bones
Doctors and unknown homes
My friends dont know, they dont need to know
Why I call this place my home
I live my life down in a glass
I see no reason why not to die fast


4. PLEASE PREVENT EVERYONE FROM FALLING

I dont care what you have to say
You words are like knives in my head

Somewhere deep down you know your faults

The vultures are circling around you
Do you know why ?
Your anger, your feelings, your hate
Is destroying your others

You can't prevent us from falling with the things you do
Im down to my knees, Im begging you please
Won't you just go away ?

Black holes raging

I am home but I don't feel safe anymore.
I know my surroundings but I still see you.

You can't prevent us from falling with the things you do
Im down to my knees, Im begging you please
Won't you just go away ?

Black holes raging
Stars go dark


5. EXIT NOW

Give me airports now
Give me exits now
Give me realease, let me free and let me awake
I just want you to know that Im okay
I stopped thinking about it every day

Give me airports now
Give me exits now
Give me realease, let me free and let me awake
I just want you to know that Im alright
I only dream about it every other night

Where did you go when I was drowning ?
Where did you go when I was lost ?
Where did you go when I said that I needed you ?
You where gone and I faded away

I used to sleep but now I can't anymore beacuse
My dreams are getting bigger and heavier
Everytime I let myself die

How did it feel to slit your wrist ?
Looked down at a blood-filled sink
As you fell to the floor
Did you feel forgivness ?

Hey now, exit now
Did you make it ?
Did you escape it ?
Hey now, exit now
Did you make it ?
Do you regret it ?
Every time I let myself die

Where did you go when you offed yourself ?