1. THIS HOLY SIN

The barbed wire around my neck
It fits my style today
I swallowed all your razorblades
Said what I hate to say

Your touch feels like a thousand needles
That pierce into my mind
My eyes are opened wide tonight
But still I am so blind

Holy – my hands slide over your skin
Give up – Salvation is a fight you cannot win
Holy – I need to feel the truth so deep within
Sin – I bite the apple for this holy sin

I feel the snake inside of me
The rotten apple's stench
The hot blood running through my veins
And so my fists I clench

This fight is raging on and for
A sign of god I wait
To free me from this existence
To save me from this hate

Holy – my hands slide over your skin
Give up – Salvation is a fight you cannot win
Holy – I need to feel the truth so deep within
Sin – I bite the apple for this holy sin

I feel the snake inside of me
The rotten apple's stench
The hot blood running through my veins
And so my fists I clench

This fight is raging on and for
A sign of god I wait
To free me from this existence
To save me from this hate

Holy – my hands slide over your skin
Give up – Salvation is a fight you cannot win
Holy – I need to feel the truth so deep within
Sin – I bite the apple for this holy sin


2. UNTIL I DROWN

I am dying, you are crying
I can't understand what's inside my head
I am burning, you are turning
Away from me after all we said

My heart succumbs and I grow numb
Not just a lost boy with a broken mind
Guess I'm learning but the mirror's burning
There's so much I have just left behind

Yeah this river's running cold – Just get your world out of my head
Yeah I think this story's told – I can't forget the things you said
Yeah my brain is melting down – You let me taste your tears you're…
You're bringing me down – Until I Drown

I lay back and all turns black
A labyrinth inside my heart and soul
I succumb and I grow numb
Feels like I'm being pulled back into this hole

Yeah this river's running cold – Just get your world out of my head
Yeah I think this story's told – I can't forget the things you said
Yeah my brain is melting down – You let me taste your tears you're…
You're bringing me down – Until I Drown

Until I Drown


3. TONIGHT REBORN

A thorn sticks in a lion's heart
The will to fight descends
I've buried painful memories
But now they're back again

Tonight reborn – pull out the thorn
The voice inside is wrong
Those words I hear, that I so fear
Are off the devil's tongue

How do I stop this self-destruction?
I will kill and rape, intoxicate and violate this
How do I stop this self-destruction?
Who I am and what I'll be, oh, I must set me free

To be or not to be
Crashing Around
You will see

What I've seen and what I've been through
Has made me who I am
Fire against fire, my own
Endless war is born

My life runs faster than myself
I can't turn back time
It's in their nature to try to destroy you
Tear them down

How do I stop this self-destruction?
I will kill and rape, intoxicate and violate this
How do I stop this self-destruction?
Who I am and what I'll be, oh, I must set me free

How do I stop this self-destruction?
I will kill and rape, intoxicate and violate this
How do I stop this self-destruction?
Who I am and what I'll be, oh, I must set me free