1. HALLUCINATION

(Instrumental)


2. SPEED OF BLOOD

Kill, kill yourself
Kill, kill your weakest mind
You are crying with a rusty knife
You find comfort in nasty drugs
This is your life

I am the speed of blood
I am made by speed of blood
My blood made by evil white
My soul made by evil black
This is my knife

I am the speed
Speed of blood


3. BLIND MY EYES

My eyes blind
My ears deaf

Please blind my eyes
Lasting colors torment me
Please deafen my ears
Auditory hallucinations torment me

My eyes blind
My ears deaf

Please take away my body and soul
Permanent scars torment me
Please deafen my ears
Auditory hallucinations torment me

I did not want to notice it
I who am ugly
I who am dirty
Please stop it
When will my confession end?

I do not want to look anymore
I do not want to hear it anymore
When will my confession end?

However, it is me entirely


4. SONG OF FALL

Fall in fall and dream in dream
I am in fear and eternal fall


5. MAY OUR FATHER DIE

Suffocate in my hate.
Vanish into far away oblivion.
I give you funeral words at the last.
Amen our Father.
Death to our Father.
May our Father die.


6. BEYOND THE HATE RED

Beyond the hate red.
Clouding of consciousness.
Delusion of persecution.
Collapse of self-identity.
I saw cruel reality.
Solemn truth in the eyes of mine.
Hate is red.


7. CRUCIFIXION

I ate your flesh.
I drank your blood.
I ate your maggot.
Holy means shit.


8. ENDLESS NAUSEOUS DAYS

Light burns my eyes.
Prayer splits my ears.
Everything is complicated.
I am in the warmth of the shadow of a shade.
Lingering Fear.
Unseeable shadows.
I am held in arms of hallucination.
I engrave permanent scars in myself.
In endless nauseous days.


9. AT THE ONSET OF THE AGE OF DESPAIR

The hands rise up into the setting sun
The unbeknown thoughts, I look for it
The land is missing
The dusk, the cries, the scared

The last prayer, not to reach
Thus the thing I saw
The eternity, the darkness, the pleasure
I fall to the cold bottom

Oh dirty my hands
Oh dirty my flesh
Oh dirty your hands
Oh dirty your flesh

The way to the end
Glow away eternally
The land, dusk is seen
The fear, the hands, it doesn't reach

Oh the unbeheld fate

I keep walking