1. ANGER DRIVEN

Why are we all so anger driven
So determined to bring each other down
It’s not just an attitude problem
You’re trying to suck my energy out
It’s not easy to stay positive with you hanging around
Now I need a little more PMA
To build our future instead of bringing it down

Why are we all so anger driven
Not me... not today
Is this all you have left to say
Stay sane, don’t complain
About all that you just cannot change
These stains remain
I can’t let today just go to waste
I won’t keep living this way

This music lets me
It gives my rage a place to be released
So I won’t let anger take the best of me
It’s the outlet to keep me sane and safe
These words are my weapons
The rest the rain will wash away

You and me we’re not the same
I still believe in my PMA
We’ll stay right here without your anger, hate and fear

Aren’t we all a little anger driven
It’s in you, in me
I won’t let anger guide me, as I pray for better days
Aren’t we all a little anger driven
It’s in you, in me
I won’t let anger guide me, won’t be enslaved by negativity


2. 30 YEARS

Look into my eyes
Do you see the man I am
Did it all myself
no help from you or anyone else
Why come back now after thirty years
Staking stupid claims in search of your own self-fulfillment

You took a one-way street when you walked out that door
Now use your shit for brains, ain’t that what it is for
After all is said and done, I’m surprised you can’t see
There is no turning back
No U-turn back to me

No turning back to me

It’s not because you’re older now
You have the right to be proud
Just for clarity’s sake, I’ll tell you clear and loud
You had your thirty years to think of all you want to say
Yet the best you can come up with is ”it wasn’t me”

You took a one-way street when you walked out that door
Now use your shit for brains, ain’t that what it is for
After all is said and done, I’m surprised you can’t see
There is no turning back
No U-turn back to me

Step up and be a man

Memories fade, the feelings died, even hatred wore away
Now it’s all the same to me
Can’t say I care either way

What you seek’s no longer here
Recipient unknown
I press delete on all the strife that you disown
A faceless name is all you are to me
Inconsequential spam is all you are to me


3. FOT FOR THE BLEEDING

I figured out what is wrong with me
Too many dreams and no way out I can see
Disillusions come hard and they’re always free
Don’t think I can live with this fucked up reality

So now we wait
Fit for the bleeding
We see what we wanna see, it’s all so misleading
The years have all gone, there’s nothing to say
We’re probably all better off this way
The blood and the pain, the tears and the shame
Fit for the bleeding

I figured out what is wrong with you
Telling me how to feel and what to do
I made my choice and I’m gonna see it through
You said you’ve had enough
Well, that makes two

So now we wait
Fit for the bleeding
We hear what we wanna hear, it’s all so deceiving
The moment has passed, and nothing will last
Confluence of hatred and blame
The blood and the pain, the tears and the shame
Fit for the bleeding

Time won’t wait
Regrets come too late
We’re blood some say
But love don’t work that way

I figured out what is wrong with us
Conceived and born from love or lust
These family affairs redefined my faith and trust
What’s left of us, now all that’s crushed

No love is unconditional, fully disfunctional, plain redunctional
All I hear is misleading, all I see is deceiving, who’s believing
As a child from a broken home
with no one to turn to
I had to learn to make it on my own
I did, but I’ll never forget, never forgive you


4. THROW THE FIRST STONE

Liar, I’m here to watch your kingdom fall
and you won’t make it out at all
Liar, I’m here to watch your kingdom burn
Get back in line, you’ll never learn

Spread words of envy, to infect with disrespect
Your vicious jealousy is nothing but a sound effect
It’s just an echo of what was or what it could’ve been
Your self forsaken words of wisdom don’t mean anything
I never cared for you, your promises of wealth and fame
And now I see you end up, all your cards are dealt with shame
Spread words of disrespect, infect the world with jealousy
Now I may state the fact that your words don’t mean shit to me

Now let me throw the first stone
(Liar) Can’t fight the urge to watch you get what you deserve
(Liar) To think that you once had it all
I’m here to watch your kingdom fall

Spread words of hatred and then hope they won’t come back to you
You’re feeding narrow minds exactly what they want is true
So easy to convict instead of think and analyse
It’s not what they believe is real, it’s just what you decide
I never cared for you, your promises of wealth and fame
And now I see you end up, all your cards are dealt with shame
Your precious kingdom’s falling and all will soon be swept away
And all that’s left of what you had is all that fucking shit you say

Now let me throw the first stone
(Liar) Can’t fight the urge to watch you get what you deserve
(Liar) To think that you once had it all
I’m here to watch your kingdom fall

I will not stand and watch you get away
Now I will throw the first stone right across your face
I’ve been waiting for so long for the time to come and bring you down


5. NOTHING TO REGRET

I wake up to the same day
over and over and over and over again
Same dawn, same daybreak
I lost when it all began

What if I could start tomorrow with a new name, new face
A new place, my whole past would be erased
Free of guilt, free of sin,
Set free of everything
Clean slate, shave my skin
second chance; new beginning,
But I won't, I'm out, who's in ?
I'm up for another spin (I’d do it all again)

I know you’ll quote every word I never said but I’ll live
With nothing to regret
Or better yet leave it all unsaid, I’m still here
With nothing to regret
You better focus on the road that lies ahead and live
With nothing to regret
And leave the past the past instead
Live with nothing to regret

I’d do it all again

Start tomorrow, attempt to make amends
Then in the second round, do it all again
I did some bad shit, but did it really good
And I contributed everywhere I knew I should
I took the right path, lost some old friends,
But those who remain in my heart I'm sure I'll meet again
Now who's out, I'm in
Hell yeah, I’m Up for another spin ! (I’d do it all again)

I know you’ll quote every word I never said but I’ll live
With nothing to regret
Or better yet leave it all unsaid, I’m still here
With nothing to regret
You better focus on the road that lies ahead and live
With nothing to regret
And leave the past the past instead
Live with nothing to regret

Never let life be the remedy for ambition !
We've all made some bad choices and wrong decisions
But In the end all that counts is you and your mission
Find out what you want in this life and make it worth living
So press delete & reset is not for me
I'm right where I want to be !

Live as if it's your last day, fill another ashtray
Live for yourself
Live, let the past be the past and look ahead
Live, count your blessings, hold no regrets


6. BOTTOM OF THE BOTTLE

Ignite that bat signal tonight

If tomorrow never comes my way
Postpone my date with destiny
Let tonight return all that I gave
Tomorrow’s not that far away
You best seize the day

Light it up, light up the skies
Till the bottom of the bottle comes back in sight
Keep it coming, keep pouring till we see first light

I’m making out with the angel of death
With paper white skin, her smoke’s on my breath
She’s on fire, addictive, destructive
No love, pure lust, she’s seductive
The night is young and we don’t know where it ends
We’ll embrace tonight without regrets or demands
Nothing to do, nothing to prove, nothing to lose
Just bring more booze

Ignite that bat signal tonight

Light it up, light up the skies
Till the bottom of the bottle comes back in sight
Keep it coming, keep pouring till we see first light

Breaking out while the bar has been set
I’m in debt to myself and I accept
So tonight I break out, let it out, never doubt
But I fail and refuse to adapt to your concept of decent behavior
your morals and savior
Nothing to do, nothing to prove, nothing to lose
Just bring more booze

Ignite that bat signal tonight

I spent my money on alcohol and rock n roll
This is hardcore rock n roll
Hit this party like a cannonball, I keep my glass half full
This is hardcore rock n roll
At hardcore shows or festivals with kindred souls
This is hardcore rock n roll
You can’t judge what you don’t know at all, this is one for all
This is hardcore rock n roll

Same bottle different day
But I bet I’ll reach the bottom today
Pass the rum, we won’t lay to rest
all we’ll remember tomorrow will be the good times we had
(At the bottom of the bottle)
Fuck materialism and imperialism
(At the bottom of the bottle)
There’s no shame, no one to blame
(At the bottom of the bottle)
There’s a pile of my biggest mistakes
(At the bottom of the bottle)
But there’s a lot of excuses at the bottom of the bottle too


7. IN MY VEINS

I never had much
I never had much to lose
I never had a lot of options (no)
I never had a lot to choose

But what has always been with me
In my heart and in my veins
And what will always be with me
Is this hardcore energy
But what has always been with me
In my heart and in my veins
And what will always be with me
Press play and erase your darkest days

To me it’s friends over family
Respect equals pride
Passion over money
This is my life

I look at you, then I look at me
I look back at you, there’s nothing left to see
An empty man without passion or pride
Lost every goal or reason that once identified
Who you were and who you could be
It’s all lost along the way
This road only takes you so far
And you refuse to see
And I am so uncertain how you can be so sure
You live in such a small world and ignore the unexplored

Friends over family
Respect equals pride
Passion over money
This is my life

I still have dreams
I still have goals
I still have wings
I still move on
And I won’t settle for less than what I’m willing to achieve
I will not settle in your ways
No I Won’t bend to your beliefs

Fuck fairytales of unconditional loyalty
In the end you and me will both die alone
All that matters to you is to follow your straight path
Straight to death

I won’t fight for your acceptance
Or bend over backwards to make you proud
The fact that you don’t feel what I feel
Separates me from your crowd

I march my path while you march to death
(Left right left)