1. BLINDED

It gets me heavier everytime
I can't catch a break
Everytime it feels I'm sinking deeper
Falling deeper

How did I end up here again?
When I promised myself
I would never see your face anymore
But somehow I let you in
And now it's too late to give in
It's a fight I cannot win

I stare at the void
Feels like I'm empty inside
Oh how could I be blind

How could I think for a moment this could be right
Or will I ever see the light? Oh how could I be so blind

But it wasn't your fault
I let myself crawl into this hole
Oh God, are you even here?
There is no one that can save me now
And I'm the one to blame again...and over again

I stare at the void
Feels like I'm empty inside
Oh how could I be blind

How could I think for a moment this could be right
Or will I ever see the light? Oh how could I be so blind