1. PIECE OF MIND

Have I always been right here? Tucked away from me, slipping in between
Have I always been like this? I can’t remember now, slipping deep beneath
Isolation’s tightened jaw, clamping down on me; bear the light with me

Break! Shattered into pieces, melting through my fingers, help me catch them all
I forget you are not here, as am I, distorting inside me

Stopped in time, decaying light

Iridescent grave - take my life from me

Inner sense no longer me, detached from what I perceive, a throwaway, and what if I thaw?
Anxiety has peaked in me, drown in thoughts, all so asinine
There are times I want to sew it shut, close it off, rip them from inside of me
Motherfucking budge, just this time, but depression is too strong
Every time I try to move my body starts to shut itself down into opposite time
So close my eyes instead, as I wither and hope to dissolve to the wind
Disbelief - there is no other place, all my life I cannot feel your god,
Eternal non-existence is the only rest

So bleed the light; rather drown than believe your lies