Ev'Sane : Autospy of My Soul

Thrash Heavy / France
(2016 - Self-Released)
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1. ANESTHESIA

(Instrumental)


2. WAIT TO SEE

Something,
In my mind seems to be already dead
Remember that's too late
To cry, and to live in the past with tears
She forgot me
How did you, how did you do to survive?
Kill the thoughts or kill her
While I stand in the middle of the ruins of my heart
She dies

Don't think she likes to leave you on the floor
Feeling changes but not sure
Just forget it, she likes you even more
Wait for more

Sometimes, she will pray for another day with him
Someday, all this prayers are just a whim
Sometimes, she regrets having played a game with him
But right now, she wants to wait to see something

When I cheat to seems that I'm fine
I'm hiding but a billion cry
Look at me, look into my eyes
I deserve just one last try

When she tells you to stop and go to hell
She cries too when she thinks of you
You're just a dumb if you listen to her, my friend
Understand us you are better than that

Sometimes, she will pray for another day with him
Someday, all this prayers are just a whim
Sometimes, she regrets having played a game with him
But right now, she wants to wait to see something

Wake me up sometimes
Somethings, I'm fine
Wake me up sometimes
Something? just try !!


3. ALONE I FALL

In my mind
I feel so nervous when I say
Everything's alright
That's wrong cuz I'm falling
Lower than the ground
They don't need to know how I feel
Just in the controversy
Nobody wants insanity
But never forget
It's our secret
You must keep this secret forever

I'll be alone in this way to forgive
I'll sell my heart to become what I'm not
Please, don't tell me how I must live
I know, alone I fall

Prisoner of this world
There are many people but no
Soul inside these bones
I feel lonely I am tired
Can't escape from myself
Falling on the face
I need to expose my limits
It's our secret

I'll be alone in this way to forgive
I'll sell my heart to become what I'm not
Please, don't tell me how I must live
I know, alone I fall

I don't wanna be a worm
Crawling to the liberty
But I know I can't restore
My life as it was before
I'm falling to the ground
Did you hear this sound
Take a look around
I'm falling to the ground
Did you hear this sound
They stole my mind

Yes it's the end of my story
You can go home please kiss your children
No I stay here,I'm really sorry
They have begun to build my coffin
No regret and no remorse
But never forget
It's our secret
It's my secret

I'll be alone in this way to forgive
I'll sell my heart to become what I'm not
Please, don't tell me how I must live
I know, alone I fall

I Fall
I Fall
I Fall
I Fall


4. BLOOD OF HERO

Here he comes
It's too real (real)
More than enough (enough)
Never enough (enough)
Of running your mouth off

Blood of hero
Pours under the table
Blood of hero
Conviction can put life in fall
Blood of hero
Flows before he can talk
And he dies alone

Witness of some strange imperfections
In a speech of lies (of lies)
He had to make some decisions
That can destroy his life (destroy, his life)
Let people believe in wrong stories
Or make something that he can regret
He had taken his fear with him
To scream to us the facts (the facts)

Blood of hero
Pours under the table
Blood of hero
Conviction can put life in fall
Blood of hero
Flows before he can talk
And he dies alone

Everybody knows a lot of things
And even if we are in a democracy or maybe elsewhere
Citizens just have the right to stay in their place
Some peoples must know the reality
We must fight for our rights
We must fight for our children
We can make this place better than ever

But he falls before being heard
And he just disappeared, disappeared
And the life can resume, can resume

Blood of hero
Pours under the table
Blood of hero
Conviction can put life in fall
Blood of hero
Flows before he can talk
And he dies alone


5. BATTLEFIELD

War is engine
Of a trouble
And can bring back to hell
Fight it
Cuz you know
In what world we live
No war in Hell
The tears flows
When the light gives
A way to darkness
It's a thought
We all need your help

Holy fight
In a no man's land (in a no man's land)
Without law
All you know is there (all you know is there)
Like a torture
Every men with anger

Battlefield is fever

War desease
Battered bodies
Like a funny death
They all pray
For an exit
No endless nighmare

Sickness and madness
All in a same bullet
The scream and the fire
Can make a place for us

Holy fight
In a no man's land (in a no man's land)
Without law
All you know is there (all you know is there)
Like a torture
Every men with anger

The mask you wear
No one can see it

Holy fight
In a no man's land (in a no man's land)
Without law
All you know is there (all you know is there)
Like a torture
Every men with anger

Holy fight
In a no man's land (in a no man's land)
Without law
All you know is there (all you know is there)
Like a torture
Every men with anger


6. TURN THE PAGE

Why me?
What have I done to deserve this?
The fate is clear and it's done for me
I did what I could
To change what I owed
To be the same as your dreams

I've changed my hair-cut
and I've stopped to bet
Ready to drop everything
You know that I could
Do all just for you
But you still push me away

Away
Away I can't do anything
So I let her screaming
While she throws me out of the house
I must follow my way

I'm so close to falling
The road has been ended
A page is blank
Crushed for the last time
Life has its ups and downs
Turn the page

Later
With my own family
I've made a quiet place for me
A night not so cold
I sleep but with my cig
Fire burns all we've got

My wife is alive
With my son we're out
We lost everything we had
My mother's ashes
Our dog in the flames
All my memories away

Away
Away I can't remember it
Lucky we are now safe
Fucking cigaret's addiction
I know it's a bit late

I'm so close to falling
The road has been ended
A page is blank
Crushed for the last time
Life has its ups and downs
Turn the page

Wake up

Don't think fate always fulfills wishes
A bus knocked down his wife of fifty years

That is all I had
No time for goodbyes
I let her go away

Away
It can't be real

I'm so close to falling
The road has been ended
A page is blank
Crushed for the last time
Life has its ups and downs
Turn the page

I'm so close to falling
The road has been ended
A page is blank
Crushed for the last time
Life has its ups and downs
Turn the page


7. ALL THAT SHE WANTS

What she sees is what she needs
Just a lie of industries

No you don't need it
No you don't want it

Advertising hypnotizes
She shall burn your credit cards

No you don't need it
No you don't want it

What she wants is what you flee
But your love has no limits
Clothes, Make-up, hairdressing
All that's she wants is everything

All , all
That's all that she wants
All , all
That's all that she wants

Walking through the aisles of shops
She wondered what she could buy
Honey, throw money down the drain
At the same time, some complain

In a world where money choose (money choose)
Some girls have no mercy
And abuse (abuse)
In a world where people lose (people lose)
Some girls want our money
We pay the dues (the dues)

What she wants is what you flee
But your love has no limits
Clothes, make-up, hairdressing
All that's she want is everything

No you don't need it

Some of you resist
The bank stops credits
How can you subsist
With empty pockets
Some of you resist
The bank stops credits
How can you subsist
I doubt that you can

In a world where money choose (money choose)
Some girls have no mercy
And abuse (abuse)
In a world where people lose (people lose)
Some girls want our money
We pay the dues (the dues)

In a world where money choose (money choose)
Some girls have no mercy
And abuse (abuse)
In a world where people lose (people lose)
Some girls want our money
We pay the dues (the dues)


8. WHO NEEDS A CURE ?

Sorrows begin
Your life is so close to the end
See what I've seen
No matter what you can pretend
So close the door
'F you think you can do it alone
O god, you swore
You must be there to see them grow

Lone with needles
Your wife has gone but your child waits
In the shadows
Of a lost dad who can need help
Failure of life
Can be bypassed with a good choice
Think about it
He's not the only one

Who needs a cure
Who needs a cure?

I can't jump in
Harder than I think
Sorrows are going to die with suffering
You have to leave pain
With all that it stays
In you of strength in your veins

Ten years later
He dies of a drug overdose
And his daughter
Follow the same path but with blows
Her loved dealer
Hits her for being paid on time
She has been raped
She can't escape
Think about her
She's not the only one

Who needs a cure
Who needs a cure?

I can't jump in
Harder than I think
Sorrows are going to die with suffering
You have to leave pain
With all that it stays
In you of strength in your veins

Sorrows ending
Their life were going to the end
Think about it
They're not the only ones

Who needs a cure
Who needs a cure?

I can't jump in
Harder than I think
Sorrows are going to die with suffering
You have to leave pain
With all that it stays
In you of strength in your veins


9. TIME TO WAKE

You make me sick I’ll never forget it

When I'm surrounded
By all these corpses
My tears are acid
No one is real

Social differences
By the face or the stuff that you bring
I've a lot of choices
Nothing to remain what I've been

I can't feel, I'm ok
You must see that I live
She may cry when she says
I can't hear, I'm ok

When the rain pours on her
No one sees the sadness
No one sees the anger

What's the answer?
Forget myself and follow the world
I want to be true
Not to be screwed

I maybe dream of a lost island
The reality makes me sick
When I try to escape this pain
It's already time to wake

When some people
Start to stare and laugh at me
Rumors have spread here
They want to make me angry

Social disaster
Nobody looks, nobody screams
I'm just a number
In a race for popularity

When the rain pours on her
No one sees the sadness
No one sees the anger

I maybe dream of a lost island
The reality makes me sick
When I try to escape this pain
It's already time to wake

I can't feel, I'm Ok
You must see that I live
She may cry when she say
I can't hear

I maybe dream of a lost island
The reality makes me sick
When I try to escape this pain
It's already time to wake

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