1. STRESS BUILDS CHARACTER

I am so tired,
Sometimes I feel so tired,
I can't eat I can't sleep.
So tired.
The pressure builds and builds.
Seems like theres no release.
The things I see go unnoticed by some.
Fills my eyes and heart.
Anger and guilt and frustration,
And depression makes waking up every day harder and harder.
Where's my fitness to the world with my chance to survive.
I got to get money so I can have a home.
So I can breathe, eat and live in this society.
I don't even like money,
And I got to work everyday just to feed myself.
God it makes me sick.
I just wanna curl up into a hole and die in this.
This isn't worth it.
I need a raise man!
I can't survive on this faith anymore.
I can't live on this,
I'm hungry,
And I've had service,
And I can't eat daddy.
God I am the creator of hell.
And I have seen all hell,
And I have seen no arms, no limbs no brains.
You don't care, you don't love me!
I only love myself.
No one will love me like I love thee.

Life's been swell now I want to die
My body it hurts me sigh after sign
I call it torture you call it life
A slave to money and everything I despise
Like everyone in general
Fuck eat sleep destroyi am a disposable being
Who will fuck all life
I multiply and the air gets thinner and dirty
I take up space
I smell
I consume
But I produce nothing
I abuse
I have no reason to exist
The toilets clogged in this world o shit
I breathe filth everyday
Living fucks up my brian
Why? Why must I wake up today?
My eys are heavy
Why? Why must I see your face?
Your life is ugly
Why? Why did I buy into these things?
I don't want them
Tension. Tension
Frustraton. Alone
Tension. Despair. Tension
All these pressures on my life


2. HANDS THAT MOLD

hands that kill mold illusions of peace
their fucked up psuedo security
destroy to give birth to technology
to quickn the killin of yo and me and him and her
blind. us humans think we are so smart
creating challenges
how. our sky bleeds in your hands
its nothing
build and build and build some more
industry fucks nature like some kind of whore
quest for invention intelligence gone too far
sythetic environment were doomed from the start
and I guess were all gonna die (my home)
and take everything under th sky (is nothing... to you)
skies they bleed infecting the land
oceans they vomit onto the sand
wind so foul, a putrid reek
animals they scream in disbelief
and I guess were all gonna die (our lives)
and take everything under the sky (are nothing... just
used)
humanicide // humanicide
black trees, dead seeds, dirt weeds
how much longer do we have?
humanicide
human beings should have never evolved at all
your heart... your heart as cold as the concrete that
you lay
your mind... clouded with the polution that you make
hide... lies... from all of us, the ones you have
chosen to die
smother our earth, blacken our skies
your quest for progess, convenient demise
man... kind... to whom are you kind
the peace that you mold is a lie, all lies
our lives float rejected down the stream
they are nothing, not you or me


3. SANCTITY

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4. IGNORANCE OF PRIDE

you killed again today
she was 12 years old
you killed her mother too
when she bent down to help her
and you killed again today
he overdosed on drug
he was a friend of mine
I know that you dont care
except for money and power
and the force to make everyone cower
the system makes its money off you
kill each other off just like they want you to
ways to survive dont involve killing your kind
poverty is colorblind
the systems fault not yours or mine
kill again for more respect
kill some more to make you look tougher
kill again but look whos losing
poverty is government made
kill again for more respect
kill again to make you look tougher
kill again but look whos losing
stomping out your own fucking race
racism starts with a twisted idea
genocide starts with the squeeze of a trigger
both are easy to do
both are fucking stupid


5. LOVE / HATE

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6. THE MIDDLE

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7. SLAVED CHAINS

rise the turmoil tides
the falling minds
decreed in lies
that show their pride
pride. pride. pride
disease of lies
that breed in minds
that hate reminds
bow down to authority
break your chains
you are slaved


8. RUPTURED SILENCE

its easy to see
incentive to talk
staring at all
staring at me
where has humanity gone
I feel sick to open my mouth
visions are blurred
glances are exchanged
eyes connect
speach neglect
we coldly walk away
a thousand thoughts
a million minds
a vocal box and a set of eyes
gifted with vision
communication
yet overwhelmingly blind
people are hurt
shouting and pleading
communication doesnt ever leave
down on my knees
I start to cry
who the hell are you
to question why
speak breathe
relinquish your apathy
seek conquer
release anxiety
silence is weight that broke our backs
and pulls our mental chains
silence will oppress us
and well always be its slave
theres no compassion
not any more
brotherhood smashed
like a roach on the floor
never the less
people like you
follow like slaves
speak breathe
live see
quiet choke
die blind
speak breathe
feel release
I dont feel
seek conquer
realse anxiety
find fuck
censor relax
seek control
confront your insanity
crush feel
silence slave
breathe speak free
loud silence defens me
seek ease
release it all
let it all go
silence will destroy us all
leave us all your mark on life
blah


9. GREEN DESTROYED


10. BROKEN SHELL

why do you rape my mind
soul body
fine life
my gift
deceased
kill my only pride
die
love in deciet
we live in sadness
silence
good bye
steal my soul
the torture was the same


11. Weed Of Wisdom

rape consume exhault abuse
rob the earth of fossil fuels
we kill ourselves with fossil fuels
weve tried we failed
we die with our hands tied
cant you see we have no choice
you lie about the true effects
lies... expose the facts that you cant hide
please dont insult our intellegence
hemp is illegal cause it threatens your wealth
dupont exxon and a thousand other companies
would rather see you die than lose money for your
health
price of living
funeral procession modern ecology
I wont bow
I wont bow and sit and sigh
cowards
the world goes to shit as you sit and cry
bigotry aparthied jim crow laws
tools of prohibition to put hemp in its place
put a black man in shakles
because he smokes weed and had a smile on his face
fucking racist
fuel oil plastic
all from a plant that natures blessing
paper wood food
stop deforestation save this planet
now we must utilize a source
that can be grown with ease
save our habitat and stop
killing wildlife and soil by removing trees
land is in scarce supply and hemp roots help anchor
soil
which stops erosion nurtifies land while rainforests
spoil
we must put aside myths and legends based on lies
hemp the weed of wisdom will help whip the tear from
natures eye


12. Sleep

searching for my soul
through chasms of my minds
longing my own desire
to make me apart of life
round and round this circle turns
never coming to end
hideous games played on my mind
driving me insane
this ring of painul delight
resides deep within my brain
insanity comes too naturally
when my arms bleed
crossing the sky
deep within these dreams
crashing back to the sea
the sleep numbs my mind
from todays reality
sleep
the dreams will come true
my life will be over soon
sleep my child
your life is doomed
sleep