1. ARS MORIENDI

The art of dying; a hymn to the demise of being
Saar-e-heffi. Questioning the societal pulse of yesterday


2. RETURNING TO PATHOS

Return from yourself, the reaper of my fields
Return, for you are needed
For the one yet to be born
The child cries out your name, the night whispers to me
In the streets the screams are alive
And they will always be
White veils hanging still, waiting for you and me
The forest still awaits, let us run...across

Return, for the morning maybe never
And the breeding is still untouched
Return, maybe I fade away
Before the sun, but not the stares
They still weep the centuries in your name
For the moon still is what it was
...Your name and the closed gate
The stares shine for hours, like the fields never reaped
Return for the sun that has it's wings widespread
The horizons sleep in a story
My feelings glare at thee
As their mornings end, my mourning begins
My pain is much for you; I shall let you breathe
Open skies tasteful depths, green seas and you and me
Return, since I caress the young. Since pathos burns in me
Merge me; blend me, into sorrow
Shade me with trees of grief
Touch me; winds of pain come touch me
Burn me pathos; burn me if you can
Now that what I have become
Time is in immortal soils
Sing, and dance for my return


3. FORTY SEASONS FROM NOW

Autumn will scream from inside of me
Not a false spring forever please
Times shall change, like every thing else
Will you be the same, forty seasons from now?


4. AWAIT

Whatever in this world you are going to find
It's going to go, and you're going to stay behind
You search for lust, or you crave desire
He shall come and take you, in fire

Your life will never, stay forever
Wait. Await thy death
Wait. Await thy doom tonight

If your aim is to be evil, your choice is to be burnt
If your intension is to murder, your fate is to be hunted
They cry, they weep and pray for mercy
But all they get is a desire of relief
Your waste your life in lust of power
But the one you forget does not forget you
The silence sequel
Wait, await your final slumber
Wait for your final destiny
Your unfortunate lies will mate with your soul tonight
That is your final darkness
That is your final destiny


5. CHAIRSCURO

Lost in the grains of sand
In an hourglass of misfortune
Seperating light from dark, dark from light
Day from night. Once Again


6. FORTRESS OF SOLITUDE

Alone again
Again I am desolate. Again I am left forever
Again I weep in pain
O it's my sigh
It is the sigh I take again
Will this survive? Survive to see the daylight
Never shall I
Never shall I again, see the sight of the ones
The ones who once left me behind
Fortress. Of solitude
Let us merge together
In Solitude. For solitude, in solitude
My character is now a tragedy
A tragedy forever to be
My existence is now a strain
Slowly it arises, the urge
An urge to fly away, into the skies of silence
Amber roads, going places, emptiness is just a dream
Echoes saying everything fill within
As cold winds rape a lonely tree
And here I sit in somberness
Draped in a thick mist called thought
And grasping me, and my imagination
Are these everlasting chains of despair?
And black clouds of sadness, hang over the fortress
Waiting for me to again be free
So that they can rain their tragedy, all over the years
And O how I wish, that I could, I will
Embrace these skies if time wishes me to
Never again
And the pain persists me
Shall I pay for all I have?
Pay for what all was not mine
Indebt me in sorrow
Solitude stays, for it is a temple, a temple forever
Never shall we be loved
And amongst the many thoughts, the thoughts that became pregnant
A question will always arise
Fortress. Of solitude
Let us merge together
In Solitude. For solitude, in solitude

I can feel my self to be descanting
Descanting my soul to rise
To be seen inside of me, is merely a thought of thee
A vivid expression is seen
And the broken promise shall be
Amber roads, going places, emptiness is just a dream
Echoes saying everything fill within
As cold winds rape a lonely tree


7. STILL BLACK AND WHITE

Remember...
Return...
Reverse...
Realize...
Remember me, as fading images
Return to me, some other day
Reverse the faces, of the pages pale
Realize, how the seasons change
How faultless are you and me, in our shadow one
As merged forever, by a blinding light
Respect the grace that we unleash together
And O how beautiful is my art
As pale as you can think, as close as we may be
Relate to all the times
The memories are still black and white...
...black and white, purple gray
And how much more pale will you become?
Am I not faded enough for you?
Realize, how the seasons change
Reverse the faces, of the pages pale
Return to me, some other day
Remember me, as fading images
I might just wait another season for you
The memories are still, black and white


8. BEAUTIFUL UNFORTUNATE

Today's emptiness, tomorrow's dream
An addiction, like never seen
All is still beneath an orange moon
Everything remains, but without you