1. FEEL SO EMPTY

The end

Drink the poison, light up like gasoline
Fill the cup up (Cup up)
It's time for you to bleed
There's something different now
The taste of ink, it won't go down
Sweet destruction has my hand again

Rising up from the inside
Self-destructing again
I'm desperate to pull myself out, but
I keep falling in

I never thought that I could feel so empty
Don't even feel like I'm alive
(Don't even feel like I'm alive)
I crash and burn until I see the reaper
Maybe he'll take this weight of mine
One piece at a time
One piece at a time

Distant future, it's not a thing for me
Living wasted, I don't need to breathe
There's something different now
The taste of ink, it won't stay down
Sweet destruction, take my hand again

Rising up from the inside
Self-destructing again
I'm desperate to pull myself out, but
I keep falling in
I try to run but I just sink into the sand
My heart is telling me I want to live again

I never thought that I could feel so empty
Don't even feel like I'm alive
(Don't even feel like I'm alive)
I crash and burn until I see the reaper
Maybe he'll take this weight of mine
One piece at a time

Turn the lights out, come on, make it darker
We don't need a reason to get higher
Watch me throw it all into the fire
Gonna tell the world that you're a liar

I never thought that I could feel so empty
Don't even feel like I'm alive
(Don't even feel like I'm alive)
I crash and burn until I see the reaper
Maybe he'll take this weight of mine
One piece at a time
One piece at a time


2. DISAPPEAR

I'm headed for the sun
Trying not turn into ashes (Turn into ashes)
The end has begun
The Phoenix will bring us the answers (Bring us the answers)

Don't you see the times are changing?
We all need to find some meaning
Before it's too late

When the vision ends and it's all breaking
Now what could you say that you need from me?
When the air is thin and the sky falls in
I need you here, don't disappear
Don't, don't disappear
Don't, don't disappear

This song's for the young
They stand in the blood of your innocence
You loaded the gun
Hoping it could give you answers

Don't you see the times are changing?
We all need to find some meaning
Before it's too late

When the vision ends and it's all breaking
Now what could you say that you need from me?
When the air is thin and the sky falls in
I need you here, don't disappear

We're slowly slipping in and out of time
I know it's getting hard to see it how it was when
The fire's always burning
But why'd you want to leave me
When it all comes down to this?

When the vision ends and it's all breaking
Now what could you say that you need from me?
When the air is thin and the sky falls in
I need you here, don't disappear
Don't, don't disappear
Don't, don't disappear
Don't disappear


3. EXPLICIT

Why don't you guys scream anymore?
Fuck
Pick it up
Get up
Get off your feet
Fuck man
What the fuck?
Shut the fuck up
Fuck me up
I'm still trying to find the fucks I used to give

Pick it up, get up, oh
Shut the fuck up
Pick it up, get up, oh
Shut the fuck up
Pick it up, get up, oh
Fuck shit up
Pick it up, get up, oh
Shut the fuck up

It's sinking in
Soaking every corner of my mind

I hate this
So tasteless
It's like I'm screaming out but all my breath is wasted
These late nights
So endless
Burn the sun again and leave me in the darkness

It's like I'm running a race that I can't win
Another day on the pavement
I'm tryna pick up the pieces
You had me questioning everything

Got a new soul
Coming out of spaces that I can't control
Going 'round in circles with my heart

I hate this
So tasteless
It's like I'm screaming out but all my breath is wasted

It's like I'm running a race that I can't win
Another day on the pavement
It's like I'm stuck out at sea but I can't swim
Can anyone see me waving?
Oh, I've seen the struggle
And you don't half of it, nothing's gonna keep me down (Keep me down)
I'm tryna pick up the pieces (I'm tryna pick up the pieces)
You had me questioning everything

Hey, hey
Hey, hey
We dug this hole
Now we can't get out
We built this up
To watch it all fall apart, oh

Now I'm stuck in the same loop twice
I'm barely breathing but I'm keeping alive
And I feel like I swallowed their knife
Too many years I spent trapped under ice

It's like I'm running a race that I can't win
Another day on the pavement
It's like I'm stuck out at sea but I can't swim
Can anyone see me waving?
Oh, I've seen the struggle
And you don't know half of it, nothing's gonna keep me down
I'm tryna pick up the pieces
You had me questioning everything

Pick it up, get up, oh
Shut the fuck up
Pick it up, get up, oh
Shut the fuck up
Pick it up, get up, oh
Fuck shit up
Pick it up, get up, oh
Shut the fuck up


4. FADE AWAY

I've been here
Pulling apart almost everything that I’ve seen
And now I'm finding no reason to believe in anything

Now you're going in circles
And that needs your attention
Did I fail to mention, all of this could change?

I see your hell, I see your scars
I know you’re hurt and I know that life gets hard
You wanted out but couldn't take the fall
But in the end I know the pain will fade away
Fade away
Fade away
Fade away

I don't wanna be the one to wreck this
But I don't wanna waste another goddamn year
If I'm gonna take a chance to make it
Guess I gotta run and take the dive right in

You've been going in circles
It still needs your attention
Did I fail to mention, all of this could change?

I see your hell, I see your scars
I know you're hurt and I know that life gets hard
You wanted out but couldn't take the fall
But in the end I know the pain will fade away
Fade away
Fade away
We’ll fade away

I know you fear that the end is near
Control the masses but you can’t control me
We keep destroying our atmosphere
You caused this pain, now you want to escape
I feel like saying "Come and fuck with me"
I feel like praying but that won't change a thing
We’re falling straight into oblivion
I hope you know that we will never be the same

(I hope you know that we will never be the same)
(I hope you know that we will never be the same)
(I hope you know that we will never be the same)
(I hope you know that we will never be the same)


5. SPIRIT IS MOVING

I'm loved but I’m lonely
I don't want you to know me
Can I be hope for the broken
And still feel like I'm nothing?

So find me here, I’m on my knees
The spirit is moving
It's breaking in and healing things

I'm low but I'm floating
See the chains that I'm holding
Can I be hope for the broken
And still feel like I'm nothing?
My understanding of the way I've been
It's getting broken down, it’s shattering
God, has it always been
Has it always been like this?

And there’s a weight now
There's a weight now and it’s feeling strange
Gotta change now
It's coming in and controlling me

So find me here, I'm on my knees
The spirit is moving
It's breaking in and healing things
The spirit is moving
So find me here, I’m on my knees
The spirit is moving
Into the flames, it takes your pain
The spirit is moving

There is nothing left and nowhere else to go
(There is nothing left and nowhere else to go)
There is no more love and we have broken bones
(There is no more love and we are broken)

I'm sinking now but holding still
As long as we keep on breathing in
I'm finding it hard or I'm finding it strange
That all I believed is wearing thin
Are we just a memory or a bad dream?
You cannot be alone but just dive right in
It's too dark to see the light in my dreams
And now I feel like I'm nothing

So find me here, I'm on my knees
The spirit is moving
It's breaking in and healing things
The spirit is moving
So find me here, I'm on my knees
The spirit is moving
Into the flames, it takes your pain
The spirit is moving

There is nothing left and nowhere else to go
(There is nothing left and nowhere else to go)
There is no more love and we have broken hope
(There is no more love and we are broken)
There is nothing left and nowhere else to go
(There is nothing left and nowhere else to go)
There is no more love and we have broken bones
(There is no more love and we are broken)

So find me here, I'm on my knees
The spirit is moving
It's breaking in and healing things


6. SENTIMENTAL

I can't explain how hard it is
You have my heart
But I need it back again
It got too hard but we came so far

I'm givin' in this time
Open up my chest
Who woulda guessed it'd end like this?
Alone in the dark and I can't feel anything
Like a speeding car
"Oh, I've seen this part"
Out of control, headed for the edge
Alone in the world and I can't feel anything

Something I should mention while you're here
So don't get fucking sentimental
Let's go find a better way to live
We're falling apart and I'm sorry to mention it

Here comes the pain
It pours like rain
You have my heart
But can I get it back again?
So show me how you're feeling
And tell me why you're leaving
I swear I said a million times
That all I wanna do is to see you fly
It got too hard but we came so far

It seems the closer that I got to this
It sent me to the edge and I came back with nothing
My greatest fear is that I'd be right here
I think I forgot how to feel and believe in anything

There's something I should mention
While you're here
So don't get fucking sentimental
Let's go find a better way to live
We're falling apart
And I'm sorry to mention it

[Outro: Marcel Gadacz]
We're falling apart and we fail to exist
We can't keep breathing the flames
If we're not ready for this
Now we're falling through
Break our heads in two
Don't keep wondering
Why it always ends up the same


7. DECEMBER

I know that you're scared when you're lonely
But I've found that I'm lost whenever we're hurting

I know that you and me, we get lonely
But it's something that I'd like to keep holding
There's a new dream under your bed
Don't let it sleep, don't ever let it rest
And if you're drowning on your own
Then it could be the end

Don't you lie
I know you would hold me too

Don't you remember
The way you made me feel, December?
I can't change the weather
And it was always raining where you were

We could be anything
We could be the end of a bad dream
Falling, we're falling down
As long as you're with me
Hold on, just don't wake me up
We're falling, we're falling down

Don't you remember
The way you made me feel, December?
I can't change the weather
And it was always raining where you were
Return to sender
I've already said all that I can say
Don't you remember?
My heart has taken all that it can take

Hold me up, never stop this feeling
This glow in the dark was meant for
Meant for you

Don't you remember
The way you made me feel, December?
I can't change the weather
And it was always raining
Don't you remember
The way you made me feel, December?
I can't change the weather
And it was always raining where you were
Return to sender
I've already said all that I can say
Don't you remember?
My heart has taken all that it can take


8. WHO WE ARE

Endless sinking
Say we're getting faster
While we're headed for the edge
Are we empty?
Trying to find something
That we'll never see again
Laying on the cold hard floor
Trapped underneath the weight of it all
Never thought I'd ask myself
"What the fuck have I become?"

Can we admit we might have gone too far
When we don't wanna know just who we are?
(Just who we are, just who we are)
Can't see the picture when it gets too dark
We were headed for the edge right from the start
And it's breaking my heart

Precious memory's
Slowly slipping back until we forget
Where we've been
I can see there’s something
Putting needles in my heart
Maybe we should tear ourselves apart

Can we admit we might have gone too far
When we don't wanna know just who we are?
(Just who we are, just who we are)
Can't see the picture when it gets too dark
We were headed for the edge right from the start
And it's breaking my heart

Don't go crazy, try to admit it
There was a time when we were fine
But now it's finished
So take your car downtown
And drive off a bridge
Oh, I hate to admit it but
There's nothing I want more right now
(Car downtown and drive off a bridge)
(Oh, I hate to admit it,
but there's nothing I want more right now)

Can we admit we might have gone too far
When we don't wanna know just who we are?
(Just who we are, just who we are)
Can't see the picture when it gets too dark
We were headed for the edge right from the start
And it's breaking my heart
(And it's breaking my heart)
(And it's breaking my heart)


9. FIRST LIGHTS

Do you cry when no one's listening?
Don't you dream of breaking out from where you've been?
Trust me, I know that it gets too hard sometimes
Can't you help me see that it will work out fine?

The season
Is changing
You're becoming
My everything

Something seems to pull me
Like a magnet to the grave
All these fears in my head
Surrounded by the snakes
But I can see the light now
Coming through the storm
In your eyes, I see a fire
That helps me through the night till first light

Are you gonna take me higher than the clouds?
Are you gonna pull me closer to the ground?
Are you gonna give me what I need to feel?
Convince me this is real
'Cause I've been on the outside looking in

My meaning
Is changing
Becoming
My everything

Something seems to pull me
Like a magnet to the grave
All these fears in my head
Surrounded by the snakes
But I can see the light now
Coming through the storm
In your eyes, I see a fire
That helps me through the night till first light

It's funny how we've come so far
The only thing worth understanding

Something seems to pull me
Like a magnet to the grave
All these fears in my head
Surrounded by the snakes
But I can see the light now
Coming through the storm
In your eyes, I see a fire
That helps me through the night till first light
(In your eyes, I see a fire)
(That helps me through the night till first light)


10. REGRETS

Let's take the train, pretend nobody's listening
They don't want anyone else to find out the real thing
What's the real thing?
Where do you go when you're lying there dreaming?
I tried protecting you, but you know everything now
Who do you care about?
Let 'em hear you say

Throw me your regrets
Give me a second with them
Dissolve 'em into threads
Toss 'em out, they're never coming back again
(Toss 'em out, they're never coming back again)

Let's go some place that no one knows about
We'll find somewhere
That you can scream and get it out
Then you can hear me out
'Cause there's a truth in it
I know you're scared of ending up like this
I know it's true, we all go through our shit, but hey
It's a brand new day, so

Throw me your regrets
Give me a second with them
Dissolve 'em into threads
Toss 'em out, they're never coming back again
Give me nothing less
I wanna see everything
Dissolve into the ether
Let me save your life again

So tell me what you're thinking
While you're staring at the ceiling
'Cause I've been overwhelmed with
Holding onto my mistakes

So throw me your regrets
Give me a second with them
Dissolve 'em into threads
Toss 'em out, they're never coming back again
Give me everything
You know I won't settle for less
Dissolve into the ether
Let me save your life again
Let me save your life again
Let me save your life again