1. RUIN

I've got to deal
With what I've got.
The ruins of my heart,
Crushed to dust.
I've got nothing left other than...

I've reached it,
No more pretend.
I've been cast off the deep end.
You've caused my soul
To feel less than pertinent.

This pain, embodied suffering,
It's time for me to feel something.
Now that you're on the outside,
You can look to see the ruin in my eyes.

You can crack my shell all you want,
But I'll rebuild in the end,
Take what I've got.
It'll be okay eventually,
But for now I'll deal with the rot. (Rot)

It'll all be okay eventually,
I have to deal with what I've been dealt.
Because this pain, embodied suffering,
It's time for me to feel something.
Now that you're on the outside,
You can look to see the ruin in my eyes.

I feel it taking over me,
Abandoned, no one hears my plea.
This burden, more than I can bear,
I'm living in the ruins of my despair.

For now, I'll deal with what I've got.


2. COLLAPSE

All I need,
I finally have.
Now I've got everything.
Me, myself and I,
Realize, I don't need you in this life.

Now listen to me,
Make some time to hear what's torn my core.
Everything you ignored,
Is knocking down your front fucking door.

You can't change what you have brought forth. (x2)

Always living for everyone else,
Kicked down in the dirt,
No longer feel the hurt.
The collapse of these walls,
Is building up my life, not my fall.

I've come to terms,
That I'm all I need,
The inspiration for the evil that feeds.

From the start I relied on everyone else,
Now I'm in the end I have no one's help.
I've come to realize
That no one aims to cure or aid a soul,
They attack your weaknesses,
And leave you dead in a hole.

Live for yourself,
You're all you need,
Don't look for me.

Now listen to me,
Make some time to hear what's torn my core.
Everything that you ignored,
Is knocking you down to the floor.

You can't change what you have brought forth. (x2)

Always living for everyone else,
Kicked down in the dirt,
No longer feel the hurt.
The collapse of these walls,
Is building up my life, not my fall. (Not my fall)

The collapse of these walls,
Is building up my life, not my fall.

I've come to realize,
I'm all I need.
I am all I need.

I'm all I need. (x2)
All for me,
Just me.


3. AUTOIMMUNE

I'm fucking nuts,
You were never here in the first place.
What a pointless thought,
To think that'd ever change.
I'm sitting in one place, unlike you,
To see when what you say changes your game.

Autoimmune, nothing new,
You're destroying yourself,
Saying things you never felt.
Nothing new, nothing I could do,
She's dug a giant fucking hole for herself.

And there's no way out.
Stuck in the shit that you've been throwing about,
You've lost it all,
Stop running your mouth.

It was never me,
Only the bullshit that you made me believe.
I'm just a puppet in this world you drew,
Now it's time for you to leave me be.

She gave it all to me,
With no sympathy. (Sympathy)

Who the fuck are you now?
You never stopped to think from the beginning,
It was never me,
Fuck!

She gave it all to me.

She gave it all to me,
With no sympathy.
It was all make believe,
Now you can leave me be.

You're just a joke,
A complete misuse of life.
Who are you now?
I'm sorry you turned out like this.
There's no way out,
I'm done playing this game.

No way out.

Autoimmune,
There's nothing new,
Nothing I could do, (Nothing I could do)
There's just something wrong with you.


4. CLOSURE

Closure,
Time to leave it alone.

What's dead is meant to be dead.
At this point,
It's a waste of space, heavy as lead.
It's all about letting go,
And losing the tempo.
It's all about getting you out of my head.

Get out of my head.

The coffin closed, and the hole was dug
Before I found out what you've done.
Underneath the surface,
Walking all over me,
She's locked you in her cage,
Tied down, no escape,
No escaping the grin.

Hope he was worth it,
For everything he never did for you.
Such a life to live,
And you couldn't commit,
And then you let me down.
Hope he was worth it, so fucking worthless,
It's time to get you out of my head.

But what value are my thoughts?
I'm just watching it all play out.

There's so much more that I never said,
I've walked away from the pleas,
I've thrown away the key,
I can see the dead end.
You've been afflicted, so addicted,
It won't be long before it gets to your fucking head.

The coffin closed, and the hole was dug
Before I found out what you've done.
Underneath the surface,
Walking all over me,
Touch so alluring, I've been there before.
I'm just sitting as the tables turn.

Hope he was worth it,
For everything he never did for you.
Such a life to live,
And you couldn't commit,
And then you let me down,
Hope he was worth it, so fucking worthless,
It's time to get you out of my head.

Now I see you,
Looking in from the window.
And if you're watching,
Oh, let me tell you,
Everything worked out just fine
Without you in the picture.


5. LOWLIFE

Thought you could've been something
I could look up to.
Not the fucking one,
To always act a fool.

Father,
Looking back in the lens to where we started,
Haven't seen much of you since you departed.
I can't seem to understand,
How you could run from a mother with a broken hand?

Yeah, are you proud of the life you've chosen?
Always fucking around,
Thinking that your finish is golden,
Well, I've got news for you,
You threw it all away,
All away.

You're fucking heartless,
For losing the two
That would've gave you a life to cherish,
Oh, how I wish you knew.

These are the tides of change,
This is the culmination of my age.
There's no mountain for you to climb,
You're no exalted one.

So are you proud of the life you've chosen,
Treating women like shit?
There's not a crown in sight,
You're not a figure to look up to.

So fucking heartless,
For losing the two
That would've gave you a life to cherish,
Oh, how I wish you knew.

Heartless,
For dropping the one
That held your intentions,
The one you'd call a son.

No love,
Just a figure of a father I never had.
But what do I know, anyway?

You left us out to rot,
Not a father to me, lowlife.


6. MERCY

Such a gimmick,
Living this life you choose.
No tough guy front
Will distance you from the noose.
Now it's your turn,
No lesson learned.

No strength, no backbone.
Yeah, you're all alone.

No sympathy for anything.
Oh, mercy please,
It's what she needs.
I hope you know your worth,
I hope you feel this hurt
Life must be hard,
When you're this low in the dirt.
Now it's your turn,
No lesson learned.

So come and get it, (x2)
You'll fucking get it. (x2)

After all this time, you just couldn't find
The difference between what was yours and mine
You took everything
You took it away,
You took it away.

All alone,
Just know...

(So come and get it, (x2))
(You'll fucking get it. (x2))

I have no sympathy for anything.
Oh, mercy please,
It's what she really needs.
I hope you know your worth,
I hope you feel this hurt.
Life must be hard,
When you're this low in the dirt
Now it's your turn,
No lesson learned.

Bite the curb,
Fake fuck.


7. 928

I've lost faith in what brings me hope,
My life fell apart,
I'm not sure how to cope.
Too bad anything you'll say now,
Won't make a change.

Another door slammed right in my face,
Everything I do is a fucking mistake.
No rights, all wrongs,
I just give what I take.
And now I find myself wasting time,
Thinking on all the wrong things.

I'm willing, just show me the way,
Guide me through this life, day by day.
No more living for your sake,
I'm done living this life as a mistake,
I'm done living this life as a mistake.

I've thrown my hope in the trash,
Immature, I'm not looking back.
Can't believe everything I've seen
Has finally made its bed,
I'll never be able to erase this.

They say you endure the bad,
To be able to cherish what you had.
Well, I guess that's one thing I never understood.

Evil has always got the better half of you.

Everything I do is a fucking mistake,
No rights, all wrongs,
I just give what I take.
And now I find myself wasting time,
Thinking on all the wrong things.

I'm willing, just show me the way,
Guide me through this life, day by day.
No more living for your sake,
I'm done living this life as a mistake,
I'm done living this life as a mistake.

You can only get so low
When you're this fucking helpless,
And now I've finally come to realize,
I'm wasting my time.


8. BLUR

Finally able to watch it all unfold,
Everything has fallen in place.
This is the epitome of the life we lead,
It's just what's left of me.

There's nothing else for me to stress,
Other than the fact that I'm over this mess.

This is what I've realized,
Life is strife,
And we'll always be fed the lies.
Nothing more, nothing less,
In the end, I'm just like the rest.

So that's how the tides have changed,
I've jaded over, continue to rot with age.
Hope it was worth it,
Commitments beaten, broken.

My vision is blurring.
Blind.

We're nothing better than each other,
Nor will we ever be doomed to be the lesser.
Oh my god,
I've risen above this mess,
And I must confess...

This is what I've realized,
Life is strife,
And we'll always be fed the lies.
Nothing more, nothing less,
In the end, I'm just like the rest.

Nothing more, nothing less,
In the end, I'm just like the rest. (x2)


9. ///

This is the epitome of the life we lead,
The epitome of the life we lead,
It's just whats left of us.


10. ROAM

In the end,
We're left to roam.

I feel I've found the end,
The way our bodies will stray,
A feeling I can't push away.
Now through this tunnel,
We'll travel deeper & deeper,
Until we strike that final hour.

Now down the path, we'll trail,
Taken aback by nothing of avail.
Where will we stand at the end of this?
Where will we stand?

'Cause I'm so sick of it all.
Sick of me, sick of you,
I'm losing it all. (Losing it all)
Sick of it all, sick of it all,
Hate to say it,
But now I'm leaving.
Hate to say it,
But now I'm done.

You gave me the false hope,
That this would be my home.
Now I know this is the end,
I'm left to roam.

Roam.
My only choice is to go.

Where will we stand,
Where the fuck will this ever land?
Where will we stand?

'Cause I'm sick of it all.
I'm left to cope with the fact that
I've lost it all. (All)
Sick of it all,
Hate to say it,
But now I'm leaving.
Hate to say it,
But now I'm...

Feeling so ripped apart and disconnected,
This has never felt like a home.
Never have I received
Any true comfort from you.
I know where I must go.

You gave me the false hope,
That this would be my home.
Now I know this is the end,
I'm left to roam.

Roam.
I'm left to roam.

This is the end of the road,
No one but me.
I'm left to roam,
In the end of it all.

I, I'm left to roam.
I'm left,
I'm left to roam.
I am left,
Left to roam.