1. THERE IS NO HOME (PARTS I TO VI)

Discord in the mind of the lost ones - no stars to shine down
Flayed by a thousand of invisible knives - knowledge is futile
Facing a truth, a choice, impossible deed - should one commit
Illusions drawn by a past decision - which was not ours

It's all about the chains we put on ourselves gladly
It's all about the excuses we give to our executioners
It's never about us, it's always about them
And thus we are seen as predictable, selfish beings

And we count the seconds which feel like the longest hours
A scarred vision of time, a dimension unknown inside the mind
A secret best kept by smartest of all idiocies
And it is killing us to the core, draining everything

For so many years, I have lost count, my eyes have cleared the path
To a long lost road of loneliness yet righteousness
To be walked with forsaken soulmates, stuck in being a black hole
For themselves and close ones, because they have and are lost

But we too are lost in the meanders of hypocrisy
We too despise lies and pretend, falseness and politics
Yet are we made for this, are we strong enough to hold
Are we, soulmates, are we strong enough to help us

And thus, with disgust, we still walk the path, alone
We neither see nor hear our shared souls, yet we feel
But are these feelings enough to sustain our sparkles
Is this world enough for us, or are we enough for the world

This dilemma eats my insides as roaches infests my home
I am homeless, in my head. I am homeless.
I will never be able to find home.
There is no home.