1. SELLOUT

I lost myself in a whirlwind 
Of hate and disregard 
Cut off my wings
No regrets
I didn’t give a fuck about anyone 

Thought i was alone with my despair 
Beside myself 
With grief and anger 
Convinced that no one cared

I lost myself inside my rage
I burned the pieces 
I fanned the flames 

Do I trust what I see, are my eyes lying to me
The face in the mirror is scum
All that I hate I become 
Do I trust what see, this can’t be happening to me 
The face in the mirror is scum 
All that I hate I become 

Buried myself 
In a grave that I dug with a smile
To hide the pain 
Degrade myself
Convinced that I deserve the pain that I felt 

My suffering will never end
Until i let it go 

I found myself 
Inside the pain
I forged new pieces 
I fanned the flame 

I lost myself
I found myself
All that I hate I become