1. THEY CALL ME THE ANTICHRIST

Hate has been growing inside me
Since I was a child
People look at me and judge me
They call me "the Antichrist"
I was always compared
To the beast that everyone fears
They dump their insecurities on me
They think I'm just a freak
Go!
They want to see me dead
But my death will not set them free
I refuse to die
I'm still alive
To make them cry
I refuse to die
I'm still alive
To make them cry
I know time reveals
The place that awaits them in hell
They never had a valid reason
To assault me and damn me
All those shit are in their minds
They don't even see what they are
They live in their disguise
Swallowing all the lies
They've been breeding all these monsters
Who are now blinded by hate
They're tormenting other people
'til they break down and go insane
To think differently and to oppose
Is a crime that they can't forgive
They have made me feel a synonym
For everything that's sick
I know, all of you are afraid to be yourselves
Hate me
For being who I am
Hate me
Cuz you are not what you want
Hate me
When you see me on the streets
Hate me
You think I'm just a freak
Hate me
For being who I am
Hate me
Cuz you are not what you want
Hate me
When you see me on the streets
Hate me
You think I'm just a freak
I'm not the only one who
Fights against prejudice
Nowadays we are many
And you think we are just freaks
You think I'm just a freak
You think I'm just a freak


2. HATEFUL

I'm feeling suffocated
I raise my middle finger but is not enough
I'd like to use a big hammer
To smash their fucking faces
No one seems to be careful
'Bout what they fucking say
Depression is a habit
My lifestyle is my rage
I'll
Break
All these chains
That are keeping me safe with my sanity
You
Dig
Your own grave
All these years of torture can only be paid with pain
(I'll) burn you face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot breathe
(I'll) burn your face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot stand
(I'll) burn you face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot breathe
(I'll) burn your face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot stand, I cannot breathe
You talk bullshit about the things
That your poor mind can't understand
Blow your mind for a different view
Blow your head off if you don't get it
I want a peaceful day
A rest for my head
I wanna spit in the face
Of everyone who's laughed at me
I'll
Break
All these chains
That are keeping me safe with my sanity
You
Dig
Your own grave
All these years of torture can only be paid with pain
(I'll) burn you face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot breathe
(I'll) burn your face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot stand
(I'll) burn you face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot breathe
(I'll) burn your face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot stand, I cannot breathe
I cannot stand
I cannot breathe
You're just a piece of trash
You're just a piece of trash
You're just a piece of trash
You're just a piece of
Why are you beating me?
I cannot take it
I don't think I fit in here
I don't mind if you hate me
This place means nothing to me
I'll
Break
All these chains
That are keeping me safe with my sanity
You
Dig
Your own grave
All these years of torture can only be paid with pain
(I'll) burn you face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot breathe
(I'll) burn your face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot stand
(I'll) burn you face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot breathe
(I'll) burn your face to cinders, you motherfucker
I cannot stand, I cannot breathe


3. THE CALLING

Something inside me
Has awakened
The screaming voices in my head
They tell me things
I wish I never heard
And they keep in my mind for days
These thoughts don't let me rest
Every second I destroy myself
Take up your cross and follow me
This is not the way you want to live
Pray
I can't destroy my pride
Jesus Christ!
Don't forget about me
Exorcize
Are you waiting for me?
Hypnotized
I can't control my mind
My flesh is going to ruin my life
I'm
Screaming for help
Begging for a change
Haunted by things of the past
I'm dead inside
It's getting hard to left behind
The things that messed with my mind
I'm drowned in negative thoughts
I have no place to escape
Can you help me? 'cause I can't help
Falling in love with my loneliness
Close your eyes, give up your dreams
It's the only way it has to be
Faith
My soul was taken by
Jesus Christ
Don't forget about me
Exorcize
Are you waiting for me?
Hypnotized
I am going blind
These scars tell stories about my life
I can't explain all this pain
Feeling tired and dead inside
I'm so ashame, perverting my head
Sick and tired, I'm dead inside
I can't explain all this pain
Feeling tired and dead inside
I'm so ashame, perverting my head
Sick and tired, I'm dead inside
I'm given in to my fears
I feel tired and dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside
I'm dead inside


4. CRAWLING AWAY

Once again
I don't know what got me into this
All I think, all I feel is only shame
I've tried so hard to go on my way
Now I feel like shit
I can't wait
All my life for a better day
Patience is something I've really lost
A long time ago
With that thing called soul
'Cause the pain
I feel everyday is the same
Since I grew old enough to understand
That life is too hard
And time can't stop
And I've been crawling away from you
(I've been crawling)
And I've been crawling away from you
(I've been crawling)
Look at me
I'm a man who tries to forget
All the sorrow that I carried for years
But the wounds I have on my skin
Are my scars of memories
You can't
Blame me at all for being like that
For being a person who did it all wrong
I was so lost hating this world
I was dead and gone
And I've been crawling away from you
(I've been crawling)
And I've been crawling away from you
(I've been crawling)
And I blame you
For all this pain
For all these things inside my head
You ruined me
I'm doing my best
I don't want this to end
In disgrace
I've
Justified
My
Wicked actions
With
Craziness
Surrounded by
Loneliness
Get the fuck away
I don't need this
You made me want to kill myself
You'd better believe it
I lost my hope expecting something from you
You are so dead for me and full of worms
Just give me back... Give me back
Just give me back, give me back my innocence
Just give me back... Give me back
Now
Give me back... Give me back
Now
Give me back... Give me back
Now
Give me back... Give me back
Just give me back... Give me back
Now
Give me back... Give me back
My innocence
Give me back... Give me back
Now
Give me back... Give me back
My innocence


5. PIGGY

I don't know how I was so dumb
To let you get into my mind
And twist every shred of my conscience
You convince me to drink your poison
Distortion!
All of me and my emotions
Are leading me to destruction
Fuck! This is not an illusion
I beg
Every word you say brings you death
'Cause your actions only brought me pain
Your narrow mind wouldn't understand
You wallow in shit like a pig
Why don't you just get away from me?
Why did you spit your bullshit on my head?
Keep your demons in your mind
Kill yourself, I've had enough
Why don't you just get away from me?
Who can bring me back
All of those years
You've taken away from me?
Blinded by horrible thoughts
That seduce me
I wish it wasn't real
This time you have crossed the line
Who the fuck do you think you are?
You got away with it for so long
You will pay for everything you've done
Show your real face
So everyone knows you're a disgrace
The mask you wear will fall off soon
What a shame it would be to be like you
I beg
Every word you say brings you death
'Cause your actions only brought me pain
Your narrow mind wouldn't understand
You wallow in shit like a pig
Why don't you just get away from me?
Why did you spit your bullshit on my head?
Keep your demons in your mind
Kill yourself, I've had enough
Why don't you just get away from me?
Away from me
I beg
Every word you say brings you death
'Cause your actions only brought me pain
Your narrow mind wouldn't understand
You wallow in shit like a pig
I beg
Every word you say brings you death
'Cause your actions only brought me pain
Your narrow mind wouldn't understand
You wallow in shit like a pig
I beg
Every word you say brings you death
'Cause your actions only brought me pain
Your narrow mind wouldn't understand
You wallow in shit like a pig
I beg
Every word you say brings you death
'Cause your actions only brought me pain
Your narrow mind wouldn't understand
You wallow in shit like a pig
Pig!
Why don't you just get away from me?
Why did you spit your bullshit on my head?
Keep your demons in your mind
Kill yourself, I've had enough
Why don't you just get the fuck away from me?


6. USE ME

You feel all alone, and I'm your toy
You can use me wherever and whenever you want
I'd lick your wounds and more, I can't ignore
There is something here that is really wrong
It's so confusing and I don't know what to think
Maybe I'm a masochist, maybe I deserve this
You say it's all my fault, yet you want me to stay
So you can show me the pose you use to pray
The angel of my nightmares
Is reclaiming my soul
The pleasure of being desired
Is taking control
Use me for the pain you feel
Use me when you feel incomplete
While I don't realize
Use me to spit out your hate
And use me when you're getting wet
God would be so proud
You make this whole thing look like a horror film
But I can't get mad 'cause after all I make you sin
What could be worse if I don't even care?
If I don't serve you, I think I'm useless
I settle for being by your side
I still think you are good inside
You confuse me, distorting the truth
And using love just to get me on my knees to worship you
The angel of my nightmares
Is reclaiming my soul
The pleasure of being desired
Is taking control
Use me for the pain you feel
Use me when you feel incomplete
While I don't realize
Use me to spit out your hate
And use me when you're getting wet
God would be so proud
Use me to please yourself
Use me to save yourself
Use me to please yourself
Just to save your soul
Use me to please yourself
Use me to save yourself
Use me to please yourself
Just to save your soul
A love so full of rage, blasphemous, heretic
The voice you have been hearing is not God, it's your vanity
A love so full of rage, blasphemous, heretic
The voice you have been hearing is not God, it's your vanity


7. RATIONAL HATE TO THE WORLD

How I look and dress is all they see in me
Only appearance, no matter what I think or what I feel
Do you have fun humiliating me?
I'm tired of shitty people making fun of me
All this abuse
Must stop
You should be more careful with your words
Please stop the bullying
Because it hurts
And makes me want to kill everyone
Even if you could see the world through my eyes
You wouldn't understand my thoughts
Don't try to make me change, the damage is done
I reject this world
I was a kid with an innocent mind
In a world that loves to rape minds
Happy days turn into lies
When you're a child who wants to die
You call it "life"
I call it "prison"
Madness always has a good reason
And everyday
Is fucked up
I can't take it anymore
Even if you could see the world through my eyes
You wouldn't understand my thoughts
Don't try to make me change, the damage is done
I reject this world
I'm sick and tired of always being treated with scorn
I reject this world
Thanks dad for not having a gun
In our minds
They deserve to die
For all the damage they've caused in our lives
We are
Only victims
Of people who have no pity
What makes you think we can't feel it?
You turned my youth into a fucking hell
You have gone too far with no remorse, you never care
If I end my life, I'll take yours, as well!
Just stop calling me sick 'cause that triggers my fucking rage
Just
Stop
Calling me
Sisk!
Stop calling me sick
Stop calling me insane
Stop calling me insane
Stop calling me insane


8. BREATHLESS

This is my doom
In solitude
My thoughts go darker in my room
A voice reminds me all my mistakes
This is even more that I could take
I can't escape
This endless ache
That fills my chest and makes me shake
It seems that I asked for it
But I never wanted to be like this
My heart's leading me astray
And always seems to break
My mind infects the air
And I can't breathe today
The night grows deep
I cannot sleep
My fears unearth what lies beneath
A ghostly shadow claims my name
And pulls me back into the shame
I can't resist
This growing twist
That clenches my heart and makes me sick
It looks like I deserve it
I never wanted to end like this
My heart's leading me astray
And always seems to break
My mind infects the air
And I can't breathe today
I am living a life so empty
With this sickness on me
It's not easy, I feel so filthy
I don't want to see my face
Can somebody save me? Can someone help me?
Death is calling my name
Feeling lazy, full of fear
I can't make it through this day
My heart's leading me astray
And always seems to break
My mind infects the air
And I can't breathe today
Can't breathe today
Can't breathe today
Can't breathe today
Can't breathe today
Breathe!
Breathe!
Breathe!


9. WHEN WILL THIS SUFFERING END?

Face it!
I don't know how to face it
Every day I get up so down, so wasted
My lies and sins always haunt me
I can't find a way to just stop it
Peeling the skin from my knuckles
Walking in the streets while I crumble
Where can I be when I have nowhere to go?
Where can I hide from my head when I'm alone?
Tell me how it feels to feel nothing
Tell me how to fill all of my soul
The taste of life is so disgusting
When the hate in you is out of control
I have been making the same mistakes
The more I'm here, the more I'll break
I want to feel something real
I want to know the reason I live
The reason I live
Addiction!
It was my religion
Wasting all my time with bad decisions
Can anybody tell me who am I supposed to be?
Can anybody show me a way to just stop it?
Fearing for the future, wasting my present
It's all my fault, I can't blame my parents
Is there something better waiting for me?
Or am I bound to be like this to the end?
Tell me how to fight against depression
Tell me how to avoid my evil thoughts
Running away with no direction
Please, pray for me when I'm gone
I have been making the same mistakes
The more I'm here, the more I'll break
I want to feel something real
I want to know the reason I
Can you see my suffering?
Can you take it away from me?
Take my suffering
Take my suffering
Suffering
I have been making the same mistakes
The more I'm here, the more I'll break
I want to feel something real
I want to know the reason I live


10. SAME OLD STORY

This feeling in my chest
Is like something is pressing inside of me
I cannot stop thinking
A million questions and very few answers
Lying on my bed I know
That I'm wasting my time and time won't stop for me
All I want is to hurt myself
Until I can't feel anymore
I said "everything is fine"
When everything was wrong
I never felt part of this world
Anyway
I've been throwing away
I am going nowhere
I just needed someone to stay with me
I want to destroy my body
Because the world never ever let me be
Fighting to be well
I can't lie to myself
Is this what I deserve?
This is what I get
I want to destroy my body
You never asked me why I feel this way
The lump in my throat
Is making it even harder for me to talk
I'm tired of carrying all
This weight on my shoulders, I can't move on
I've given up my hope
That this situation will ever change, someday
I'm gathering the guts
To end this life at once
If everything was fine
Why is everything now wrong?
I'm tired of the same old story
Anyway
I've been throwing away
I am going nowhere
I just needed someone to stay with me
I want to destroy my body
Because the world never ever let me be
Fighting to be well
I can't lie to myself
Is this what I deserve?
This is what I get
I want to destroy my body
You never asked me why I feel this way
Just stop digging in me
Just stop digging in me
Can you stop?
Just stop digging in me
Just stop digging in me
Can you stop?
Just stop digging in me
Just stop digging in me
Can you stop?
Just stop digging in me
Just stop digging in me
Just stop digging in me
Just stop digging in me
I've been throwing away
I am going nowhere
I just needed someone to stay with me
I want to destroy my body
Because the world never ever let me be
Fighting to be well
I can't lie to myself
Is this what I deserve?
This is what I get
I want to destroy my body
You never asked me why I feel this way
Why I feel this way
Why I feel this


11. THE HUMAN NATURE IS DESTRUCTIVE

The violence as a means of entertainment
A device in our heads
Can we justify claiming
That we just act on instinct?
Morbid thoughts in our imagination
We're damned since we born
Thousand years of abomination
All our flags are painted with blood
War and hatred
Kill humanity
War and hatred
Cancer of society
War and hatred
Killing all humanity
War and hatred
The cancer of society
War and hatred
Poisoning the air we breathe
War and hatred
Destroying everyone and everything
Every vile act of perversion
Is born from the human mind
A vessel of ceaseless immersion
In cruelty unconfined
Dominated by corruption
We succumb to self-destruction
Social media injecting fear
"The end of humanity is near"
Pray the Lord your soul to take
We are the only ones to blame
Maybe it's too late to believe
That we can change our destiny
War and hatred
Killing all humanity
War and hatred
The cancer of society
War and hatred
Poisoning the air we breathe
War and hatred
A virus created to exterminate
People masturbate to your suffering
Cumming over your despair and disgrace
People masturbate to your suffering
And this atrocity will never end
The human nature is destructive
We are the ones who design our own extinction


12. ONLY DEATH IS FOREVER

I remember those days when I was young
My mind was clean and my soul was very strong
Now I'm fighting with these thoughts in my head
And this fucking obsession with being dead
I can't mask the pain I feel everyday
No matter how I try, it won't go away
What can I do to stay strong
When everything I do seems to be wrong
Face it or leave it, that's what it's all about
All my sins and hate are all I have
Why carry all these broken hopes and dreams?
I should bury them far away from me
Why try to find a love if it's not eternal?
After all only death is forever
Everybody needs something to believe
Is the only way to get relief
All I need is a good reason to fight
I wanna feel something more than hate in my life
Face it or leave it, that's what it's all about
All my sins and hate are all I have
(Come for me, it's time to die)
Can I escape from the darkness of my mind?
(Come for me, it's time to die)
Sorry but I think my time is now
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Please, please, come for me
Face it or leave it, that's what it's all about
All my sins and hate are all I have
(Come for me, it's time to die)
Can I escape from the darkness of my mind?
(Come for me, it's time to die)
Sorry but I think my time is up