1. I STAY

Im walking slowly towards the door
But would you notice i needed more

You took for granted you turn away
I can see through you
Its why i stay

How could i ever leave behind
Someone whose love is blind
Can i ever really walk away
Will i be happy if i stay

This trust is broken i took away
Its left me lost
And thats why i stay


2. NOWHERE

Crimson on concrete
The air suffocating
Were never alone now
I know you can feel it

Their arms are so twisted
All life disappearing
My thoughts are so empty
But the silence is deafening

Take this in
Because it wont last forever
Soon we ll be back to nowhere
This is the place where your words cannot be imperfect
Soon we ll be back to nowhere

Its so temporary
All the scenerys passing
It lives in the memory
It lives in the heart

So set this free
Your world is not for me
I walk with you but im still so confused
Why i am nowhere


3. LET YOU GO

Say to me im not alone here
It always feels like this is the last time
That i will stop to think about you

A void was filled with consequences
But we were so wrapped up in the moment
Was there even a second to breathe

I cant set this free
Youre locked inside of me
I need to take control and let you go

So here we are this separation
It seems to me you werent the answer
Somethings gonna give but it wont be me

Ive lost all faith in you
I have let you go


4. BURIED ALIVE

Lately i dont think theres been much to think about
Im through trusting you
Broken on the inside

Journeys fade
We contemplate
And wonder how to leave this place
When nothings left
And thoughts are kept
Buried alive

There was so much more
To look forward to
Where did things go wrong
Nothing has been quite the same


5. ANYWAY

Im sorry that im weak
Im certain that its only me
Im wanting things to be
Only how i pictured them to be

Im sorry i ll betray
Everything thats brought us here today
Im wanting you to be
Only how i pictured you to be

I trusted what you had for me
I believed in forever
My mind cannot stop screaming
What the fuck was this
Anyway

Im breaking down my faith
How naïive for me to sit and wait
When you do not exist
What would make me think that youd exist

How can i live with this
How much more of my life will i miss out on
For this today
What is it worth to me
Anyway


6. MISFORTUNE

Im sorry that im not interesting enough for you
Im sorry that i dont live my life the way you want me to

You complicate me
Through your misfortune
I will not let you
Take this away

I know that there are more important things to me than you
I know that i ll never live my life the way that you want me to


7. BROKEN

I am not anything new to you
How many times is this something youve been through
You just like to one up me with your constant jealousy
But im starting to see

You take this life and leave it empty
You take this heart and leave it broken
And so i go
And so i leave again

Everything i gave youre really fucking up
And now ive had enough
I really thought this was a give and take
It was my own mistake but im starting to see

I am not anything new to you
How many times is this something weve been through


8. NO MERCY

Take a breath baby look at me
Tell me what is it that you see
Its only bitterness makes us regress to this

One step closer to emptiness
Its hard to find trust in this mess
I lost myself and found my whole world tumbling down

Let me breathe
Let me go
Let me get closer
There will be no mercy
When i get closer

Drowning whats left of all my fear
This of course means you too my dear
Its time to begin taking back control within

I wanted to be happy
I just wanted to be with you
And i tried to
But was lied to
I think im better off alone

You will see
You will know
I have no mercy


9. LIE TO ME

Taste this slowly
Let it run into your mind
Let it slip into your soul
Let it become everything you ever wanted
Then let it slip away

I am still broken inside
Why did you feel you had to lie to me

Trust escapes me
When you seemed to be sincere
When you came into my life
When you said that i was everything you wanted
Why did you let it slip away


10. NO WAY OUT

There was no way out
Once i looked at you

Why did you come back
What did you think that youd find here
Why would you come back
When i dont need you here

Id be crazy
To let you back into my life
I dont love you
And i dont want you in my life

Why do you torture me
Why cant you set this free

Painfully obvious
There is no trust
Crying hearts turn to rust