1. SYNTHETIC HAPPINESS

Dopamine rush
Adrenaline tingle
Crash down amphetamine hit
I'll find a way to get another hit

Yeah synthetic happiness
Will put my ass down a mud hole
I am trying to save myself
But i persist in seeking for more

Yeah synthetic happiness
Drinking and snorting all night long
I am trying to save myself
But I return longing for more

Paranoia
Suicidal thoughts
One more time to kill the pain
Maybe tomorrow I'll be in wonderland

Yeah synthetic happiness
Will put my ass down a mud hole
I am trying to save myself
But i persist in seeking for more

Yeah synthetic happiness
Drinking and snorting all night long
I am trying to save myself
But I return longing for more

I haven't slept for days
Scared of my own shadows
A dark long path laying ahead full of sorrows
And in that moment
I am alone
Lost in a world that exists only in my mind
A prisoner of my own fractured reality
I glance at the mirror but the reflection staring back at me
The walls close in
Suffocating me
I cannot breathe
I can't fucking breathe