1. THE DARK PLACE

Follow me deep into this hole
Your only friend is me
Lucky for me no one fucking saw
The excavation of my murdering hole

Once pulled down into the silt
I had my hand on the tourniquet
The rubber tubing gripped the flesh
I pulled so hard I broke her neck

With the throat cut/slit/ripped ear to ear
And rivers of blood flowing everywhere
I saw her face in the candlelight
It exposed her flesh, the skin so white

Scream. Your mouth fills with dirt

Left alone, alone with me
In a place where the silence screams
"What is happening she screamed"
In your world, your sex has windows
But not in mine, just murders blood red door
Keeping me inside.

"I remember something grabbing me
And feeling something wrap around my fucking neck"
I pulled it tight around her throat
Under all that soil I buried her lovely bones


2. EVERYBODY LIES LAST NIGHT

Eyes streaming as she swallows the pills
Anticipation haunts a mind torn with guilt
Anxious movements, uncontrollable eyes
Its just another night where everyone dies

Everyone is dead to me
I saw my former self torn piece by piece

Your reflection sounds different than before
Its only one word WHORE!!!

You catch a glimpse of yourself in the lens
A picture of innocence; now video raped
You see your dignity get stripped away 8mm at a time
Cold grin from behind the lights

When you feel the dark rip in through your innards
And when looking back it all comes crashing down
He's on top of her choking here, hurting her
If it's consensual can it still feel like rape?

Once outside her masquerade it falls
What is left? Just teary eyes screaming misuse
All of a sudden complete lucidity
"I am suicide, please come with me".

Left feeling cold inside, hollowed eyes, mesmerised
Ill conceived solution your mind screaming suicide

Everybody died
Last night I could hear the screams, haunting me,
They're telling me
The howling voices scream get the rope and follow me

Everybody died last night

Curled up in the corner,
You close your eyes just to feel like you
A dead girl hangs in the corner her neck
Is broken and her skin is blue

The drop height was perfect
You feel relief as your spine gives way
Your last breath exits your body
With blood shot eyes, crippled lungs I throw the world away

Your reflection sounds different than before
Just one word whore!


3. MY BLOOD RUNS BLACK

I hear it stirring it mustn't be able to sleep
I hear it walking towards me
A torrent of violence, that voice of abuse
I hear it whisper "Hello you"

I dread the crack of light broadening in the room
Fearing that monster who says he is you
A stumbling swaying form comes staggering in
Dead in the darkness, dead under him

Poison parent, your blood is not what I've bled
Stepfather of stone, your savage face again

I am your horrendous, horrific monument
The shrine to your sickness to your malevolence
I'll leave you something aside your foul memoirs
At the end of a rope you cunt

I am your horrendous, horrific monument
Will you close my soul again?
Just leave me here with my blood on my hands
Your sweat on my back
Praying for death before another attack
I'll carve you into me, you fucking cunt,
I hate the air you breathe

I hear her stirring, she mustn't be able to sleep
I hear her gagging she's choking
A twisted convulsing form hangs from a rope
That fucking cunt carved my name into her


4. HERE COME MY EYE

Piles of bodies punctuate the trails of blood
One child drags another by its cold dead hand
Children lie screaming looking at their bullet holes
A harrowing occurrence watching scores of children die

Another child buried means another lesson learnt

Fixed on violence and bent on homicidal rage
Some are left to suffer whilst some can barely stand
Continuous screaming, those wicked eyes begin to glow
My vision of this masterpiece slowly comes to life

Left in bloody ruins lie the empty infant shells

A timid exterior conceals a world of abhorrence
Souls of malevolence hides within her eyes
Borderline insanity, the point of abnormality
What was once a nightmare quickly came to life

Poison eyes see infected sights
Unsound mind makes it seem all right
Bursts of blood spray from every wound
Splintered bones, embedded lead...

...In their backs. From arms and legs they bled
Punctured organs and ripped skin

Asphalt canvas; blood as paint, a human palette
She sketched the carnage but painted this

They went down like they were weighted
Red fluids stained the concrete
A crimson fringe outlined the victims
A morbid portrait just for me

As I stare at my creation
The sprawling bodies lie frozen
Unbelieving eyes open
I am not a human; nor just a demon; I am everything


5. A DYING ART

I discard the torment inhale stale air of disgust
I see your works as a disease
I'll turn this cancer into dust
Uninspiring pieces, fallow and barren displays
I see a vision of a bleeding life pose writhe in front of me

Arms and legs dissolve into a collage
Of dismembered body parts
As tainted blood runs down the walls are closing in
Artistic murder frees me from this world again
This my dying art

Corridor of stillborn ways
Are filled with eyeless bodies yet again

When those bodies twist to an inhuman shape

Cannibals, counterfeits
Like maggots feeding on the wounds
Forging imitated works
I'll show you a work of art, I'll carve it from the dead

Strip the skin from their bones and then
Paint your world with their blood
I will break every bone in you
This is my dying art


6. ALMOST CANNIBAL

Everything's changing; I feel my hands turn to claws
Teeth like flint, Razor sharp
And the strength to tear apart

Bloodthirsty, my lust for meat turns to love
Savage ways from which I obtain...

In this altered state butchery awaits

Savagery, at one with killing
I love the feeling when the blood wets my skin

My disease enraged I start to lose control
I try to console these cannibal tendencies

Once you feel the murderous intention inside you,
You'll see in the dead; this is you
You are...

Almost cannibal
Drenched in blood I indulge
Almost cannibal
With my head in his gut
Almost cannibal
Entrails clenched in my teeth
Almost cannibal
I settle my need for human meat
Almost cannibal

Skull cracked open to expose the brain
I love the feeling when I lacerate

Slit the gut and open up trying to see just what I've got
Deadended eyes cold and bleak
A lifeless audience just for me

Bodies ripped up, hacked up and skin removed
Hollowed, emptied, gutted and bones were chewed

I prefer to lacerate when the body's still awake
I rip open the stomach and I eat from you


7. EVERY LAST CRUELTY

With every word you speak you're screaming
A work of violence turns a body to dust

You're crawling closer to blunt trauma homicide
I see a stillborn infant want deep in your eyes

Neglect the bruises stop the bleeding
Your conscience pleads but you try to ignore

The fucking screaming you can't take it anymore
A violent death as the child's body hits the floor

The monster, the parent, the violence, the demon,
The cruelty, the horror you see when you sleep

The feeling of burning skin sticking to clothing
A prelude to torment that's yet to begin

Lying lifeless dead unconscious
Remorse subsides as the corpse convulses

A lasting silence in its embryonic stage
A twisted body white in colour lies and bleeds

The monster, the parent, the violence, the demon,
The cruelty, the horror you see when you sleep

The feeling of burning skin sticking
To clothing a prelude to torment that's yet to begin

Lay your hands on his body, feel the dying heat,
Let the minutes pass, stone cold
I am rigor-mortis your rigid dead friend
Blood continues to flow I am the dead

Your rigid dead friend. The blood continues to flow

Red streams move like crimson fingers
Slowly gripping that black patterned floor

Your wicked dead friend. Our blood continues to flow

Bloodshot eyes, that red facade
A broken bone, fractured skull catastrophe


8. THE BODY IN THE BOX

Then came the chemical injections,
Distressing hallucinations
Forced into his body he awaits his paralysis
Overly medicated, mistreated and neglected
Tied into a chair once he's been partially suffocated

Trivial transgressions resulting in sedation
Subject to a new antipsychotic medication
Oblivious to the bleeding, body barely breathing
A sorry state of helplessness an excuse for a human being

Limp bodied and slumped in your chair
Screaming at something that's not even there

You sorry state, you can't move, you can't see
You're just a worthless heap of flesh and bone to me

Tied up, limbs wrapped together bound by
A chemical restraint
Body writhed, now paralysed relinquished
To a lifeless bloodied shape

This is not how I will be found dead...

Did you see him carving his face?
This is the end of you
Not a sound was made as he bled

Did you see him carving his face?
This is the end of you
Not a sound was made as he bled

Limp bodied and slumped in your chair
Screaming at something that's not even there
Deemed insane, hands and feet bound
Relinquished to a lifeless bloodied shape


9. DEATH FOLLOWED

A poison start sadistic hands direct
Embryonic cruelty born of neglect
Violence embodied, the fury in flesh
Claw their way to unrelenting homicide
Declared unclean and sickening by furious eyes
By rape or the knife they'll find a pathway obscene
Infants caked in blood with flesh gripped in their teeth

Blood of ash, dead, a family disgrace
Chasm eyes glow a darkness worthy of rape

Wounds will cover everyone
Wicked shades of human blood

Relentlessly kicking your face your skin turns black
You try to use your arms to guard your face from my attack
Blood vessels burst causing your skin
To turn a blackish blue
My eyes afire with anger, all my hatred is for you

Heart rate increases, adrenal glands writhe,
His fury it screams for murder, violence,
I'm rage personified

Self control is failing my patience level
Breached my vision quickly
Reddening the line is crossed the serpent
Wakes in me

Blood red vision, wrath becomes me
Consequences obsolete
Panicked eyes no longer faze me
I taste your blood as it sprays my teeth

Relentlessly kicking your face your skin turns black
You try to use your broken arms to guard your
Face from my attack
Blood vessels burst causing your skin
To turn a blackish blue
I take my fucking time to ruin you


10. LEAVE ME ALONE (OR I'LL KILL AGAIN)

All they wanted was to sample the sense
The horror of murder
Anonymous victim for whom I wait
I found her house and learnt her name
Left her corpse in an unmarked grave

Grave...

I dragged her kicking and screaming
I tried to tell her there was nobody there
"Don't rape me" she begged and pleaded
They don't want that; they just want to kill you

They just want to kill...

Stabbed to death with a twelve-inch knife

Leave me alone or I'll kill again
Leave me alone they'll kill again

I still hear the screaming these voices won't leave me

What they found didn't even resemble a corpse

A grotesque grip they have on me
A violent lust for the obscene

Puppets for their slaughter dead faces veil in my dreams

Here I stand, knife in hand
Leave me alone, fuck it let them kill

They suffer, we torture
Obscene, monstrous, a lust for the feeling of killing
The hunt for homicide

Once again, left blood stained
Leave me alone, or I'll...

I'll kill your family, just one more life
I think you'll know him; he's got the knife
I taste my own blood it fills my throat
I embrace the feeling of being brain dead and alone

My bleeding brings me ecstasy
In death I am unaccompanied

I can't hear the screaming, but I still hear them breathing