1. THE MAIDEN AND THE RIVER

Now as I’m settled so old and tired
And no one’s here to tell about my life
I’ll sing this lonely tune again and again
To bear the echoes in my mind

A youngster’s guilt once taken upon
The strengthening shoulders of a growing man
The weakness age has rolled in ‘em pines
Has not reduced the burdens I bear

Alone I stood amidst the river
That flooded lightness onto my soul
As a simple tune so true in its beauty
Swirling across the glitters of light

And as my eyes focused upon
A distant glitter amidst the woods
The sudden ungreening of the trees
Unveiled a singing maiden’s outstanding line

“Step forward to the shimmering one!
Be kind to me my blistered feet!
Obey! My swollen tongue for once
In my life I have to..."

But not I moved for all my might
The maiden smiled and walked on by
No scream, no words, just the pain
That echoes on and on again

Since then I never saw again
The skirts of springtime wandering by
For all the colours of the world
Look dim compared to what I saw that day


2. GRACE

Cold are the bones of thy soldiers
Longing for home, their little paradise
I don’t feel redemption on their side

Fallen from grace
Help me rise again
Fallen from grace
Help me through

Fallen from grace
Help me through
Fallen from grace

Feel these hands, the pressure, the cold
Tremble

Hear these words
Feel the wounds
I’ll never help you through

Cold are thy souls
I feel the resentment
They feel betrayed
They hate the cold
I don’t feel redemption on their side

Fallen from grace
Help me rise again
Fallen from grace
Help me through


3. UNTIL THE DARK

Until the dark I’m searching for my love
Under the stars I’m fading all apart
My heart is stolen, taken away like they said
When I have found as we stay there
Turn the faith in love

I see you here with me
But I fear the day for you
Hear my dear

I watch the land and the window fallen down
I feel the pain inside of me like a cloud
No one can save me
The time will come for my death
I think of you and wish me into another love

I see you here with me
But I fear the day for you

I see you here with me
But I fear the dead
For you hear my dear

I watch the land and the window fallen dark
I feel the pain inside of me like a cloud
No one can save me
The time will come for my death
I think of you and wish me into another love

I see you here with me
But I fear the day for you
Feel my tears


4. ELVENPATH

In the sheltering shade of the forest
Calling calming silence
Accompanied only by the full moon
The howling of a night wolf
And the path under my bare feet
The Elvenpath

Hearing music from the deepest forest
Songs as a seduction of sirens
The elf-folk is calling me

Tapio, Bearking, Ruler of the Forest
Mielikki, Bluecloak, Healer of the Ill and Sad
Open the gate and let me follow the uncarven path

The way to the lands
Where as a hero I stand
The path where Beauty met the Beast
Elvenpath

It’s the honesty of these worlds
Ruled by magic and mighty swords
That makes my soul long for the past
Elvenpath

The Moonwitch took me to a ride on a broomstick
Introduced me to her old friend Home Gnome
Told me to keep the sauna warm for him

At the grove I met rest, the folk of my fantasies
Bilbo, Sparhawk, goblins and pixies
Snowman, Willow, trolls and the seven dwarves
The path goes forever on

The way to the lands
Where as a hero I stand
The path where Beauty met the Beast
Elvenpath

It’s the honesty of these worlds
Ruled by magic and mighty swords
That makes my soul long for the past
Elvenpath

“Long ago in the early years of the second age,
great Elven smiths forged rings of power...”

As I return to my room and as sleep takes me by my hand
Madrigals from the woods carry me to Nederland
In this spellbound night the world’s an Elvish sight
In this spellbound night the world’s an Elvish sight

“...but then the Dark Lord learned the craft of ringmaking,
and made the Master Ring.”


5. TO MYSELF I TURNED

I was born in another world
Strictly connected to a piece of my mind
Nothing more than a little land
It is a small cradle where I’m a kid
I am the princess in there
Nothing wrong in my fantasy world
I am the king, the nation
No dictators or religions

No laws laid down for me
I have my own liberty inside of me
Nothing to lose, I want to live here

As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land

When did I hear this wind before
Change like this to a deeper roar?
I’m starting to bleed another way
I just need some time to complete myself
These spotlights are here again
I can’t see anything, I’m blind
This nature of time and space
Makes me sick of the situation

I couldn’t know if I...
If I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose, do I want to live here?

As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land

I couldn’t know if I...
If I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose, do I want to live here?

As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land
As you see
I’m the only survivor in this land


6. THIS URGENT DENIAL

The veil of cloudy mist that covers my subconscious “I”
(Just won’t get clear to soothe me)
There’s just no path that’s pointing forward across the night
(To make me see a light)

Because I know so many things remain undone
(As all my hope is gone)
Beneath your feet, two human feet there dies my pride
(And all sincerity’s denied)

Let tomorrow call
(It won’t me hear reply)
I shall not react
(Anticipations now to rest I lay)

The veil of cloudy mist still covers my subconscious “I”
There’s just no path that’s pointing forward across the night

Let tomorrow call
(It won’t me hear reply)
I shall not react
(Anticipations now to rest I lay)
Now I know it all
(But still my pale cuffed hands embrace)
The unfading rose


7. THE TURNING POINT

Poutaisat pilvet haihtuvat katoen nopesti tuulten mukana kuin tama uni
Jossa en enaa sinua tavoita on liian myohaista

In a dream I saw the world beyond
No tongues telling lies
The silence was covering everything inside
In a dream I saw myself
Fallen down next to me
Couldn’t crawl back inside my body

No laughter on my face
Reality mirrored in the deep signs of life
Too long sacrificed my feelings to the ones
Who take all ‘til there’s nothing in the end

I’m not in my aim
I’ve gotta love also the other half of me
To reach the turning point
As only in my dreams I’m my biggest enemy

Till I’d found out that I only loved your half in me
So much time I spent not knowing myself
Too much love I’d given for everyone but nothing for me
My light was burning ‘til the end

Now you showed me that two full halves make a stronger one
Also out of me and I feel the strength
Returning into me I new-found love again

Couldn’t have been fighting alone
Thank you for hearing me on time
I bless you for the trust you gave
When I didn’t admit being weak

I am close to my aim
Truly hoping I won’t fail
Before I reach the turning point
Where we’re no longer the same

Didn’t notice me change
Was not living the days without names
Now I’m here with you to stay beyond
The turning point of my dreams

O found my aim
Now I can face myself again
I thank you for loving me
And keeping us on the right way


8. EMERALD NIGHT

Emerald night
In a crystal castle
Waking up, falling asleep
Always in each other’s arms

Emerald night
In a crystal castle
Waking up, falling asleep
Always in each other’s arms

Empty eyes are full of lies
Empty eyes are full of lies
But I still keep loving you like thousand suns

And thousand roses are in fairy bloom
And thousand roses of gold unfold their magic dreams
In the emerald night in the crystal castle

Where thousand roses are in fairy bloom
And thousand roses of gold unfold their magic dreams
In the emerald night in the crystal castle


9. FLY

I wanna keep my mind
I wanna feel this dream
I wanna stay inside of it
To feel everything

I’d like to be a cloud
Be blown by the wind
I still wanna be tired
Only to live this dream

No need to see the day
No need to see the dark
I wanna fly
No need to see the day
No need to see the dark
I wanna fly

I’d like to keep my eyes closed
Feel this amusing dream
Wanna remain tired
Only to feel this dream

I wanna keep lying down
No need to see the day
I wanna keep lying down
To fly into this dream
I’d like to fly into this dream again

No need to see the day
No need to see the dark
I wanna fly
No need to see the day
No need to see the dark
I wanna fly

I wanna keep lying down
Needing to feel my dream again
I wanna keep lying down
Feeling this amusing dream again
Needing to fly, fly, fly...


10. DIE BRAUT IM REGEN 2.0

The tears in my hands
A sea of mirrors
In which I finally recognize you
Gentle icy crystal fairy
I saw you dancing on the horizon

I found myself in your eye and realized

See the bride: dancing to the stars
See the bride: crushing on the floor
See the bride: melting in the rain
See the bride: crying in the rain

But fell again with your tears
A gleam of silver light
I perceived her heart
Your eyes got blind from my love
And on my knees I’ve got your last blessing
And deep inside of me
The old longing awakes
But her beauty makes me blind

On her wings she took me away
So heaven is a part of me
The leaves are dancing a strange ritual
Who are you that I am breathing for you?

See the bride: dancing in the stars
See the bride: drowning in the sky
See the bride: coming down like...
See the bride: dying in the rain


11. ONE WHO FEEDS

Bonded to my breast from birth
Milkin’ me to purify
Nurse your growing hunger for the fluid that will satisfy

Feel my body swelling
Engorged to overflow
Pump your filthy mouths into your willing guts below

Shake! Shake! Shake!

When you’re feeling empty
Feeling, oh, so low
Nurse upon my body, bask in the warm womb glow

Can you feel my body swelling?
Engorged to overflow
Pump you filthy mouths into your willing guts below

Now you shake until your master calls you
Shake until your mother bleeds
Now shake until the fluid calms you
Till you suckle from the one who feeds

Filling the void inside you
Toasty warm it’s oh so nice
Seeking worldly pleasure
Mother’s milk’s not your only vice

Can you feel my body swelling?
Engorged to overflow
Pump your filthy mouths into your willing guts below

Now you shake until our master calls you
Shake until your mother bleeds
Now shake until the fluid calms you
Still you suckle from the one who feeds

Lying here beside me

Now you shake until our master calls you
Shake until your mother bleeds
Now shake until the fluid calms you
Still you suckle from the one who feeds

Shake until our master calls you
Shake until your mother bleeds
Now shake until the fluid calms you
Still you suckle from the one who feeds

Shake until our master calls you
Shake until your mother bleeds
Now shake until the fluid calms you
Still you suckle from the one who feeds

Lying here beside me
Take it all from my body
Oh, don’t try to crawl back inside
From where you came


12. EVELINE

I can give you something you can’t get nowhere
I can be your slave or I can take you there

I can be your baby
I can be your toy
I can give you something
You can’t get nowhere

Don’t you know you belong to me?
Oh Eveline!

You pay for me
No evil in my sexuality

I am not a lady
I live out of time
Sex is what I give you
Reverences divine

I consume the faithful
Holy sexual fire
I defy ascetic anti-flesh desire

Don’t you know you belong to me?
Oh Eveline!

You pay for me
No evil in my sexuality

Don’t you know you belong to me?
Oh Eveline!

You pay for me
No evil in my sexuality

Don’t you know you belong to me?
Don’t you know you belong to me?


13. RAZOR BLADE SALVATION

For what once was a dream
You have made reality this evening
Our passion will end in blood

Release through my blade
The sweetest red potion
Only your veins posses

Drink of the wine
Feel intense sensations
Sweet red divine
Fiery temptation tonight

I pierce the skin of thee
Rejoice with the pain
And uniting in our sorrow
Burning obsession
Pouring out like the rain
This salvation I desire

As the taste strokes my tongue
Thawed is the frozen past
Sweeping over me

Your scars a memory of my affection
The deeper the wound
The fonder my love

I pierce the skin of thee
Rejoice with the pain
And uniting in our sorrow
Burning obsession
Pouring out like the rain
This salvation I desire

I pierce the skin of thee
Rejoice with the pain
And uniting in our sorrow
Burning obsession
Pouring out like the rain
This salvation I desire


14. FRAIL

You lead me
I do need redemption
Whenever I don’t know

I feed you balance
We will not rest
Until the search ends

I bleed for you
I voluntarily give myself

I need my frailty
Oh so soon
I will unfold

I bleed for you
I voluntarily give myself

You lead me
I do need redemption
Whenever I don’t know

I feed you balance
We will not rest
Until the search ends

I bleed for you
I voluntarily give myself

...I do need redemption...