1. KNIFE

I have never seen the real blood

I've never seen the pure fucking violence
But you have arrived to my home

And you are the reason why I've become a fucking sinner

Just run. I will follow you
Please, go away!
Take the last deep fucking breath
The last fucking breath

Please, go away!

Cause I'm so fuckin scared. I must use the knife.
But I don't know how.


2. WHISPERS

Those walls are terribly cold
I hear the whispers behind them
Darkness is knockin at the door
I won't put it in

Why did you leave me?
Why did you let me go?
I was too weak for that kind of life

I swear to your gods
I won't do it again. Hunger, fear, darkness.

I want get out from here


3. MARGIN

I am angry, scary and cruel
I love when you look at me with disgust

Forgive that I do not fit to your fake perfect world

I will do everything to push myself to the margin

Fuck it gives me a sick happiness be an outcast which you want to destroy
I know that you think that scum like me don't deserve to exist

Because we don't want to fit, cause we don't fit
Mock of your beauty, I want to inspire you in disgust


4. SCARS

I was bleeding
When just you were looking at me
It didn't stop you treating me like shit

It hurts but pain passes away
Left only scars but I used to them

You were judging me not seeing your sins
I wasn't evil I had just to become

Nothing was a sin, it was only a mistake

I love my scars, they don't give pain anymore

I won't stop screaming but not for forgiveness
I won't stop screaming because I want you to hear that I'm still alive


5. HOPE AND WARM

You gave me hope and warm
I feel so safe hearing your voice

You feed me with lies and nothing else

Why did you do this to me?
I wasn't prepare for the world

In my head I am hearing your voice.
In my head I've got your lies.


6. MERCY CURTAIN RELIGION

I heard about your mercy and that you forgive every sin
I heard that you take each next blow and forgive
Pushing the infidels in the gates of heaven

Using religion you want to get rid of your enemies

With weapon in your hand you are fighting for love and peace
Behind the curtain of religion you are full of hate, you are full of shit

I want to look like everyone killing each other
In the name of the same god


7. MACHINE

You are nothing
Suicide is a godsend
You are only meat
Forget about feelings just kill this shit inside you

Stop listening to your conscience it's only bother

Tomorrow won't bring any change
Your life belongs to your worst enemies

Dormant vigilance created a puppet out of you

Your life is not yours anymore
You are only a wheel in the fucking machine


8. SELFISH AND GREED

Selfish and greed.

We've become a monsters sending others to die
counting only profits.

Closing the door

There is only room for us
You don't deserve

To live in peace.

Fucking parasites have appointed judges.
We want to decide who has to work for us.

Where is your god? Is this your humanity?
You don't deserve to live in peace.


9. BODY

I don’t wanna live my life Get out from this body
In this fuckin prison
I feel that I'm loosing myself

I want to know the answer
How I can leave this cell?
I want to know how
How can I run?

No suicide. I am gonna still live
But in different place
But with different pain

Leave body for rot


10. JUDGE

I am the judge
Don't ever call my name
I am the solution
I am the fucking end

I see every mistake that you make
I promise you will drown in pain

You will drown in pain

Stop asking the questions
You don't need any proves
Your soul is empty
I am here to choose about you

You will drown in pain