1. THE SUFFERING

Suffer!

A life of pain I have lived
A death of pain I will give
My victims I chose with ease
The people I feel are the disease

So now the time has come
And now your time has done
The chambers I am now preparing
To witness all of your suffering

Ripping, carving, shredding
Burning, stretching, tearing
Stabbing, slashing, severing
Gouging, tasting your flesh

Torment, you lie in pain
Your flesh I carve away
Anguish, I crave more
Your blood I will spill
Agony as you rot in hell
In your pain I will dwell
Slaughtered, carnal toast
Your life now has ceased

Thoughts of death enter your brain
For your God you now pray
No release from your pain
Your mind decays

Your flesh and veins carved away
With precision so to save
All to keep none to waste
Your flesh decays

Your mind decays

Torture
Your mind for your soul
Your flesh for your soul
Your bones for your soul

I can’t wait to experience and take your soul
Through you flesh and your mind I will roar
I can’t wait to taste and savor your flesh
To watch while your blood spills from your chest

I can’t wait to cause your death
Crawl right in and take your breath
I can’t wait to feel your pain
And witness all of your suffering


2. THROUGH DEVIANT EYES

Through deviant eyes do I see
Lives of pain and misery
Break free from the norm
See through the deceit

Blinded throughout life
Incomprehensible strife
Childhood naiveté
Use your eyes to see

Seeing only what you’re told
Deviate then your scold
Relieve the mental strain
Blinded never again

Take a look through the eyes of reality
And tell me what you see

Lies, anger, hatred are all my eyes can claim
Since the beginning brought in a world of pain

Blood from confusion spilled day by day
As long as we live our lives and dwell in tyrannic reign

I can’t wait to break free
From the pain that’s inside of me
A mental catacomb I’ll not descend
So I’ll struggle until the end

Lies! Pain!
Disease! Reign!
Strive! Kill! Mankind!

I can’t wait to break free
From the pain that’s inside of me
A mental catacomb I’ll not descend
So I’ll struggle until the end


3. LEAVE THE FLESH

A hard life has twisted a fascination in my mind
It’s hard to understand but the only one I could find
To release me of stress of everyday life
To rip at my flesh with razor sharp knives
To penetrate my skin with razors and hooks
The freedom I feel is often mistook
For self-mutilation, is all that they see
But they have no idea what’s inside of me

I do not feel as though I belong in this world
I belong in the world of dreams and of death

Leave the flesh
Rip it away from your bones
Skinned alive
Leave the flesh
Self-mutilation is so divine

Leave the flesh
Rip it away from your bones
Skinned alive
Leave the flesh
Self-mutilation is so divine

Leave the flesh!


4. VALLEY OF THE DEAD

I have walked through the valley of the death
I have felt the cold grip of death
Being beckoned towards the dark
In the valley there is no light

I have tasted the pain and suffering
Of the unborn child and disease ridden flesh
The slaughtered and unwanted
Crying out in torment

Their cries and anguish scare my soul
A dream, or is it death? I do not know

I thought I was safe from the pain
But the suffering still remains
Put into a macabre life past
Eternal molestation is where I’m cast

The pain and suffering of which I have felt
Was not of the innocent but of the guilty ones

This place of horror
Eternal suffering
Built for reprisal
Against the vile

I can’t wait until I’m dead


5. TORN SOUL

The small box, the doorway
Solve the key, you will pay
Torn apart with huge hooks
Shredded up human slop
They will come, the masters
Pinhead and the chatters

Trapped inside their gore world
Feel the pain in your head
Try to hide, they’ll find you
Tear you apart is their fun

Escape for now but they still lurk
Smell is foul, the blood flows
He returns from beyond
Decapitates in the ward
Runaway into a room
There they hide, feel your doom
Hooks will fly through your flesh
Eyes fall out, smash your head

Feel yourself come apart in there
Rotting flesh hurts through the air now
Splashing guts fall on the floor there
Mind explodes, there is gore everywhere

Soul is trapped inside their world now
You will pay for what you will done
Your suffering will be eternal
Tear you apart is their fun

We have eternity to know your flesh!

Doctor saves you but he wants you
You are his slave
Transformed being slowly flying
Rips off their heads
Morbid creature kills for pleasure
Tasting the fear
Dying victims hear their crying
Tormenting screams

Solved the riddle, changed the puzzle
Got sent to hell
Solve the riddle, changed the puzzle
Return to hell
Scared and peering at the door
Wishing to wake
Running faster to the doorway
Escape from beyond


6. VILE REMINISCENCE

Warped to a different level of thought
Mind is corroding, becoming distraught
Childhood terrors return from the past
Living in torment, I don’t think I’ll last

Visions of death eroding my brain
Twisting my thoughts, haunting my sleep
Fear of being considered insane
My mental health, I don’t think I’ll keep

I feel as though I can’t stop the pain
In which I live eaten alive through my dreams

Raped and beaten, molestation
Life’s affliction destroys my mind

Raped and beaten, molestation
Life’s affliction destroys my mind

Extreme torment of the mind
Subconscious, confusion reigns
Supreme childhood terror
Causes silent screams


7. BOILED IN BLOOD

Extracted for centuries
Viles of blood they have seized
For their purpose, a malicious crime
Plotted since the dawn of time

Why? The reason for my pain
It’s not my fault
Must have been made to go insane
Living in this hell
I don’t know why
I don’t give up
I must die

Boiled in blood
Adrenalin pumping through my veins
Boiled in blood
No sane thoughts remain
Boiled in blood
Mind is being ripped and torn
Boiled in blood
How much more can I endure

Boiled in blood
Adrenalin pumping through my veins
Boiled in blood
No sane thoughts remain
Boiled in blood
Happiness is now devoured
Boiled in blood
Hatred leaves my brain scared

Emotions ripping through my head
I’d often wished I was dead
Growing feelings, despair
Now the hunt begins to flare
Psychotic intentions rip through my mind
Causing pain, it’s so divine
Now I’m their prey, my blood they spill
Now it’s time, I think I kill

Emotions ripping through my head
I’d often wished I was dead
Growing feelings, despair
Now the hunt begins to flare
Psychotic intentions rip through my mind
Causing pain, it’s so divine
Now I’m their prey, my blood they spill
Now it’s time, I think I kill

Why? The reason for my pain
It’s not my fault
Must have been made to go insane
Living in this hell
I don’t know why
I don’t give up
I must die


8. THE AGE OF PLAGUE

Conjure the vision of twisted remains
And the great empires have all fallen to ruins

As I crawl through the remains
Slabs of unburn and entrails
Of this curious and intrusive creature
I stop to think, humanity so powerful
And yet not able to keep itself alive

Could you conceive all of my mind’s pain?

Come with me
Through my eyes you’ll see
Pain you may never know
But in which your kids will grow

Terror!

Blinded by your human ways
You’ve brought about the world’s decay
Peasants now to live in fear
The human race shall disappear
Twisted thoughts to save the day
You’ve bestowed on us the age of plague

Could you conceive all of my mind’s pain?

Come with me
Through my eyes you’ll see
Pain you may never know
But in which your kids will grow

As they grown in the chaos and burning remains
What will you tell them about humanity’s defeat?


9. INFECTION OF DEATH

There comes a time in everyone’s
Life where they dwell in death
For some to escape the grip is what they seek
For others, it is what they seek

Deep in my mind and flowing through me
Is a plague that some can’t see
To blame it on your music is quite absurd
When it’s brought on by your society

Infection spreading through my mind
Turning my brain to pus
Confusion comes so easily
Infection of death I can’t deny

To kill myself would it solve anything?
To fight this infection, is it worth it to me?
The confusion I face every day may be
Beyond comprehension because of the life you lead

Infection spreading through my mind
Turning my brain to pus
Confusion comes so easily
Infection of death I can’t deny

Condemn us and say it’s help
Torment for our good
Cut our freedoms down
Protest with what you differ

Challenged against everything in which we believe
Trapped in your society which tries to deceive
With an infection of death spreading through me
But one day our power will rise above thee


10. STREAKS OF BLOOD

Christ!

The suffering and misery that I endure
To harbor thoughts so bizarre
Beyond impure

Mother, I’m here
To do all the things that you long for me to do

I love when we’re in our reside alone
Late at night and you embrace me

Now you found another to do all the things
That we used to do at night in our room

Now I experience sexual neglect at 10 years old

Now your life means nothing to me
After all the pain you caused me
Just to see you with another guy
I guess I’m the only one was just a lie

I confront you with sexual frustration
Built up inside of me
But you deny the pleasure inbred by you
Don’t worry, you’ll not die in vain

The suffering and misery that I endure
To see your streaks of blood
Still run down the wall

You can now not leave me
But your death was not in vain
Even though your body’s cold
I can still enjoy you in death

Mother!