1. UNWELCOME

I have lain
With evil
And with evil by my side
But the devil could not be your rival

And neither could i
Release me from this night
And the pain that is tomorrow
For now you don't believe

But revenge is soon to follow
You!
With all your hatred and distrust
This is no longer the life we knew

We live in our disgust
With all the scorn
Of my will
I did not ask for this

With the regret that haunts me still
Vengeance flows from my wrist
Release me from this night
And the pain that is tomorrow

For now you don't believe
But revenge is soon to follow
You!
This is where it comes undone

In my world
You are not welcome
You!
With all your hatred and disgust

This is
Disgust
Now disease has fallen
Fallen upon my will

And this shadow
Of spite and scorn
Lays with your evil still
Release me from this night

And the pain that is tomorrow
For now you don't believe
My revenge is soon to follow
You!

This is where it comes undone
In my world
You are not welcome

This is where it comes undone
In my world
You are not welcome.


2. CARVE MY CROSS

Being right never felt so wrong
We must deceive to belong
Now I believe being right never felt so wrong
We were to face the truth,
when the screams of the lie were absolute

Romance this pain
Mourn my loss
Cry my name
You carved my cross...

To bear from spite that turned to night in the sky
When torture of the light starts to madden your eyes

With mirrors and crosses
My pain will carry on
I am starving
It's tragic
Nothing left of me for you

We must to deceive to belong
Now I believe being right never felt so wrong
Romance this pain
Mourn my loss
Cry my name
You carved my cross...

No faith to resurrect
This is the lie we can't forget
Pain romance
Torture sooth and we must tell the truth...
Tell the truth...
Tell the truth!

Poor faithful you...
With mirrors and crosses
My pain will carry on.
I am starving.
It's tragic.
Nothing left of me for you.


3. HANDBOOK FOR THE RECENTLY DECEASED

When I surrendered,
Became what I am not
A false facade of splendor
Led me here to rot

On your back you showed what you were worth
And that lie spoke a thousand words
Where is your righteousness?
Just point your finger backwards

Where is the splendor and grace I had known?
In light of this deception,
I fear this filth is now my home

I have abandoned all hope
Because only the dead don't lie
With the beast of our memories
We are just wasting time
I have abandoned all hope
Because only the dead don't lie
With the beast of our memories
We are just wasting time

Souls torn, ravens flap and faith had left forever
Before me now is anguish for beauty tethered

There is only evil inside all this pain
One shroud of remembrance will always bear this stain
And though I beg forgiveness for what I became
I never knew why beauty was in chains

Are there no reasons or even words at least?
Our time is out of season,
It's buried with the recently deceased

I have abandoned all hope
We are just wasting time
I have abandoned all hope
because only the dead don't lie
With the beast of our memories
We are just wasting time
I have abandoned all hope
Because only the dead don't lie
With the beast of our memories
We are just wasting time.


4. CHOKING ON SAND

Faster, Faster!
Fervor or fright?
These are the trappings of a jealous plight
When adoration is never enough
I could not find the words, I was choked up

I never said I was free of sin
But I am choking on the sand you buried your head in
I would take all the doubt that's inside you
But I am sorry, I'm not that strong
Would you take a piece of my soul instead?
I am sure that would not take long

Is it love or loath?
This breath of silence will harm us both
My adoration was always at hand
Although my words were choking on sand

With the throes of spite our time was unfurled
Forget regret because I am bleeding out
It will never be us against the world

Faster, fester, faster still!
This is the fate of a jealous will!
I never said I was free of sin
But I am choking on the sand you buried your head in

When you buried your head, you buried me, dead
You just buried your head, so bury me, just bury me
I would take all the doubt that's inside you
But I am sorry, I'm not that strong
Would you take a piece of my soul instead?
I am sure that would not take long.


5. LET ME BE THE ONE

I will end this fight tonight
Revenge is what I have in mind
With these words, my words, just let it be known
I will haunt you wherever you go

Let me be the one all lovers despise
The one whose bane you cannot disguise
So it is done and forever mine
This bloodtainted curse written with your lies

I will end this fight tonight
Revenge is what I have in mind
With these words, my words, just let it be known
I will haunt you wherever you go

Let me be the one all lovers resent,
The foulest wretch who will not repent
You said you only wanted to see me
Well just click your heels, there's no place like hell

I am here to suffer divine
This bloodtainted curse is forever mine
To this pain and its ascent
I am the wretch who will not repent
I will not repent.

I will end this fight tonight
Revenge is what I have in mind
With these words, my words, just let it be known
I will haunt you wherever you go
I will haunt you.


6. SUNGLASSES AT NIGHT

I wear my sunglasses at night
So I can, so I can
Watch you weave
Then breathe your story lines
And I wear my sunglasses at night
So I can, so I can
Keep track of the visions in my eyes

While she's deceiving me
It cuts my security
Has she got control of me?
I turn to her and say

Don't switch the blade
On the guy in shades, oh-no
Don't masquerade
With the guy in shades, oh-no
I can't believe it
'Cause you got it made
With the guy in shades, oh-no

And I wear my sunglasses at night
So I can, so I can
Forget my name while you collect your claim
And I wear my sunglasses at night
So I can, so I can
See the light that's right before my eyes

While she's deceiving me
She cuts my security
Has she got control of me?
I turn to her and say

Don't switch the blade
On the guy in shades, oh-no
Don't masquerade
With the guy in shades, oh-no
I can't believe it
Don't be afraid
Of the guy in shades, oh-no
It kinda scared you
'Cause you got it made
With the guy in shades

I wear my sunglasses at night
So I can, so I can
I wear my sunglasses at night
Oh-no, I can't believe it
I wear my sunglasses at night
Oh-no


7. MARTYRED OR MOURNING

Bow to suffering and suffering embrace
With crosses below and life is so
I came to know my fate
I will find the kind escape
Alone, with regret and crosses,
I will find the kind escape

When reason eludes you,
And your logic contorting
Terrified of solitude,
Are we martyred or mourning?

Time is but a ghost,
Stirring the eyes of unrest
Regret built his fortress
And guilt became my only cross

It became my only cross
Is it not enough to prove?
More that you loved and all you loved not
Will show its truth and surely rot

Eliminate the fear
Of taking your own life
Hanged me out to dry
And left me there to die

When reason eludes you
And your logic contorting
Terrified of solitude
Are we martyred or mourning?
Always a heart below and life is so.


8. NO ONE LIES TO THE DEAD

Dead, what has come to be
The drowning eyes of the wretched sea
A diseased victim of humanity,
A soul sickened by this decree

Can you hide what your tongue conceals?
How does it feel?
You were lying with the dead

Did you notice when the cross went cold?
That's when I knew I would not grow old
Yes, I noticed when the cross went cold
I always knew I would never grow old

Was it your vanity or in my head?
Does not matter now
No one lies to the...

Was it your vanity or in my head?
Does not matter now
No one lies to the...

Dead to this life perverse
Condemned to carry this poison curse
You cannot hide what my eyes can see
This was never real
No one lies to the dead

Yes I noticed when the cross went cold
I always knew I would never grow old
Was it your vanity or in my head?
Does not matter now
No one lies to the dead.


9. I SHARE IN SHAME

My fear was filling the night
Frozen tongues screaming for the light
A whisper on my breath
My faith is out of sight, forever
Forever
Forever
Forever is what we were told
But the oath is withered

The vows are all broken
And cursed is my name
I hear yours spoken
I share in this shame

The vows are all broken
And cursed is my name
I hear yours spoken
I share in this shame

We are mourning, with our souls bereaved
Now victim, the beast that time unleashed
We are mourning, with our souls relieved
We are fallen, the beast that time unleashed

In the passion for the flame,
The winds of doubt, they came
Frozen tongues screaming for the light
And this memory was slain
Forever is what we were told
But the oath is withered.

The vows are all broken
And cursed is my name
I hear yours spoken
I share in this shame

The vows are all broken
And cursed is my name
I hear yours spoken
I share in this shame

We are mourning, with our souls bereaved
We are fallen, the beast that time unleashed
We are mourning, with our souls bereaved
We are fallen, the beast that time unleashed


10. SCORNSTAR

Piercing my penance
The revilement of your ways
Now with eyes betrayed
And my sorrow denied

Regret would stay and follow your side
Loving only your life
Until that day
That day
That day
That day

That day that I forgot
That you're the one
A call from chaos had begun
And my faith could only run

At least I know you're not the one
Scorn made my acquaintance
Where the twisted crosses lay
No remorse inside

We could not be saved
With the lies of winter
I came undone
But now I am certain

You're not the one
You are not the one
Piercing my penance
With eyes betrayed

Scorn my acquaintance
On twisted crosses lay
Now the ravens
They circle you

And my plea for penance
Is not through
My heart was only
In your way

Now that has changed
It changed on that day
That day
That day
That day

That day that I forgot
That you're the one
A call from chaos had begun
And my faith could only run
At least I know you're not the one.