1. ABSENT

Before I knew how to feed myself, you walked away
I used to have a family, but selfishly you distanced yourself from me

You walked away

You were man, enough to, do the deed
Where were you, when it came, time to feed me?
You live your, life while I, sit here and think...
Do you even care, if I bleed?

I've always been here and felt abandoned
I have hoped you'd come home, like I'd always pretended

But I could only pretend for so long

I've been played the fool, for over a decade of my existence
You've disappeared from my life, with your poor decisions

I've always been here and felt abandoned
I have hoped you'd come home, like I'd always pretended
Fuck
Fuck You

You were man, enough to, do the deed
Where were you, when it came, time to feed me?
You live your, life while I, sit here and think...
Do you even care, if I bleed?

Before I knew how to feed myself, you walked away
I used to have a family, but selfishly you distanced yourself from me