1. WORTH THE PAIN

Is there anything, without remorse
Worth the pain, worth lighting for
Deliverance on a chance, deeply indecent
Still good-hearted, and undoubtedly pure

We're on a gasp of the new terror,
For the years to come
And I, the idle king,
For the loyal oppressed
I will stay and wither,
Sing the song of the forsaken,
When the tale is silenced

Is Ibis the world for me?
Is this worth the pain?
World for me,
Worth the pain?

Thru the winds they whisper
End ot the world wars
End of the hale killings,
Beginning of the raptors sin

And so we wander,
Within the sleep of the silent
Within the try of the unwanted
Pain is life!!


2. ABSOLUTION THRU VENGEANCE

It s strange how unconscious mind,
Works for even time
How it wrecks and leaves
Sentenced without crime
...And the vengeance is mine!

If you could be me ask yourself,
When they say it s wrong anyway
How it falls on you
The way you justify the pain...

How many of those any men?
Have built the praise again
Before the hammer tails
Before the tide has turned

Why can't I be that unknown,
As I keep the vengeance mine?

I still search the absolution thru vengeance
I keen it mine, I lay it on, I waste you!
Last lullaby, good bye!
I still search the absolution!!!

I watch you travel down that misery,
Can you see it?

Man can tell when it s time
Something tells me if s not the only way

They say-that vengeance makes you blind
What it I don t wan! to witness,
The absence of faith
I tight for my ways!!

...And the vengeance is mine
Vengeance is me


3. THE SKIN OF MY KNEES

The storms I've sailed are raised by my own hand
Holding the hourglass, my words are the sand
Forgiveness is for the pure of heart
Long trail of tears I beat
If I want to save all I rare about,
I got to rip the skin of my knees

Lies turn to nightmares
Nightmares turn to hell
Lifegiver of ugly feelings
Digger of the tomb I dwell

I raise my eyes to the sky on the edge of this world
Found the silence of my god
And my soul stained in blackest dirt
Trials I've swallowed... suffered...
Are makings of my own
Time to gel a grip on the ledge,
Or prepare to die alone


4. WARCRY

One lonely barren soul
Growling deep in the corner
Looking for a scapegoat
For his misplaced fortune

Another shattered thinker
Crossed path with his shallow anger
Never asked any reasons,
For his bitter diseased spill

Relentless hunt for the unseen enemy
Relentlessly after the enemy

One charge to pay, with your life
One shred to lose your face
Death in the early afternoon,
Already gone

Chased down into crimson shadows
Uncontrolled bestiality
Wall to wail repressed rape
His liquid salvation, painless fate

He is bound to sound out his desperate war try!
His ignorance is the bliss of this suffering

He must go on and preach,
Without the shadow of a doubt,
The coming of a present judgment
Nothing tan reveal the abomination
When he looks back, he realize,
He knew it all along


5. TRAILBLAZER

He s a blind man off the beaten path
He s a lost trailblazer from his birth
Action killer, motor mouth!
Let me know: what am I worth for?

Wear your crown of thorns
With some its and thousand ways
God knows, you lied!

Take the throne to the left
Divide, destroy, dominate!
Shovel the grave for honesty
Divide, destroy, dominate!

A wannabe with high visions
And friendship murdering lies
Spin the wheel, spin the web
Keep your globe spinning wild

Take the throne to the left
Divide, destroy, dominate!
Shovel the grave for honesty
Slay the dream! You I hate!


6. CONSTANT COLLISION

In this maze of truth and change,
We are bound to rum into ourselves
Into something unthinkable
Always loo none to turn back,
Too far close to see it thru

If I should have all the time in the world
Could I turn back the time?
Is there anything better to be found?
A permanent progression!

Why should it be anything like this?
It's all about everything at hand
It's now and never!
Constant collision, crashing constantly

I'm on a mission to clear that grizzly road,
To dreamdome of fantasy
To step down, and get over with it
Reach out for the act of randomness,
So the clarity can come to me!


7. SLAIN

Something's nesting deep in me, the one I cannot name
I crush tinder my quill, the beast I d need to tame
Why should I even bother, I seem to love my hell
I'm on my way to oblivion, again and over again

Can my sins be forgiven?
Have I pushed my luck too far?
My days to tome Hellhound driven
Resisting end, I m not gone!

My rage is just a camouflage,
For the desolation that I am
Numbness of every cell,
Makes me a failed image of a man

Behold the destruction
Behold the ruins of once mine
I may be starred for life
I bear the blame. I own my name
Hail I be slain

My reflection, I deserve the one I got
I cannot meet my, pain mongering eyes
There are only truths streamed at your face
With every spoken bullet, something in me dies

Behold the destruction
Behold the ruins of once mine
I may be starred for life
I bear the blame, I own my name, my pride
I can't be slain (I'm not slain)


8. WAKE UP SCREAMING

This is what I fear
Pressure on, pressure off
This is what I live for
I bend the losses just lo feel the rush

Is that the enemy of my enemy?
The carrier of all solutions?
What I fear is what I live for
First I run off, then I return

Conspiracy of being
Horrors of claimed certainty

Sometimes I wake up screaming
Tear out the last of my mind
Sometimes the dream is wiser than waking
Maybe this dream will never end

They all remind me about the first fear
The one that got away, the one that left me alone
So come, the heavy deep sleep

Take the 9th step,
And hold your amends
Until your dream ascends


9. ANGER CELL

It told me to hold fast and to keep on praying
In holy blood, in god damned sacrilege
This is my oath to the world:
"I swear in the name of the blood, to be cleansed from
Your deadly sins again ".

Monumental sorrow hardens these heavy chains
With your tears it rains away, but you didn't cry anymore
I was a carcass alive, how can I begin to understand,
There's so much to yearn, so much lo leave behind

I'm stuck in this anger cell!
... So far away from this day
In my ever troubled mind
Im stuck in this anger cell!

I say prayers in hell...

Here's to the love! Here is one for the hate!
Here's to the promises that were never, ever. made

The cup of omission, that never runs dry
So here's to me, this one is only for me!

Ever been in hell?
I just woke up in one
The voice told me: "this is your world".


10. WHEN REASON SLEEPS WITH THE DEAD

We scream ...the prologue of pain
I hate... this game we play
Confront the sunset of sanity
Vagabond heart, prodigal son
Soul tattooed with ignorance
Why do you think I'm thin skinned?!

Unjust accusations
I see black, I see red
So god damn impeccable
When reason sleeps with the dead

The walls come crumbling down
Some wounds never show
These walls come crumbling down
Some wounds never close

I laced annihilation
I saw black'. I saw red...
So god damn impeccable!
When reason sleeps with the dead


11. TO THE ULTIMATE

I walk among the anticipating with this heavy load
October rain, please... conceal my pain
Bitterness has driven me into diseased solitude
Futile arrogance, suffocating me

As I feel the Weight on my shoulder,
I debate if I'm allowed to cry
Time is like a marauder
In the laze of the night

Innocence; undecided
All I got is my indignity
Why I never look the steps?
My stride leads to the ultimate

Infinity shackled me to this penitence,
I'm left on the edge of forever...

Burned the bridges!
Always thought there will be lime,
Did you ever feel pride?
Burned the bridges!
No flame can color my cold sky
See a whore smile!

Widows eyes stare at me, five centuries deep
Victorious hitch will forever weep

To sin is human, to forgive is divine,
All hope is gone, goodbye!