Act Of Creation : The Uncertain Light

Death Thrash / Allemagne
(2020 - MDD Records / Black Sunset)
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1. THE BURNING PLACE

Burn this place down – into the ground
Let's go!

I want to be nobody else
I want to be me for the first time
Why can't you see that I am not
The one who you think I am?

I can't identify myself
And the things that I have done
Can you please just leave me alone?
I'll pack my bag and follow my heart, go on!

Judge me – you – hate me

I wanna reach the sky, no longer fear of the heights
Closer to the stars, believe my heart
I wanna reach the sky, no longer fear of the heights
Closer to the stars, get rid of my scars

Fuck

Get out of this old mess
And erase all the emptiness
Get into a great new life
And see all with my brand new eyes

You want me to stay – but I'll go away
Leave me alone
I have to break out – it's all my fault
Don't tear me apart – I follow my heart
Yeah go on!

Burn this place down
Into the ground

I can't endure the words you say
Don't bother me with jaundices
Why should I justify myself?
Now back off and go your own way

I am under too much pressure
And I will never fit in
All that shit should leave me alone
I'll pack my bag and follow my heart, go on!

Judge me – you – hate me

I wanna reach the sky, no longer fear o the heights
Closer to the stars, believe my heart
I wanna reach the sky, no longer fear o the heights
Closer to the stars, believe my heart

Burn this place down – into the ground

I wanna reach the sky
Don't fear the heights


2. BREAK NEW GROUND

Leave the cage and spread your wings to fly
Find the range, you are too young to die
Beyond the horizon you defeat the strife
Start to rise on and live your fucking life

Every day you're haunted by the dreams
Where you cannot hide yourself and it seems
That you cannot fight but you have to believe
Do all these things and overcome the grief

Overcome the grief
You have to believe and do all these things

Just step, step beside – and look, look behind
Consult yourself to – to see what you have become

The light shines for you – leave the darkness behind
See the endless world – don't be blind
Just bury the past – the sunset is near
Set yourself free – the satisfaction is here

Take this chance – focus your heart

You can be what you want to be now
All doors are open, open to you now
You are free, no longer bound
Leave all behind and break new ground
Can become what you want to be now
All ways are clear, clear to you now
You are free, no longer bound
Leave all behind and break new ground

As carried by the wind you're getting higher
Follow the sunrise, escape the burning fire
Are you dead yet?

Take a deep breath and evolve your grace
Until the end you feel the warming rays
Are you alive now? – alive now

Forget all your fears – fight for, for your life
Forget all your tears – and you, you will survive

Take this chance – break, break the trance
Focus your heart – it might be hard


3. VIOLET RED

It seems like every day
In my four walls I stay
But anything is different around
Hearing footsteps on the ground
Slowly the door opened wide
The man comes near, dressed in white
Now it's time, my bones are shaking
No one is able to save me

He tears me out of my home
Chains cutting deep to the bone
I still resist and fight against
But all this pain is my angst
So I gave to go on
I think my destiny has won
Confined in the moving wall
Smelling the mortal fear is my downfall

Fuck

You feel good
You abomination quench your thirst with blood
Feasting on our lives you took
Just feel good
To slay everyone to satisfy your hunger
Don't think about it, just go on nah!

Now I'm surrounded by silence
I'm getting restive, where's the sense?
The sanguinary noises in my head
Another man's tearing me instead
With all my strength I fight back
I feel the pressure against my neck
To obey is my last salvation
Death is my only destination

Men jail me into a cage
Hit by a bolt gun, I feel the ache
I'm dazed, can barely breathe
The screams get me back, what's underneath?
I'm hanging upside down
I see the butcher's knife around
My blood runs out, 'til I am dead
The floor is covered in violet red


4. REFLECTION

Now break the pain
My head explodes again
Reflect my soul
Where monsters grow

Another day is passing and I try to find myself
Shadows on the wall tear me down, but I see a fairy light
Oh mirror, mirror, please tell me who I am
You are the only one who knows my inner fight

There's something deep inside me
I'm waiting for a vision
So please give me a sign
That I can make my own decision

My smile is friendly every day
But my demons seething with rage
When you're alone, I'll give you a hand
You and I will never be safe

I'm longing for my own calling
The flame inside my soul
That no one can see, is burning
I'm longing for my own calling
The reflection of my own
That everyone can see, is turning

Can you see my daily torture
My attempt to break the pain?
I try to get back on my feet, but my head explodes again
Please paint my body
Reflect my soul
Look behind my masquerade, where monsters grow
Where monsters grow

Another day is passing and I try to find myself again
The doubts are taking over, but I believe in my fate
Oh mirror, mirror, please tell me who I am
You know I'm destined for something
Or is it already too late?

Maybe my whole life was a lie
Can I trust myself or every word I've said?
I'm caught in my self-deception
My home is feeling cold and sad

The dark side is haunting me
I struggle against my desire
I'm losing my consciousness
My fucking mind is on fire

I'm longing for my own calling
The flame inside my soul
That no one can see, is burning
I'm longing for my own calling
The reflection of my own
That everyone can see, is turning

Can you see my daily torture
My attempt to break the pain?
I try to get back on my feet, but my head explodes again
Please paint my body
Reflect my soul
Look behind my masquerade, where monsters grow
Where monsters grow

Paint my body
Reflect my soul

Behind the masquerade
You can see them all

You can see them, see them grow


5. SECTOR F

Moving on, right and left, forth and back
Contagioned mind, a district like a plague
Never thought it would be so hard
To get out of this yard

Walking, thinking, never speaking
Running, sinking, ever spinning

When will it end and stop to martyr
Me every day – I'll find a way

Fighting, losing, never trying
Crying, moving, ever hiding

Control is all what you want to have about me

But you cannot break my will
And nothing can keep me still
Push me through the darkest ways
Searching for the bright of days

Beneath the burden of lies
Truth is lost in the maze
Beneath the burden of lies
An overwhelming haze

Living here to survive in this scenery
I promise I will not die here in sector f
One's suffering in front of this scenery
I swear I will not die here in sector f

In sector f

You wanna wear me down
When I already drown
Someday I will burst free
With my last breath and broken knee

Tell me what keeps you alive
In this never-ending strife
Is it not enough pain?
Am I suffering in vain?

I'm going deeper and deeper
And getting weaker and weaker
I cannot stop to rest
I will be able to wrest

I'm running faster and faster
And see the drastic disaster
I cannot turn around
I will change the ground

Fighting, losing, never trying
Crying, moving, ever hiding

Control is all what you want to have about me

Moving on, right and left, forth and back
Contagioned mind, a district like a plague

Haze – I will find the right lane

Living here to survive in this scenery
I promise I will not die here in sector f
One's suffering in front of this scenery
I swear I will not die here in sector f

One's suffering in front of this scenery
I will not die here in sector f


6. LEGION

We are starving and live in abundance
We are choking on air, apathetic
We are killing and wanna live forever
We are covering our eyes, it's evident

I see justice
The child was born, like you and me
I see indifference
The idleness has won, like every day

I see mistakes
The try to compensate so hopeless
I see delusion
The salvation we need is already dead

We feel superior to everything and everyone
Forging our own fortune
To satisfy the god in us and revel what we've done
But this will be our doom

It's time to get it right
You – you better should awake
You have to get it right
Hey – it's time to realize

We are the legion – legion of doom
We are the legion – the doom will come
The doom – is here
The doom – will come
And has won

It's time to get it right
You – you better should awake
You have to get it right
Hey – it's time to realize

We are destroying and building our empire
We are polluting, the ocean is inundated
We are expending wealth and live in poverty
We are infecting and begging for a cure

You see advantage
The exploitation is boundless
You see wastage
The littering reached vast extent

You see cataclysms
The awareness is up to us
You see political forces
The human race is condemned to death

We feel superior to everything and everyone
Forging our own fortune
To satisfy the god in us and revel what we've don
So this will be our doom


7. STATE OF AGONY

My eyes are bleeding out
For so many reasons, but what is the fault?
I'm staring into the darkness
All around me I feel emptiness
Is anything there, inside my soul'
What can I do to fill this hole?

I don't know how hard it's to be like you
But I know that the time will change [I can't believe]
And will give you a new chance [I can't release]
To be alive, have faith in you

It's running through your veins
The sickness is all that remains

I'm stuck inside my head
Can't just lie inside my bed
Why I cannot sleep at night?
Why do I start to cry at night?

It's running through your veins
The sickness is all that remains

I'm drowning in fear
Can't see anything clear
What's going on with me?
What the hell is wrong with me?

My ears are bleeding out
All the whisper I hear, so damn loud
I'm banging my head against the wall
Wanna get out of it all, starting to fall
Is anyone there to hold me back?
To stop me feeling like a wreck?

In this state of agony


8. CONFUSED ILLUSION

No one is innocent
It's our ignorance
That's blinding within
The confused illusion

In the beginning it seemed so easy
But in the end we knew we were condemned
We should start to realize now
That our purposes are drifting out of hand by far

We try to sustain the illusion
Sustain the confused illusion

Cut out – our fears

We never agree on anything, no
Yeah I can see that our lives are full of lies
We should stop pretending oneself
That we have a chance to be together and just feel free

We try to sustain the illusion
Sustain the confused illusion

But we know we gonna make it through these days
To forgive one another and look ahead
We will find our fortune and going our own ways
To forgive one another and look ahead

How can it be
That we are standing here
On the edge of everything now, ha?

To swallow the sorrow
Is our best distress
Avoid to leave a void
The strife became our life

It's our life
To leave a void
To best distress
Is the sorrow

But you never will bring me down
Yeah I always believed in my own
In my own strength

But we know we gonna make it through these days
To forgive one another and look ahead
We will find our fortune and going our own ways
To forgive one another and look, look ahead

Cut out – our fears


9. HATEFRIEND

Waking up from a dreamless night
Unsettled chaos in my head
My hatefriend wins the fight
Asking myself why he won again?

All pain gets a grip on him
Hit down with a single blow

He said: "believe in me.
I'm your friend, I am your best deal!"

He kindly promised me:
"I'll take away your inner void,
Eliminate all your fears
And free your weakened soul!"

The marmot greets and smiles
And I feel like a mouse for a while
Feel like a worm today

Seeing my friend in a victory pose
He says: "don't worry,
Next time you maybe win!"

But I know that, that it wouldn't be
My house of cards will collapse again

Help me out

Oh – please help me out

Leave me alone now
Get out of my head
You are a bastard
You are my second me

Next time all is forgotten
And the blues is dead and gone
Forgiven all the things
That my friend had done

But when I think that he would be under control
I hear him whisper softly:
"Believe in me, I am your best...
Deal!"

The marmot greets and smiles
And I feel like a mouse for a while

Help me out

Now

I free myself

Leave me alone now
Get out of my head
You fucking bastard
You are not my friend

Never I will meet you
Meet you again
Never will meet you
My second me


10. THE UNCERTAIN LIGHT

I am ready to die now
I am ready to live right now
I am here to die now
I am here to live right now

The journey begins
At the end of all things
Take me with them
As an innocent lamb

As long as I grub
The time seems to stop
Fading away
Now I'm here to stay

I don't know how much
Time has passed since my lungs filled up
With air I cannot touch
Standing here without any grudge

But where am I at all
In heaven or in hell?
Is there anything to tell
That I'm alone in the grim land and don't want to fall?

Is anyone there? is anyone here?

I have to go and find my home now
Or could I belong in this world? oh
The darkness feels so cold
But the uncertain light gives me hope
Bring me home

I will kill you – will kill you

I am reborn

My dead body lies six feet under the surface
Thousands of maggots feasting on my flesh
All my bones are crumbling to dust
Any my soul wandering through the all changing night
Raised like a phoenix, leave ashes behind me
And my soul wandering into the uncertain light

Come on

The journey goes on
All before is gone
This is my chance
To get my life enhanced

Whatever will come
Or what I have done
Fading away
Now I'm here to stay

No idea what's the last
Night I don't feel like an outcast
I can't remember the past
Or the days when the time runs fast

But where am I at all
In heaven or in hell?
Is there anything to tell
That I'm alone in the grim land and don't want to fall?

Is anyone there? is anyone here?

I have to go and find my home now
Or could I belong in this world? oh
The darkness feels so cold
But the uncertain light gives me hope
Bring me home

I lost myself
I am reborn – reborn

Will kill you

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