1. JESUS BLOODY JESUS

If I ever was
I've died on the cross
Now you drink my blood
As I feed with faith your brood
On the cross I've stuck
What a lack of luck
To my father I will pray
Worship me
Obey!

Taste a part of me
Taste me when I bleed
Evil grows with fear
So you must be feed by me
Let the children come to me
As they love greed
They love me
Disapointment
I disagree
Anger in heaven
And on earth – stupidity

Proudly and gently
I play my role
Nails
Wood
Dead body on the wall
Strong from years
I will lose
If you will be only able to choose


2. VALLEY OF DOOM

My words
All deeds
I just want to leave it all behind me
Bad taste
All waste
I just want to leave it all behind me

No way
Never again
I will put my heart on your hands
No shame
Never again
I will put my trust in you

Glass eyes
Young lust
I just want to leave it all behind me
Old meanings
All what I was
I just want to leave it all behind me

Everyday
I will blame
Your work which create me like I'm (the way I'm)
Anyway
I will go straight (ahead)
And you will walk
Alone
Without me

lead: Shadock

Deepths of my guilt
Will be never washed away
As I will never delete my shame
Only dead spaces
Around my head
With hard earned loneliness
Clenched around my neck

I will not forget you
And the things you gave to me
But indeed
I know instead
That you're someone
Who should not be
(mine)

And I go
As I can
With brave new mask
On the face
Scoring myself
With memories of you
I walk
Without pride
Through the valley of doom

lead: Shadock


3. SLEEPING (IN THE FIRE) (W.A.S.P. COVER)

Touch, touch in the flame's desire
Feeling the pain's denial,
And your finger's in the fire

Look, look in the candle light
See in the flame of life
And my spell is our lie

Taste the love
The lucifer's magic that makes you numb
The passion and all the pain are one
You're sleeping in the fire

Taste the love
The lucifer's magic that makes you numb
You feel what it does and you're drunk on love
You're sleeping in the fire

I gaze as the flame and fire burn
And cry out the name of which I yearn

lead: Shadock

Taste the love
The lucifer's magic that makes you numb
The passion and all the pain are one
You're sleeping in the fire

Taste the love
The lucifer's magic that makes you numb
You feel what it does and you're drunk on love
You're sleeping in the fire

lead: Shadock
lead: Sezmoth


4. PADLINA (BY CHARLES BAUDELAIRE)

Przypomnij sobie, cośmy widzieli, jedyna,
W ten letni tak piękny poranek:
U zakrętu leżała plugawa padlina
Na ścieżce żwirem zasianej.

Z nogami zadartymi lubieżnej kobiety,
Parując i siejąc trucizny,
Niedbała i cyniczna otwarła sekrety
Brzucha pełnego zgnilizny.

Słońce prażąc to ścierwo jarzyło się w górze,
Jakby rozłożyć pragnęło
I oddać wielokrotnie potężnej Naturze
Złączone z nią niegdyś dzieło.

Błękit oglądał szkielet przepysznej budowy,
Co w kwiat rozkwitał jaskrawy,
Smród zgnilizny tak mocno uderzał do głowy,
Żeś omal nie padła na trawy.

Brzęczała na tym zgniłym brzuchu much orkiestra
I z wnętrza larw czarne zastępy
Wypełzały ściekając z wolna jak ciecz gęsta
Na te rojące się strzępy.

Wszystko się zapadało, jarzyło, wzbijało,
Jak fala się wznosiło,
Rzekłbyś, wzdęte niepewnym odetchnieniem ciało
Samo się w sobie mnożyło.

Czerwie biegły za obcym im brzmieniem muzycznym
Jak wiatr i woda bieżąca
Lub ziarno, które wiejacz swym ruchem rytmicznym
W opałce obraca i wstrząsa.

Forma świata stawała się nierzeczywista
Jak szkic, co przestał nęcić
Na płótnie zapomnianym i który artysta
Kończy już tylko z pamięci.

A za skałami niespokojnie i z ostrożna
Pies śledził nas z błyskiem w oku
Czatując na tę chwilę, kiedy będzie można
Wyszarpać ochłap z zewłoku.

lead: Sezmoth

A jednak upodobnisz się do tego błota,
Co tchem zaraźliwym zieje,
Gwiazdo mych oczu, słońce mojego żywota,
Pasjo moja i mój aniele!

Tak! Taka będziesz kiedyś, o wdzięków królowo,
Po sakramentach ostatnich,
Gdy zejdziesz pod ziół żyznych urodę kwietniowa,
By gnić wśród kości bratnich.

Wtedy czerwiowi, który cię będzie beztrosko
Toczył w mogilnej ciemności,
Powiedz, żem ja zachował formę i treść boską
Mojej zetlałej miłości.

lead: Shadock

lead: Sezmoth

lead: Shadock


5. VULERANT OMNES

They think that they know me
They're watching
They think that they can watch
But they are blind
They think that they know me
They're listening
They think that they can listen
But they are def
They think that they know me
They're smiling
They think that they can smile
But they are smilless
They think that they know me
They're speaking
But they are wordless
They thought that they knew me

Her eyes are shout
She tries to open it
But she see only darkness
So she close them again
she tries to open them again
but she can't
she don't know why
she wants to open her eyes
what she want to see

World
People
Happiness
Suffering
Life
Death
She saw it all

solo: Sezmoth

I'm searching
I open the doors
Another doors
And the doors once again
There's nothing there
I'm still searching
Looking for
What Am I looking for
I open the doors
There's nothing there
I'm loosing myself
But I'm still searching
I want to find
I don't want but
I'm finding emptiness

Emptiness
Great emptiness
Emptiness all around
Wounderful emptiness
It's good
That's good
Because it's so empty
Everywhere is emptiness

She saw it all
That's why she's suffering
That's why she can't open her eyes
Despite she wants
Despite she deisire
She choose darkness


6. AS THE STORY ENDS

Closed in a shell
Thin line of my hell
Cannot find my way
Cannot find my faith
Starless, Bible Black
All is said and done
Nothing said is new
Nothing said is true
Nothing without you

As the story ends
I know the pain
As the story ends
I know the shame

Dum Spiro Spero

I was destroyed and rebuilt by a chance without my will.
Let’s call it grim of fate.
I went deep into the meaning of humanity. I have found the real grief and sadness. I have forget about other people. I’ve found a real solitude. Now sorrow and misery grow like nothing ever before. I hope to be missed in this unending seasons of darkness.

From purity and from light
With rapture and delight

Look at this innocent little girls. The flowers they carry had once been mine. I’ve lost them. When I had to lie. I should be with them to die innocent. From darkest skies dead birds falls. The pain never stops as I remember. Beauty is fragile as we are immortal. Now I see.

From purity and from light
I can show you a start of life

I want some place to hide far away from dark side. Falling, drowning, deeper and forever I become a pathetic being. I seek a peace in bottom of my heart, I cannot find a life in it. I look for mercy in my soul, I’ve sold it years ago.

Cover me with your arms
Beauty now has endless time
Babies lift up to the sky
Can you share with me your life?

Take me under your wings.
Find me a place in your little world.
I’ll try to not destroy it.
I can promise

Take a care of me.
If you’re not afraid
What you see.

You can make a water clear
You can make a dream so real
You can go through the hell
As you breathing beside me
You can hear the nature sing
You can take what life brings
You can go outside your shell
As you breathing beside me

But you could be cruel
When I need you
Why can’t you see
I need also some safety
I’m lost without you
Nonsense but true
Be with me
Take what I can give
All deconstruct me
When you’re without me
I hope you’ll call
Before I fall
Believe in yourself
Go outside your shell
And be to me
A Man which I need

I can go through the sky
I can believe that I’ll not die
I can make infidels cry
As you breathing beside me
I can win every war
I can carry the weight of words
I can create for us a new worlds
As you breathing beside me

Darkness falling
Gate is closing
Feelings and heart
Are handicapped
All what’s around me
All who I see
The gathering of brainless being
It’s so simple to defeat
When there’s nothing more to see
I couldn’t find
A way outside
Help me tame
My chaos mind
lead: Sezmoth

lead: Shadock

Come to me in my dreams
Hair of sun, skin of milk
What misery life brings
When only angels, not you, I see

lead: Sezmoth

lead: Shadock