DISC 1

1. PLENITUDE

In the beginning, there was... heaven


2. HEAVENCHILD

Still the days go by, but the rain never falls
I’ve lost the sense of time cause I am not alone
Everybody praises the kindness of my soul
And everything I try out is changed at once into gold

Walk away and we'll reach for the skies
She's all the air I Breathe, she's all I need to live
Walk away and we'll reach for the skies
There are some beautiful things about eve

I’ve been waiting for so long... so long
The meaning of my life (the meaning of my life)

You're the world I wanna know
Carve our names on trees
Heaven... I'm ready to fly
(I’m ready to fly) forever
You're the meaning of my life (the meaning of my life

Forever I gleam by your side... my heaven
Illuminates my life
(I’m ready to fly)

Jared my friend, you're my unity
Like an angel streaming in my dreams
There are no lies between you and I
But complicity in your eyes

You're the brother I've never had
Your smile make me forget thet I'm sad
Our secrets we share hand in hand...
I have faith in you...

Everyday, we seize the cerelessness of the mind
And our youth is a gift
You're the childhood friend of mine

There's meaningfulness in every word you said
Walk on the adversity road
And I'll praise our Foolishness

There's meaning fulness in every word you say on the Adversity road

Sometimes I wonder...

Still the days go by... but the rain never falls
With this blinding faith I go beyond the flow

Heaven... you're my child
Reflection of my pride
My flesh, greatest success
And my pure blood flows into your veins

My worthy heir, you'll never die
(I promise you we'll touch the skies)
I drew for you some future plans
(I promise I won't let you down)

And I have a dream
Together we'll rule the world

Father...


3. IN THE HANDS OF GOD

Everything is magic
I’m closer to the sparkling skies
Heavenly sensation to be chosen
I know my youth will never fade
Led by a divine breath
God is inside of me
Faith lights my way (I feel the inspiration)
Faith lights my way (of an everlasting god)
I feel i could fly to heaven...

You give to my life a wonderful dream appearance
Let love our lives so that nothing changes our horizon

Don't forget all I've done. don't forget you're my son
Life is a game of chess & we must carry on

Give me sight, disclose my soul
Do you see me as I am ?
Give me time to prove what I'm worth
(And) I'll get the honors and fame ND)

Walk beside me as long
As we're together
Give the world a lesson
And give him a master
Bring to the world new sound
And give him a new god

What is the voice inside my head ?
Don't worry, it's no one but you !


4. SHADOW MIND

Every day... my serenity flies away
And I feel someone's taking part of me

Restless nights... I'm broken...
Visions spred inside my mind...

Heaven flies to pieces
Dreams crumble and
Gilded painting blackens
Letting appear underneath... some grazes


5. TWICE

I turn insane
I feel I'm going bad
Holding my breathe
It's my life I can taste

You work like a parasite in my cranium... I know you
You work like a parasite in my cranium... I know you

I turn insane / even if I close my eyes
I feel I'm going bad / visions crawl inside my head
Cold and empty space / surrounding me... I'm afraid
There's like a shadow behin (me) / that disturbing reality

You work like a parasite in my cranium... I know you
You work like a parasite in my cranium... I know you

Innocent eyes will see nevermore
I don't think I am myself
Innocent eyes will see nevermore
I don't think I am myself

All I fear is a dream / I put one step in the dark
All I hear is a scream / and my life disappears
All I touch becomes stained / all I see is chao
All I can feel is pain / and I'm sick of it all

Who I am ?


6. BLACKEN

From now on, above the world
Beyond a simple mortal's life
I become paranoid, wicked, liar, an envious guy

Pulled out from the darkest hole
I suck in to the gratitude
From now on, above the crowd
Disdain is my attitude

Have u ever seen the wolf cry in the forest
Have u ever met the monsters in your dreams
Tell me why you're so cruel
Tell me why you denied... my affection
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Don't push me back eve, don't be like the others
Tell me you're not a bitch
...But you are


7. UNDER THE SIGN OF EVIL

I’ve got no patience, hate wasting my time... for so long All I wanted was you
You are gonna taste bitter passion... please take me away From you

Remove your dress eve, I touch your skin... follow me to the Ways of sin
And let me hear your body scream... nobody must resist

Beg your pardon for the bones I grind... bury this love as It dies
I couldn't hold the rage inside my mind... I've bleached the Sun on your eyes

Want you in the spiral of my nightd, want you in the Taciturn fire
I want you in the wave's play, I want you on my sex, heart

Beg your pardon for the bones I grind... bury this love as It dies
I couldn't hold the rage inside my mind... I've bleached the Sun on your eyes
Beg your pardon for the bones I grind... bury this love as It dies
My acute desire drives me blind... I've bleached the sun on Your eyes

What are you doing ?
It's not me... it's not my fault
Don't scream so loud eve, don't scream so loud
Mueder x... I wanna make you cry...
This love must... die


8. THE FIGHT

Why...
Oh eve, what have I done ?
I had never wished this fatal end
Don't mind this slut, she was only a foolish doll...
What ? who are you ?
Don't look around, you are me and I'm in you
What a dreadful headache !
No, you have simply closed your eyes for too long
Let me grow in you again
Let me feed your malice
Your life was a daydream. artificial were your beliefs...
A daydream ?
It's time to ascend the kingdom's steps
Let me drive our destiny... it's my own destiny now !

Is it a life or just a game ?
I got evil 'side of me
Inviting you in myself
I got evil inside of me

Am I heaven ? am I heaven ? I am heaven...

Scaled eyes full of black visions
Fast like a bad infection

Am I heaven ? am I heaven ? I am heaven...

Give up your indecision
It brings no consolation

Am I heaven ? am I heaven ? I am heaven...

Look at you guy in the mirror
I hear a sound from my voice
Admire all my splendour
I don't wanna be your toy

Am I heaven ? am I heaven ? I am heaven...

Stop !!!


9. LIES AND TREASON

Eve's blood is still lukewarm...
Her body in a ditch... eaten by the worms...
Using a conspiracy, heaven sends jared to jail... for this Crime

Look at me as the friend you've betrayed
I forgot about your name
Imprisoning my youth, so you decay
This is the result of the change
Call the reason, I'm a stranger to you
You're only a voice in my mind
I’ve always tried to walk with you
I’ve left my weakness behind

How can you stand this truth that you fake ?
Maybe I am not aware
As you're bleeding my soul, you decay
This is the result of the change
‘Didn't want your kisses on eve's face... I don't want
‘Didn't want you to take my place... (antytime - anywhere)
I Don't wanna listen to your blames... I don't care
‘Sun never rises for the grains of sand... (since ever, and For ever)

Live and feed in the darkness
And always dream of heaven
I apologize I have forsaken you

Don't forget who you are
Don't forget me son
From my asylum
I give this part of me to you

Shut up, you're the shame of the family
Never interfere in our story


10. THE WORST IS OVER

Hypnotizd by the lights in my head
I feel like a heretic in a cell
All my old emotions are dead
Now my life walks on to hell

Follow me
The worst is over
We'll never be apart again
Trust in me
The worst is over
I hear your words and I know your pain
...Follow me

Lord I need some help... you wanna know
As Im' feeling bad... you wanna know

Son... go dry your sobs
I’ll teach you how to be stronger
You only have to depend on yourself

Love is a deceit...
I’ll show you how to get rid of it
I’ll do what I have to do


11. SHINY TONGUE

I’ve built a sin factory
A sanctuary inside... my mind
‘Feel me daring my beliefs
I feel my hate too... just behind

Grin and tease god
Grin until death

Full moon illuminates my face
Feeding my vanity
Devilishly I confess... I don't care about
‘Discord I shed as the scorn
I’ve got my self-esteem
So I don't need your soft god... 'spit on his blessing

Grin and tease god
Grin until death
God... dies...

World's different, as cold as death
I trust in filth, chaos, lie and greed

It's our time, we're peaking... I've become my own god
Cupidity is my favourite sin, but narcissism too

I’m hungry for something else
‘Cause, might as well reign in hell than serve in heaven

I burned the place around me
We've made the same dream
Inside which your garden is my cemetery

I am your new messiah
For longtime in the chill
Now let me be free or get the fuck out of here

Grin and tease god
Grin until death
God... dies...


12. LUST AND GLORY

(Blood, lies, jesus is a freak... love)
(Lust, crime, power, jesus is afraid... god)

Who keeps me from getting eternal
‘Crucify all my enemies
I have no remorse to tread on souls
Time after time i creep in... it is bliss

Into this world I - I go through the flames
No one can stand in, stand in my way
Into this world I - I walk on water
I'm starting to live
I'm starting to live

I am a scientist
An incredible scientist, genius of the century
Entrust to me heaven, name your god, follow me
And we'll ascend the steps of the fame

Transforming slowly
Mutation is working
Heaven is so far
And darkside is alive

(Blood, lies, jesus is a freak... love)
(Lust, crime, power, jesus is afraid... god)

I eat your mind, you drink me 'til the last drop
Heaven
Together we'll go beyond heaven

Lust & glory for our memory days
Come on we'll go beyond heaven

This is your lucky day, I'm alive


13. THE DARKEST HOLE

(Instrumental)


14. DIRTY WINGS

(Instrumental)


15. LAST MINUTE ALIVE

A fraction of time is all
That is left in limbos
I run from cold to colder
Like a walk in the snow
I’ve tried to define what love is
What's my life now
I blink but I see nothing else through the dark

Don't be too hard on yourself
Today has been profaned
A failure closes my eyes
And I am paralyzed
I feel myself deep into the ground
Alone with the ghosts
I can't move, I can't dream. the sky is black

My life is made of dust and tears
My life is made of dust and tears
My life is made of dust and tears
My life is made of dust and tears

This last minute alive
Addict it in your dreams
I’d like to cry
But my lips are stitched

The wheel of happiness is broken
Death happens against my will
Real, unreal is my existence
Silence whispers something

There's no compromission
I feel sorry for us
All i wanted was love
Even in death I think of us

My life is made of dust and tears
My life is made of dust and tears
My life is made of dust and tears
My life is made of dust and tears

This last minute alive
Addict it in your dreams
I’d like to cry
But my lips are stitched


DISC 2

1. ECHO IN SILENCE

Wake up
It's time to wake up

Feels like being thrown out of a dream
Which lets only tragic feelings
Of void deep inside... (alone you go)

You shiver like a child. echoes
In silence around you
Freeze you deep inside... (alone you go)
Wake up


2. IN THE FLOOD OF ILLUSIONS

Has my life really changed, by moving from a state of grace
To troubled times ?
I Ttry to keep my eyes wide open to perceive the brightness Of the truth
Am I awake ?
Some days I understand my dreams, but somewhere I'm lost Between
Between 2 lives
Even if all seems so real, I saw myself in the shade
Am I awake ?

Is there
Anyone to feel and curse my distress, is there anything else
Anyone to muffle my cries, is there anything else
Anyone to shorten this cruel distance, for I was in the past
Anyone to gimme answers, to retrieve the rest

I would find where the sun is gone
I would find where my feelings are gone

I dfon't know what happened to me
I’m alone in the cold that nips me
In the light... ashy light... of the dawn twilight
I’m alone... again... in this endless night

The time has come, your dreams seem to be your nightmares
(And I'd feel better dead)
The time has come for you to shout at
God to bring your sunny days
(So I'd feel better dead)

The time has come, where doubt & confusion fill in your Brain
The time has come, you wanna run, so run to your last breath

One unconscious time and my world collapses
In the chill, let my certitudes aside
I never want to feel my body in trance
I just want to hold this anger
Anyone to feel and curse my distress, is there anything else
Anyone to muffle my cries, is there anything else
Anyone to shorten this cruel distance, for I was in the past
Anyone to gimme answers, to retrieve the rest


3. PROCESSING

Datas, computers
Sterile gloves and formol smells
Float into the air

White light, experience
What kind of dream shut in these machines
Sprout under my skin ?


4. HAUNTED

I’ve got blood on my hands
Some faces in my head
It will last forever

Problems of consciousness
Turn into madness
And it will last forever

I think i'm really bewitched... my
Slowly agony is a crack
Only hope kept me alive
Until now

I’m on my knees
Don't lecture me please
Through my delusions

I try to find a reason
A reason to live
For my salvation

Visions of rape, murder and violence
How could I commit myself to much atrocity
No cure for my pain, that pain creates my hell
How could
I ever forget what made me guilty

I think i'm really bewitched... my
Slowly agony is a crack
Only hope kept me alive
Until now

Demons whisper in my ears and whirl around me
I feel like i'm haunted
These are kisses from helln memories unwind
I feel like I'm haunted


5. BURY THE PAST

It's my soul's defection, so I am disgraced... (life runs Away)
Heaven's got the wrong religion, he has lost his way... (life runs away)
All the flowers I embraced delicately fade... under a bloody Day
Can I still believe in heaven when I am in chains... under a Bloody day
It's a gloomy resurrection (a dark side), that no one can Erase
All the perfect love we shared, is alive again... always Runs in your veins

In the chaos of my brain
In the prayers I express
I can't live in the past

When the nightmare stops
The red rain of tears falls again
You can't live in the past

There's no one to feel and cure your distress
There's no one to muffle your cries... (there's no one)
There's no one to shorten this cruel distance... (moving off The past)
There's no one to give the answers

Let the future carry out its work... (make up for lost time)
Heal the open wounds and infected thoughts... (this is not a Crime)
Find a ocean beyond the foam... (bloody red clouds)
Discover who you really are


6. REMINISCENCE

Eve I Constantly see your face
On my skin bruised by the aftermath
Oof my solitry fate

I don't let my memory fade
I try to gather all my years
So I slap face again

Don't leave me now
Some voices... 're calling me... in my dreams
Let me kneel down
To appease... all my grief

I don't know how I've lived before
I don't know what I was before

I can no more live in my head
Suicide is my way to go
Let me die to save my soul

Don't leave me now
Some voices 're calling me... in my dreams

Let me kneel down
To appease... all my grief


7. DEEPER IS YOUR PAIN

I close my eyes
To tranquilize myself
And walk through
My cruel delusions
(Let love take oveer your soul)
I know my sins
And all my mistakes
I touch the bottom
It's too late to regret

From now on... deeper is your pain
Cause I died for you

I’ve lost everyone
I loved but I hope That I can be saved
I’m trying to amend now
I hate to feel
That love between us dies
Eternally I'll curse my destiny

This is the way I spend my days
Alone with my solitude
No one can rescue me from myself
I’m breaking my life in two


8. AS THE CURTAIN FALLS

As a crow in the darkness
A man's standing in the background on the laboratory
He watched and he watched again, and he waited for hour and Hour
The consequences of his experience


9. LIKE A PROPHECY

Heaven watches over the angels... behavior

All visions were only nightmares, nothing was real
So it's time to start searching for the truth

Heaven's only for the angels to rest

Your mind has been deceived by the blackness of an
Unscrupulous man... you've never failed

Heaven watches over the angels... behavior

Damn the man who's got your name and separated you from me
This man is the cause of this tragedy

Heaven's only for the angels to rest

Finally the light shines on me, like in a prophecy
I can put a face on my ache now


10. HEADFULL OF LIES

Don't search for the answers... I give you the answers
Trust me one more time

You must believe in me cause I am your reflection... Revelation
Everything you've done is my work's celebration... my Creation

Do you know what i've done by affection
I wanted you to take my step

You must believe in me or hate me since I love you with Dignity
There's nobody to understand your scary nightmares... but me

I am amazed that you doubt my acts
All I've done was controlling your fate
I acknowledge : I harmonized your dreams
I lived in a corner of your head

Your friends were only actors of your perversion
Standing between me and you
Like some crawling bugs invading our home
There was something to do

Now you can bloom
I’ve introduced some pictures in your thoughts
You can bloom
The hole you've seen is forgotten, I arranged it all... for You & me

I am amazed that you doubt my acts
All I've done was controlling your fate
I acknowledge : I harmonized your dreams
I lived in a corner of your head

Don't search for the answers...


11. FURY

You've tried to change me and you played me
These crimes are not the fruit of my fancy
I feel some grudge rising inside of me
Don't avoid my sight cause you are guilty

I know who I am
You can free your rage & your passion
I know who I am
You got to hang on to this fury
I know who I am
Follow me and you'll get redemption
I know who I am

Stare at this world, it's our garden
This is our time, we're fully rising
Better rule in hell than serve in heaven
Even if one has to kill

You have to play with the biggests
To survive n the world
Devour all the weakests
To finally be acknowledged
Beware of the jackals
That you nourrish serenely
To be your own master
Sacrifice your family

I know who I am

Stop deluding yourself
It's time to believe your destiny
Let me introduce myself
My dark side is yours for eternity

I reject what comes from a liar
This life, it is not me
You stole what I had best
All you've left was tragedy

Slide in the skin of a bastard
To succeed in this world
Remember the attacks
Pen them down in a diary
Now look in the mirror
To appreciate your ugliness
To be your own master
Sacrifice your family

I know who I am

Stupidity and greed are
A reflection of your sordid reality
Regrets and pain are now daily companions
And part of me

I wanted to rule and keep you to myself

Don't control my life
Obey my son
No, don't pretend that I'm blind, this is your vision not Mine
Don't abuse me, respect your master
Your poison fades my memory
My face's print feets you very well
I gave you everything, I taught you all
You filled my brain with darkness
I bought your clothes, I blew your nose
You betrayed my innocence, I'm so lonely now
We love our fellow until kill 'em all
No

Scream for me
I want to see you scream
Father, scream for me
Trust is broken, her comes my fury
No one can explain, this evil spurts from you
Take back your pain

Poison is in me
But, I can take my breatrh alone
No more lies, no more dreams
I'm gonna save my life on my own
Poison is in me
But I planned your funeral

You think for me, decide for me
You built an ego the size of a king... dom

Don't try to leave
With all that you owe me, I don't care

You've soiled eve, accused my friend
And mama cries in an asylum

Sometimes we live
Sometimes we die
And I don't care

Your mother was a brake for my ambition
I paid her an empty space in a quilted cell
And I have never had friends cause friends always want to Steal
Your house, wife and money

You think for me
Decide for me
And my poor mother you dried up her soul

Sometimes we live
Sometimes we die
I don't care

I wanna hit
I wanna kill
You, this very night I shall bury your soul

I can't believe
That you hurt me
I don't care

I have faith in you my friend
I’ll wait for you, live and
Walk to eternity

Don't look back, draw your way
(I got) no time to save the past

I don't wanna be an experience, I go wild
Let me live my own existence, I go wild
Don't let him impress your life
And our death, recall our sunny days
Sorry, I beg your pardon
He gonna taste my sorrow, my anger

Father...

If you kill, I win and you loose
If you kill me, you follow my style
If you hate me, I win and you loose
If you hate me, you follow my way

Father, liar, murderer
Father, liar, murderer

I'm alive, I'm aware
Nevermore I'll close my eyes
You've go to pay your own way
If I needed I'd kill you twice

This is my head, my place, my home, go away
Take your demon with you and go away

I'm so angry, dad I hope you're satisfied
You've got to pay your own way
For your crimes, you must die
You must die

Stand up my friend
He's a despicable man
Maniac
A manipulator
I know you can clash with him
Don't let him scare you
Be stronger, son
Don't let the fury possess you
Don't walk this way

Scream for me
I want to see you screaming
Daddy scream for me
In a while I could laugh at your agony
No one can expalin, this evil spurts from you
Take back your pain

Don't think I'm asleep
You walk on a pile of bones
Don't think I'm asleep
I can take my breath alone
Don't think I'm asleep
I already dig your tomb

There's no one to guarantee your success
It's all your vision, not mine
There is no future in your darkness
I wanna write and control my life

Your father's heart is a grave, like an empty space
A dark wasteland

A new time has come, to free your mind, deny to be a slave

My life was made of love and dreams
My life is made of ghosts and tears

We are the night when the day comes in
We come back from another elsewhere

He has spoiled our existence
This man destroyed us, now there's nothing more

Don't try to break your chains
You'll stay my shadow for eternity

Shake, every word I say, comes from my darksideE
I’m your enemy

You're a clown my son
Your aznger feeds on my blackness
Say goodbye to this world (and die)
I damn you for the rest of my days

From hell sounds a sad song
For all tortured souls
The yell of a dmned son
A dark heaven

Now choose your world
Rule your world

For everyone that I've lost
Die
Listen to me, son
Die, you must die
Unworthy child
For all your crimes
Idiot, unwise
Shut up
For my tortured soul
This rotten blood under my skin
Come in I'm gonna teach you how to be a man
Pay for all you have done
Eve didn't cry as much as you, when I took her, weepy boy
I hear no more, shut up
Die


12. EMPTY SPACE HEART

(Instrumental)