1. THROUGHTLESS

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies,
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down.
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me.
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground.

Why are you thrying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think you're doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me.

All of my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies,
I'm above you smiling as you down, down, down.
I wanna kill and rape you, the way you raped me.
It's on, pull the trigged and you're down, down, down.

Why are you thrying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think you're doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me.
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me.

All of my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming.

All my friends are gone; they died.
(Gonna take you down!!!)
They all screamed and cried...
(Gonna take you down!!!)

I got my fuckin-
Got my fucking ass
Back against the wall
I got my fuckin-
Got my fucking ass
Back against the---
(Gonna take you down!!!) (X3)

All of my hate cannot be found.
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
So, you can try to tear me down,
Beat me to the ground,
I will see you screaming. (X2)


2. BLIND

Are you ready?

This place inside my mind a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances.
What if should die?!?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!

Another place I find to espace the pain inside
You don't now the chances.
What if I should die?!?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!

Deeper, deeper, deeper inside me
I live a life that seems to be a lost reality
That I can never find a way to reach my inner self.
I stay alone.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the grey that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the times.

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind (X12)
I'm blind (X4)


3. HOLLOW LIFE

Beating the fall, I can't help but desire of falling down this time.
Deep in this hole of my making, I can't escape falling all this time.

We come to this place, falling through time living a hollow life.
Always we're taking, waiting for signs, hollow lives (X7)

Fearing to fall and still thr ground below me calls, falling down this time.
Ripping apart all these things that I've tried to stop failling all this time.

We come to this place, falling through time living a hollow life.
Always we're taking, walting for signs, hollow live.

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vain, asking "why"?
All alone, where is God?
Looking down, we don't know.

We fall in space, we can't look down.
Death may come, peace I have found.
What to say? Am I alive?
Am I asleep? Or have I died?

We fall in space (wanting peace)
We can't look down (wanting peace)
Death may come, peace I have found.
(something takes a hold of me) I way to say my whole life.
"Am I asleep?" (something takes a hold of me), we fall down.

We come to this place, falling through time living a hollow life.
Always we're taking, walting for signs, hollow live.

Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vain, asking "why"?
All alone, where is God?
Looking down, we don't know. (X2)

We fall in space, we can't look down.
Death may come, peace I have found.


4. FREAK ON A LEASH

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe.
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me (you wanna see the light).
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do!)
Can't take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... In vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes It's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace.

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheep fuck for me to lay.
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have ne releasse. (So do!)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... Is free.

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema.

Go! Something on the

So... fight! Somrthing on the...

Fight... Some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight.


5. FALLING AWAY FROM ME

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)

It seems funny to me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead

Falling away from me

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt whit suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
"It's gonna be better tomorrow"
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressuring me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away.

It's falling away from me.

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground


6. CREEP

When you were here before.
Couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel.
Your skin makes me cry.

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fickin special.

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I don't here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts.
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin'special
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I don't here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She rune, rune rune rune...
Rune...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin'special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I don't here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...


7. LOVE SONG

Mother!
You're holding my heart, screaming
Motherf...er!
They left me broken, bleeding
Son of!
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch!
Who tried to show me death's door.

Everything's eliminated
Everything is dedicated
My belief destroyed my hated?
Never get what's over-rated.

Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

As in!
Obituaries rain down
Its ok!
We're lying naked face down

Wasn't decapitated?
Can you see me fascinated?
Your the only thing I've damaged
What you get to be mis-managed

Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here
Dying here...

Don't bring me daffodis
Bring a boquet of pills
See some geranium
Cracked to the crainum
Protect me when you can
Respect me when I am
Dying

Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here (X2)


8. GOT THE LIFE

Hate, something, sometime, someway, something kick off the for me.
Something, inside.
I'll never follow.
So give me something that is for real.
I'll never ever follow.

Get your boogie on...

Hate, soomeyhing, soneway, each day, dealling with no forgiveness.
Why? This shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.
So give me nothing just feel.
And now this shit will follow.

God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the light, oh I say...
God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the light, oh I say...

God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God don't mind, I've already got the light, oh I say...
God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God don't mind, I've already got the light, oh I say...

Each day I can feel il swallow, inside something they took from me.
I don't feel your deathly ways.
Each day I feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,
You will never see, so come dance with me.

Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo
Lie!

God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the light, oh I say...
God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the light, oh I say...

Got the life.

Got...the...life


9. TWISTED TRANSISTOR

Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister
Listening to your Twisted Transistor
Hold is between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do (X6)

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world ain't fair, eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do (X6)

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do (X4)

Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt
Says who? Says who?
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize!
Just let me be
Between you and me don't fit

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor


10. DIRTY

Keep knocking
No one's there
Pouring down
Near be felt

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ready to blow my head off

I hurt so bad insde
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
I feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty...

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ready to blow my head off

I hurt so bad insde
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again

I'll take it
I'll take it
I will take it
Give it to me

You dirty little
Dirty little
You dirty little
Dirty little
You dirty little
I will take it
Dirty little
I will take it
You dirty little
I will take it


11. COMING UNDONE

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin'like a bomb
Guess the black throughts have come again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliberate

[Chorus]
Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choe again
I thought my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

[Chorus]

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like I'm not getting better
Not getting better

[Chorus]


12. MAKE ME BAD/IN BETWEEN DAYS

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much much of it around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(It would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness
In you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh make me bad

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh make me bad

Yesterday I got so old
I felt like I could die
Yesterday away from you
It made me want to cry
Go on go on
Just walk away
Go on go on
Your choice is made
Go on go on
And disappear
Go on go on
Away from here

And I know I was wrong
When I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her
Inbetween without you
Without you

Yesterday I got so scared
I shivered like a child
Yesterday away from you
It froze me deep inside
Come back
Don't walk away
Come back come back
Come back today
Come back come back
Why can't you see?
Come back come back
Come back to me

And I know I was wrong
When I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her
Inbetween without you
Without you

All I do is look for you
I need my fix
You need it to
Just to get soe sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you?
For me, it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh make me bad

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh make me bad


13. NO ONE'S THERE

You and me we have no faces
Soon our lives will be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could fly
Far from things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears me call
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
They don't see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what's in store
Oh I wish that I could fly
Far from things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears me call
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me to my decline
Where are you?
My soul is bleeding
I am searching
Am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time

To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind

To all these nameless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time
To leave these places far behind


14. THROW ME AWAY

Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me when I pray?

Love, full of hate
Don't you love how I break?

[Chorus]
Don't let them throw me away
Keep me and I'll be okay
Skipping a beat but it plays
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Screwed up, used up
Crumpled, lying on the floor
Fucked up, shut up
All you did back then was score

I'm feeling weak
Missing partsn incomplete

[Chorus]

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Don't let them throw me away

[Chorus]