1. HARD TO LOVE

So you'll try to tell me not to overthink
While I disregard the fact you share his sheets
And now I live in black and gray
'Cause my color in the way
But the one you better hope I never meet

You suck the life out of the room
I'm hard to love, but so are you
So quick to kill my heart and
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you

And I won't forget the way you look at me
I didn't notice that my eyes begin to fade
And I bet he feels the same
Take the color from my pain
Oh, I decipher everything he'll ever be

You suck the life out of the room
I'm hard to love, but so are you
So quick to kill my heart and
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you

Is it the way he says he loves you?
'Cause I used to say that shit, too
Is it the way he says he loves you?
'Cause I used to say that shit, too

You suck the life out of the room
I'm hard to love, but so are you
So quick to kill my heart and
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you

So quick to kill my heart and
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you


2. CASKET

This room feels strange with the lights turned on
There's traces of jealousy left over memories built on the floor
It's hard to breathe when the smoke won't clear
We made the same mess and we'd do it so recklessly
Each day in every year

You don't get the right to call when you like
You gave that away
Just another lie, you push it to the side
Yeah, you sealed your fate

You put this love in a casket
Now there’s no time to lie
No way to change my mind
Didn't give a damn when you had it
Don't turn the ashes now
'Cause this fire is long burned out
You put this love in a casket

It's only blame in the bed you left
Well, I'm getting sick of this
Trying to fix all the things that you wrecked
You were sure you wouldn't be replaced
Your love is dead to me
She's lying next to me
Filling your space

You put this love in a casket
Now there’s no time to lie
No way to change my mind
Didn't give a damn when you had it
Don't turn the ashes now
'Cause this fire is long burned out
You put this love in a casket

You don't get the right to call when you like
You gave that away
Just another lie, you push it to the side
Yeah, you sealed your fate

You put this love in a casket
Now there’s no time to lie
No way to change my mind
Didn't give a damn when you had it
And don't turn the ashes now
'Cause this fire is long burned out
You put this love in a casket


3. THE FEAR OF LETTING GO

What's the point? I don't know
Find myself in another fucking hole
Call it fate, oh I know
'Cause there's no shame in the fear of letting go

I know I'm not well, if you couldn't tell
I lost all I had, it puts me through hell

I guess I let myself go
Thought I could cope, but it's all a waste
I let myself go
Losing all hope, it has gone away

In a place far from home
Where I blamed every loss I've ever known
Call it hate, oh I know
It's vacant eyes that left me sinking like a stone

I can't catch my breath and I've got nothing left

I guess I let myself go
Thought I could cope, but it's all a waste
I let myself go
Losing all hope, it has gone away

What's the point of letting go?
(?) when it takes control
When my thoughts break through my bones
I'm afraid it's me I've never known

I know I'm not well, if you couldn't tell

I guess I let myself go
Thought I could cope, but it's all a waste
I let myself go
Losing all hope, it has gone away

What's the point of letting go?
(?) when it takes control
When my thoughts break through my bones
I'm afraid it's me I've never known