1. IT'S ALL YOURS

Sometimes I wish I could be like you
Never easy to be me
I keep hurting myself
Without knowing why it had to affect me
The blackness of everything
didn't matter much to you
But did you ever say something
that wasn't a lie, something worthwhile

Burned a hole for all to see
to prove there is no God
Just don't ask me how I feel
I always hated to lie

It's all yours

We've got a failure to call our own
a reminder of what's to come
Thinking only of you as I'm
crawling to the point of no return
Do I need to erase myself
to cover up the scars?
Is there anything left?
the loss of it all nothing's worthwhile

Burned a hole for all to see
to prove there is no God
Just don't ask me how I feel
I always hated to lie

It's all yours
It's all


Burned a hole for all to see
to prove there is no God
Just don't ask me how I feel
I always hated to lie

It's all yours


2. MILLION LIES

Information gave me a choice
Kill everything or more
I'm so very happy now
according to my teenage whore
Hear my voice but it's not me
I will always disagree
Inhale then fade away
Everything's different today

Now I got me a new religion
It will get me into shape
I've changed personality
the old one always made me hate
So comfortable to stand in line
Keeps the voices out of my mind
The real thing's never what it seems
in a world of a million lies

A million lies
In a world of a million lies

Those insects drove me mad
always there to distract
To show my disbelief
I painted every fucker black
Wanna crawl all over you
Suck the smell of your dirty skin
Who could ever ask for more
in a world of a million lies

A million lies
In a world of a million lies

Suck the dirt of my skin

Information gave me a choice,
Kill everything or more
I'm so very happy now,
according to my teenage whore

A million lies
In a world of a million lies


Suck the dirt of my skin


3. PROVE ME WRONG

Who will make the decision
To kill what's already dead
The silence kept drowning my voice
When I had so much more to say

I pretend I'm asleep again
because I don't want you to know
Can I escape from myself
and my fear to meet your eye
I can smell your inside
It's all over me by now
Though I'm as close as can be
I have never felt so alone

We fuck cause we have to
If we don't there's something wrong
pushing each other downhill
At least we're partners in this crime

Why don't you prove me wrong
show me what I can't see
make me understand
help me to understand
Why don't you prove me wrong
show me what I can't see
help me

So things come and go
and they sure went fast this time
Strong hands big promises
gave me nothing to believe at all
Turned me into a timebomb
ready to explode in everyone's face
Who would hear my confession
We don't listen anymore

No one can say we did not
carry the missing well
Forever in debt to you for not
being what you wished of me
Things got so difficult when I knew
that I could never win
thought I was out of my mind
to even think the way I did

Why don't you prove me wrong
Show me what I can't see
Make me understand
Help me understand
Why don't you prove me wrong
show me what I can't see

Why don't you prove me wrong
show me what I can't see
make me understand
help me understand
Why don't you prove me wrong
show me what I can't see
make me understand
I wanna understand

We fuck cause we have to
If we don't there's something wrong
pushing each other downhill
At least we're partners in this crime


4. OWE YOU NOTHING

Never learned to fake it
Even though you want me to
Don't belong in your world
Won't be coming back no more
Don't want you near me
Don't need you in my life
Leave it all behind me
I close my eyes and it's all gone
Now I'm on the outside
My reflection on your wall
Bite the hand that feeds me
In order to stay alive

You could never hurt me
the way you hurt yourself
Nothing lasts forever
I close my eyes and you are gone
You are gone

I am what you made me
Don't put the blame on me
You are safe as always
In your world of make believe
I owe you nothing
I gave it all away
Won't see me crawling
Seems like you have lost control

You could never hurt me
the way you hurt yourself
Nothing lasts forever
I close my eyes and you are gone
You are gone

I owe you nothing
You are gone
I owe you nothing

Now I'm on the outside
My reflection on your wall
Bite the hand that feeds me
In order to stay alive

You could never hurt me
the way you hurt yourself
Nothing lasts forever
I close my eyes and you are gone

You are gone
I owe you nothing


5. COMPLICATED GAME

I ask myself should I put my finger to the left, no
I ask myself should I put my finger to the right, no
It doesn't really matter where I put my finger
Someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game, yeah [x2]

Little girl ask me should she part her hair upon the left, no
Little girl ask me should she part her hair upon the right
I said it really doesn't matter where you part your hair
Someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game, game yeah
yeah

Little boy ask me should he put his foot upon the left, no
Little boy ask me should he put his foot upon the right, right, right
I said it really doesn't matter where you put your foot
Someone else will come along and move it
It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game, game yeah
It's just a complicated game, yeah

They want a Tom, they want a Joe
To dress him up and stick him out on show
They were only arrows in a very bad aim
It's just a complicated

They want a Tom, they want a Joe
To dress him up and stick him out on show
They were only arrows in a very bad aim
It's just a complicated
It's just a complicated game

God asked me should he also put his foot on the left no
God asked me should he also put his foot on the right
I said it really doesn't matter where you put your foot
Someone else will come along and move it

It's always been the same
It's just a complicated game
game
It's just a complicated game
game
It's just a complicated game
just a compli- complicated
It's just a complicated game
It's just a complicated
complicated
It's just a complicated
complicated
It's just a complicated game
just a complicated game
just a complicated
just a complicated game


6. TASTE IT (IMAGINARY GUN)

Ready to dive, to taste it
Strain my nerve, no, I won't lose
Time is right for adjustments, bring me more
I will not hesitate, what you see is what you get

Taste it
Don't fake it
fake it

Closer this time your pigskin conceal the sky
With your big lie Nothing left to fuck up
Further down imaginary gun
No I won't lose this time

Taste it
Don't fake it
taste it

I will not fade makes no sense at all
to apologies, for something I am not
No God damn relapse, I'll go for the throat
No God damn relapse, though something is lost

Taste it
Don't fake it
taste it

Taste it

I will not fade


7. DENY EVERYTHING

The wait for something the wait for someone
Wish I could give it all up for the unknown
Hide behind the big nothing afraid to breathe
The cruicifixion of christ forever

Deny everything - deny

What I don't know is what hurts me the most
what I can't see is what scares me at night
It feels so useless everything turns black
I am back where I started over and over again

Deny everything - deny everything [x2]

Hide behind the big nothing afraid to breathe
The cruicifixion of christ forever more

Deny everything


8. THEM NAILS

So small, so sick deny the truth,
Hurts so much can't face it no more
Can't turn around everyone is a pig
Upholding themselves through exploitation

The end justifies the means
No pleasure without pain
You push the limit
Further away

I'll go anywhere that ain't here
Wanna be anyone but me
I want everything at once
I am looking for something else

Them nails

I hate what's mine
Can't sleep at night
Walls are closing in on me
Effective, destructive
Humiliation, disintegration
Your God can't fix what's broken

You have taken this too far
A manace to yourself
you push the limit further away

I'll go anywhere that ain't here
Wanna be anyone but me
I want everything at once
I am looking for something else

Them nails

I hate what's mine...

The end justifies the means
No pleasure without pain
You have taken this too far
A manace to yourself
You push the limit further away

I'll go anywhere that ain't here
Wanna be anyone but me
I want everything at once
I am looking for something else

Them nails

I hate what's mine


9. INFECTED

There's something inside of me
It tears it all apart
What I once was can never be
What you will be I'll never see
Can't find the strength to erase it
As it crushes my will to live
Don't want you close enough to smell me
God I wish I had the courage to kill

Always there to beat me down
To remind me of who I am
The one to hold me back
when I pretend I'm alive again
Don't wanna be the way I am
I'd like to turn around and walk away
I wish I had the courage to kill
God I wish I had the courage to kill

I wish I had the courage to kill

No one can see me now
alone with my doubt and fear
I'm so tired of myself
so if you leave me can I come to
once I tried to listen
but I just could not understand
I'm a stranger to myself
so if you leave me can I come to
if you leave me can I come to

Am I someone special
Can I be replaced
I keep repeating myself
did I disappoint you
Did I always fail
I keep repeating myself

There's something inside of me
It tears it all apart
What I once was can never be
What you will be I'll never see
Can't find the strength to erase it
As it crushes my will to live
Don't want you close enough to smell me
God I wish I had the courage to kill

Am I someone special
Can I be replaced
I keep repeating myself
did I disappoint you
Did I always fail
I keep repeating myself
am I acting strange
or just like everyone else
I keep repeating myself
Can't someone help me
Can't you see I'm afraid
can't you see I'm afraid
I'm afraid


10. FEED THE CREEP

Between these walls we were so safe
Our perfect home would not
Let anything disturbing in.
A swastika's been carved,
Everything's so quiet,
No one's seen or heard a thing

Smell the fear, feel the heat
Burn my skin, paint it black

Forced to submit, silent agreement
Something clean wasted by disease
Seek for strength in the common weakness
what gave you the right you had no

Feed the creep

The only thing is absence


Now, the message is clear
we've all gone blind
can only see
what we wanna believe
A swastika's been carved
everything's so quiet
what gave you the right
you had no fucking right
no fucking right

Feed the creep [x8]

Smell the fear, feel the heat
Burn my skin, paint it black
Smell the fear, feel the heat
Burn my skin, paint it black

Feed the creep [x8]


11. NOT THE ONLY ONE

I hide from your faces don't want to be seen
To be gone forever what does that mean?
Models kept smiling million dollar smiles,
Crosses kept burning on the day that you died

To leave is a failure no good on our own
needs to be needed so give dog a bone
Hope I don't talk in my sleep tonight
I don't know what I might say tonight

No time to question these days end so fast
Our skin's made of concrete paid well to last
A sense of security, despite the violation
If you need to escape from something

you're not the only one

You're not the only one with doubts
You're not the only one that hurts
Don't ever let them take it all away
Won't let them take anything away away

The model still smiles
The crosses still burn

You're not the only one with doubts
You're not the only one that hurts
Don't ever let them take it all away
Won't let them take anything away

You're not the only one with doubts
You're not the only one that hurts
Don't let them take it all away
Won't let them take any fucking thing away

Away
Your not the only one