1. CHANGE IS ALWAYS

And it is bound to bring me down.
(And I am bound to let you go.)
I wish I(t) might.
I wish I may into you.
Right by your side.
I am your shadow.
And I forget sometimes that all your time cannot be mine.
Standing still amidst.
A commotion while every night.
I lie awake.
So long.
Farewell.
Goodnight.


2. DANCE OF THE DEAD

Prick my finger and watch the hurt bleed away.
When you see blood.
Don't forget to breathe.
When Blood sees Blood.
Don't forget to die.
The cancer is spread.
This is the dance of the dead.
I stepped out my body to lead myself through these darker of days.
I took my own hand to lead me through this all.


3. DISCRIMEN

(Instrumental)


4. HIBERNATE

I cannot live.
I will not die.
Without you.
Dream in warmth.
'Till winter comes.
Tears(s) me down.
Like fall.
(Beware of the things hibernating in your skull).


5. SILENT PAUSE

Your silence rings in my ears.
Long after you are gone.
And silence hurts at times like these.
And silence can be very noisy.
(Trust me.)
My dearest scatter(ed) heart.
If I only could shelter you from that pain.
(Just to make it easier on you, or me?)
Can you see my pain?
Could you bear this pain.
Would you bear this pain?
Can you feel my pain?


6. ODE TO A BROKEN DOLL

Umbilical cord strangled son.
Nipples razorblade cut.
To brestfeed the/a broken doll.
Placenta kept cradle warm.
Destroyer and cleanser in one.
My halo is a black light.
Let my hug crush your ribcage.
My soft kiss gives you bleeding lips.
I gently stroke (your hair) and I scalp you.
I'll kiss you with a forehammer.