well i did promise HIM that i wont do any other nude photoshoots or half nude..
plus for his movies he uses nude chicks, chicks with lingerie or even chicks in lesbian actions.
and of course he doesnt want his woman to show anything when i play in his movies.
to be honest i kinda started these photoshoots just to make HIM jealous and to make HIM feel how i feel when he shoots all those movie scenes with all those sluts.

Well then if he does that, you can do those shoots if you want to. Two wrongs (even supposed) don't make a right, but they certainly make it equal. He can't be such a hypocrite.

you know its not totally the same its like.. he wants to have women like that in his horror movies cause he knows that this is what "sells" right?
but this is also smthng that he loves. his movies.
they are the second most important thing to HIM after me.
but about my photoshoots.. its not smthng so important to me, and i only started it due to my insecurity and cause i wanted HIM to feel like i do and get more jealous than he already is.
you know what i mean?

plus.. he isnt doing any sex scenes or erotic scenes with other girls(since he is an actor and director at the same time), cause he knows id be Hell of annoyed. but i cant really ask HIM to stop shooting those kinds of movies, he loves his movies and i would be a great asshole if i asked HIM to stop doing them. as much as i Hate them quite often.

Well I'm just saying that there has to be a bit of give and take. I can understand why you don't like what he does and why he does like what you do. But you Trust each other, so it shouldn't be that much of a problem. Like I said, if it's helping you with your insecurity, then it is actually important. However, it's your decision and yours alone at The End of the day honey, but you know I'm always here to listen and try to help.

okay.. yeah i know what you mean.. its just that im jealous of everything so sometimes im just not allowed to talk lol
he makes sure to keep his jealousy in "normal levels" but i cant do that, so when he gets jealous or mad i cant really talk lol

Ah okay, I get you. Well you know better than I do, haha!

okay then! ^^
did you like my new photos though? you didnt say anything!
should i worry?

What new photos? I just didn't see them. Are they on here or on DA?

I want to see your photos! I havent seen them yet!

Man... The porn industry sounds awesome.

Did your boyfriend make the porn film "Porn of the Dead"?

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