X Japan : On the Verge of Destruction

Speed Heavy / Japan
(1995 - Sony Music)
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Lyrics

DISC 1


1. PROLOGUE

All of the hate and all of the sadness
Have melted away
Nothing remains here
Closeby, I see love trying to take a shape
As I reach out for it
The love breaks up before my very eyes
Everywhere, there flows... blue blood


2. SILENT JEALOUSY

I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time

Seijaku no kyouki ni katame o
Tsubusareta mama

You've gone away
From the stage
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left

Itsuwari no shinju de kazatta
Bara no hanataba o sagasu

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love

Genkaku no ai ni kawareta ayatsuri ningyo

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me

Yubisaki made shinku ni somatta
Ore o mitsumete

Mou taekirenai kodoku no serenade
Kyozou no umi ni nagashite
Yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi o
Mune ni daitemo
I can not stop

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
Kanashimi ni midarete
Modorenai ai o kazaru
Kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni

Tell me true doko ni yukeba
Kurushimi o aiseru
I still want your love ai o tomete
Kurui saku kioku o keshite

I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel your breath of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
By the tide of time, even you

But the scars of memory never fade away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
Tachisaru mae ni koroshite
Kyouki no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa
Nani mo mienai
Ima mo I miss you
Can't live without you

Silent Jealousy yume ni ochite
Dakishimeru kioku o
Stay in yesterday toki o tomete
Kurikaesu kodoku o keshite

Take me back to the memory, to the dream

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
Kanashimi ni midarete
Kill me, Love


3. SADISTIC DESIRE

Koroshiau yokubou ni
Midare hajimeta OUT Line
Hikisakareru kuroi Dress
Shikai wo someru Desire

(Right Off)
Feel getting higher
(Suck blood)

Ki ga tsukeba kurai heya
Iki wo koroshite samayou
Karada wo nazoru kuchibiru
Hone no zui made shaburitsuku

I can't hold back the emotion
Welling up in my heart
Tsume wo tateru Sexy madness

Hanauta kuchi zusami nikutai kamichigiru
Mujakina onna wo warainagara naburikoroshite

I've got extasy, but I feel the tear is falling down x3
Oh ! Yes I have got extasy
I'm seized with it

(No! No! No!)
Nouura ni yakitsuku dokusareta kairaku wa
Sakkidachi mizura no moeagaru chi wo hakidasu

I've gotta slap your face on and on
Till down on your knees
Karamitsuku sexy mad woman

Tekubi wo kirikizami yasashiku hohoemu
Kurutta onna wo kabe ni tsurushite Hanging on the wall

Sadistic desire !

(The sadness crosses my mind)
Maiagaru genzou odorase
Moteasobu He's a cold blooded beast
Tsukimatou yokubou ni I show my true colors
Namida nagashi Tear my body up !

Sadistic desire !

(Right Off)
Feel getting higher
(Suck blood)


4. DESPERATE ANGEL

Desperate Angel
Fallin' from the sky

Desperate Angel
Now you wonder why

In a shitty town - Lotta scum around
Born into the world of make believe

What you feel - No way it's real
Everybody plays the game

Wanting more than you had before
Never gonna be satisfied

Where to go You don't know
How is your material world ?

(So won't you come beside me)
Now you're gonna get it
(Because you know I'll set you free)
Rock you all the night

Does it feel right ?
I am letting go now yeah !

(Well they) sell me this
And they sell me that
Don't wan't none of your fxxkin'crap

(Got a) lot to say
Do it my own way
I will never follow

Cannot change
Rearrange
I don't care no matter what you say

Pay your dues win or lose
How is your material world ?

(I'm burning, got the fire)
I am gonna take you
(You see you're my hot desire)
Show me your stuff

Ready ? Go !
Give you what you want and more !

Desperate Angel
Got no wings to fly

Desperate Angel
Sadness in your eyes

I wanna feel what's inside of you
I want you so bad

Forget what you've seen
And forget what you know right away

I wanna feel what's inside of you
I want you so bad

I'll show you the way
Then we'll sail far away
Paradise through the night - No !

(So won't you come beside me)

Now you're gonna get it

(Because you know I'll set you free)

Rock you all the night

(Burning up ! Look out !)

Desperate Angel

Fallin' from the sky

Desperate Angel

Now you wonder why

Desperate Angel - You've got a bad time

'nother lost soul

Desperate Angel

Got no wings to fly

Desperate Angel

Fallin' from the sky

Desperate Angel

Love you can not buy


5. STANDING SEX

Lucy in the sky
I'm whisky frisky
Lady Jane, Marry Jane
Drive me rocked out

No pain, No delight
Get me dry high
Number 24
I need X

Stand up! Fuck up!
Show no mercy Like a lunacy

Kick off! Fuck off!
I'm getting in the count down

Marry Marry Kiss me Marry
Why do you have to be ripe?

Give me Give me Give me rainy dreams
'Til they kill me away (Lights up)

Slash Slash Let me slash
Boredom Tasteless life

Get me Get me Get me out of the world
'cause I'm crying for rainy roses
Lucy in the sky
Get you up right
Crime of visual shock
You are X

Stand up! Fuck up!
Show no mercy Like my jealousy
Kick off! Fuck off!
I'm getting in the count down

Marry Marry Kiss me hurry
Why do you have to be ripe?

Give me Give me Give me rainy dreams
'Til they kill me away (lights up)
Marry Marry Kill me Marry
Can't you set me free

Lady Lady Are you ready to go?
Why do you have to be laying down?


6. WEEK-END

I hear a knock on the door
Hageshiku semaru
Ushinai-kaketa ishiki no naka de
Omae ga sasayaku
Oitsumerareta kokoro tokasu
Nibi iro no shouzou
Kirikizamareta kioku wo utsushidasu

Sakimidareta Hateful black heart
Kokoro ni semaru
Togisumasareta Transient feeling
Hitonami no naka
Histeric ni zawameku kaze ni
Tomaranai namida wo
Mune ni dakishime kodoku wo irodoru

I've nothing to lose
(Love me till the end)
Except your heart x2

Tekubi wo nagareru chi wo omae no karada ni
Karamitsukeru to isshun no uchi ni yomigaeru
Kioku ni shikai wo
Tozasare warainagara nigeteyuku omae no sugata wo
Mitsumeru kizutsuita ore ga tatteru
Week-end

Week-end, week-end
Week-end, I'm at my wit's end

Week-end

No way out

I hear a knock on the door
Hageshiku semaru
Ushinaikaketa ishiki no naka de
Omae ga sasayaku
Tsumetai yubisaki nobashi
Kizuguchi ni kuchizuke
Akaku somatta kyouki wo dakishimeru

Kagami wo mitsumenagara furueru karada ni
Nagarehajimeta sukitooru chi wo aojiroi omae
No kokoroni
Karamase genkaku ni kieteyuku saigo no namida wo
Hiroi atsumete chi no umi ni madoromu
Week-end, week-end

Week-end, I still love you
Week-end, but I cannot carry on

Tekubi wo nagareru chi wo omae no karada ni
Karamitsukeru to isshun no uchi ni yomigaeru
Kioku ni shikai wo
Tozasare warainagara nigeteyuku omae no sugata wo
Mitsumeru kizutsuita ore ga tatteru
Week-end

Week-end


7. DRUM SOLO

(Instrumental)


8. HIDE's ROOM

(No lyrics avalaible)


9. VOICELESS SCREAMING

I'm drowning in sadness
Falling far behind
I feel there is just no way out
Is there anyone there? Where am I?

Insanity and loneliness
Tear my painful heart
Broken heart keeps on going to beat
But it never stops bleeding

I've been waiting for love to come
Someone who wants to touch me inside
Memories of my yesterdays

Careless words and deeds
Masquerade of love
Gotta find my way outta here

I was blinded by dark desire
Over time I've been through it all
I'm crying my share of tears

What can I do
Will I make it through
I must be true to myself

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out

Voice of faith, I'm starting to realize
Now my eyes can see
I have gone so far
I'm feeling breath of life

And I'm looking for love to reach
Someone I want to touch deep inside
Light shines on my sight of doubt
Don't be afraid
Move forward one step
Willing mind is what I have found at last

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Knockin' on my soul's door
I believe in myself and trust what I do

Voiceless Screaming
Pain of the past still hurts me inside
Knockin' on my soul's door


DISC 2


1. PIANO SOLO

(Instrumental)


2. A PIANO STRING IN ES DUR

(Instrumental)


3. UNFINISHED

Oh! I'm looking at you
Can't control myself
Nothing, but pain for me

[Verse:]
Wipe your tears from your eyes
Just leave and forget me
No need to be hurt anymore

[Chorus:]
Go away from me now
I don't know what is love?
No need to be hurt anymore

You said, "I miss you so much
Everynight thinking of you
And facing loneliness"

[Chorus 2:]
But when you feel sadness
Never can I stay with you

I'm not the one you need
Close your eyes and forget me
There's nothing I can do anymore

I lost my way

I've been walking in the night of tears
There I found someone was holding you
As the night was falling down
With my love also vanished my vision of you

My heart is cold now

[Verse:]

You said, "I need you always
Everyday thinking of you
And living loneliness"

[Chorus 2:]
[Chorus:]

Can't find my way


4. CELEBRATION

(So tired)
Norari kurari no Cheap time
I'm never satisfied
Gozen sanji no TV show
Sagesumu kuchibiru kara wa sex appeal

(Bitch)
Mikakedaoshi no Hyper lady
I'm never satisfied
Tatta gofun no Celebration
Kinyou no asa made nya kieusero!

Mayonakasugi no Cinderella yo...
Glass no kutsu wa mou iranai

Elite kidori no Pinocchio no hana wa
Orete hia ni naru
Tokeishikake no DNA
Manequin domo no babble wa 9 to 5

Imaimashiku moekuruu taiyou wo
Hikizuri orose
Machiwabiteta toki wa semaru
Mittsu kazoeru madenya keri tsukero!
(1 2 3 you got it !!)

New York kara ore no heya made
Kuroi Curtain de oitsukuse Velvet night

Hey ! Celebration !
Ring a bell ! Swing your heart ! Sing a song !
Hey ! Celebration !
Thrown away ! sail away shout it out ! show it out !

Come on ! Celebration !
Murasaki no Smoke and illusion
Stand up ! Revolution !
Limousine ni hi wo tsukero

When the clock struck at midnight
The coach turned into a pumpkin and
The dress became a rug!
And only a glass slipper was left behind
Suddenly Cinderella crushed it and
She kicked her fuckin' onld stepmother out
And, she started for the real celebration
That would start very soon

Supankooru no tsuki ga warau machi
Final no koe wa todokanai

Come on ! Celebration !
Aoi chi no wine wo
Cheers ! Congratulations !
Sekaijuu ni Let it fall.


5. ORGASM

Wakarikitta ashita ni obieru (Break free !)
Hi no kieta kokoro no kabe yaburezu ni (Crash you !)

Omae wa motomeirun darou
Shigeki ni dakareta Making love
Karada ni fukire yosottemo tengoku e ikenai ze

Mizuboretaaitsu ni ayatsurare (Break free !)
Karada wo kakemeguru chi ga sakebu (Crash you !)

Hakidasu kotoba ni tsume wo togu
Kusari ni makareta Pleasure of mind
Kawaita sabaku de odottemo
Toki no ori yaburenai ze

[Chorus:]
Get to orgasm, get to orgasm
Karada tokase (Just like death)
Get to orgasm, get to orgasm
Fukaku tsukisase (just like death)

[Chorus:]


6. KURENAI (DEEP RED)

I could not to look back, you'd gone away from me
I felt my heartache, I was afraid of following you
When I was looking the shadows of the wall
I started running into the night to find the truth in me

In the crowded street you're standing all alone
The shadow of the days hide your heart
You are bringing down the heart of the night
Keeping everything off

As if something gonna force you
Now you're running into storm
Can't you see I'm always on your mind
Tell me why you leave me alone

When I was gonna be losing you on my mind
Found my heart in soil
I'm looking back the days
These are gonna break my heart
But I can't never hold back

All of you in my memory is still shining in my heart
Now you're wearing the mysterious lights
It keeps me sticking into my heart

My heart has been gonna dye deep red with all of pain
There's no one to cure my pain only without you
How I try to shout, how I try to run
There's nothing I can do
The wall hiding my heart is never broken again
How I try to break

Oh ! Cry in deep red...


7. JOKER

Long time ago No! No! Little time ago
Gareki wo someru aoi tsuki
Sweet junkie girl and stealing rude boy
Go mai no coin mittsu no yume

Machi wo deyô chikatetsu no basha ni nori
Laser no tuxedo denim no dress de
Kon'ya neon matataku kyoshoku no EDEN
Hoshi wo kai ni ikô

We are the Joker to be swindling walkin' boys
Odore giman no blue broad way
Joker We're final lucky men
Megami wo Bed ni tsurekome Take my luck!

Patto mi wa Dandy ika ni mo Rich
Tonde hi ni hairu KAMO Big money
The Ace of spade, 13th of the king
Sonna te ja yume wa mienaize

Platinum no caviar kogane no motor bike
Te ni ireruze kono card sae areba
Kono cheap no yama ni Adam no Ringo
Sodome no yoru ni yoe

We are the Joker We are the king of swindling boys
Etsuraku ressha de confusion
Joker Take on, Take all of money
Tenshi no hane wo hikichigire

Joker Feel like takin' the world
Joker sing song with fallin' angel
Joker Makin' love with money Tonight

Sonna hazunaize makeru hazunaize My God !

Yume nara motto misetete Keep on dreaming
Ki ga tsukya monnashi moto no Don Quichotte
Rude boy & Junkie Girl

Tell me, tell me, tell me why,
Tell me why oh please!

Joker shosen Nora inu
Casanova ya Neron ni wa narenai
Joker card no naka no
Joker ga ore wo waratteta

Feel like takin' the world
Sing song with fallin' angel
Makin' love with money tonight

Who the hell can believe you
I don't take it anymore
What can I do?

Joker's Joker, loser's loser


8. X

Samekitta machi ni wakare o tsuge
Arekuruu shigeki ni mi wo sarase
Aitsu no hitomi wa hikari-useta
Moekuruu kokoro wa ayatsurenai

[Pre-Chorus:]
Midareta ai ni nagasare omae wa subete wo ushinatta
Karada tsuranuku sakebi de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

Sabi-tsuita kotoba nage-sutete
Harisakeru kokoro wo toki-hanate
Furishikiru ame ni se wo mukete
Ikizuku yatsura ni kotoba wa nai

Umoreta toki tomado omae wa akumu wo samayo
Chi no kifuruwasu Noise de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

[Chorus:]
X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! kokoro moyase!

X ! You don't have to hesitate !
Get yourself out !
You, know you are the best !
Let's get crazy !

[Chorus:]

[Pre-Chorus:]

[Chorus:]


9. ENDLESS RAIN

I'm walking in the rain
Yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
Karamitsuku koori no zawameki
Koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until I can forget your love

Nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
Kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
Mai agaru ai o odorasete
Furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I kee my love for you to myself

[Chorus:]
Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion...
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

It's a dream, I'm in love with you
Madoromi dakishimete

[Chorus:]

I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over
Koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
Takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no
Omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget your love

[Chorus:]

Endless rain, let me stay ever more in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears, take in your memories

[Chorus:]

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