DISC 1

1. PROLOGUE (WORLD ANTHEM) (12/31/93)

(Instrumental)


2. BLUE BLOOD (12/31/93)

My face is
Covered with blood
There's nothing but pain
Oitsumerareta keraku ni

I can't tell
Where I'm going to
I'm running, all confused
Shinimo-gurui de

Then I see
You standing there
Can do nothing
But run away
Oikakete kuru genkaku ni

Look out! I'm raving mad
You can't stop my madness
Kirikizanda yume wa
Kiouki ni nagareru

(I'll slice my face
Covered with blue blood)
(Give me some more pain)
(Give me the throes of
Death)
Namida ni toreku
Aoi chi o yokubou ni kaete
Umarekawatta sugata
O yosoutte mite wo

Kodoku ni obieru
Kokoro wa ima mo
Sugisatta yume o
Motome-samayou

Higeki ni odoru
Kanashimi o maboroshi ni
Kaete sameta sugata
No butai o enjite mite mo

Hitomi ni afureru
Kyozou wa ima mo
Sugisuteta ai o
Azayaka ni utsusu

(Give me some more pain)
(Give me the throes of
Death)
Wasurerarenai kanashimi
O maboroshi ni kaete
Umarekawatta sugata o
Yosotte mite mo

Aoi namida wa higeki
Ni odoru kodoku no
Kokoro o ima demo
Nurashi-tsuzukeru


3. SADISTIC DESIRE (12/31/93)

Koroshiau yokubou ni
Midare hajimeta out line
Hikisakareru kuroi dress
Shikai wo someru desire

(Right off)
Feel getting higher
(Suck blood)

Ki ga tsukeba kurai heya
Iki wo koroshite samayou
Karada wo nazoru kuchibiru
Hone no zui made shaburitsuku

I can't hold back the emotion
Welling up in my heart
Tsume wo tateru sexy madness

Hanauta kuchi zusami nikutai kamichigiru
Mujakina onna wo warainagara naburikoroshite

I've got extasy, but I feel the tear is falling
Oh! yes I have got extasy
I'm seized with it

(No! no! no!)
Nouura ni yakitsuku dokusareta kairaku wa
Sakkidachi mizura no moeagaru chi wo hakidasu

I've gotta slap your face on and on
Till you're down on your knees
Karamitsuku sexy mad woman

Tekubi wo kirikizami yasashiku hohoemu
Kurutta onna wo kabe ni tsurushite hanging on the wall

I've got extasy, but I feel the tear is falling
Oh! yes I have got extasy
I'm seized with it

Sadistic desire!

(The sadness crosses my mind)
Maiagaru genzou odorase
Moteasobu he's a cold-blooded beast
Tsukimatou yokubou ni I show my true colors
Namida nagashi tear my body up! !

Sadistic desire!

I've got extasy, but I feel the tear is falling
Oh! yes I have got extasy
I'm seized with it

Hanauta kuchi zusami nikutai kamichigiru
Mujakina onna wo warainagara naburikoroshite

I've got extasy, but I feel the tear is falling
Oh! yes I have got extasy
I'm seized with it

Sadistic desire!

(Right off)
Feel getting higher
(Suck blood)

Sadistic desire!


4. WEEK END (12/31/95)

I hear a knock on the door
Hageshiku semaru
Ushinai-kaketa ishiki no naka de
Omae ga sasayaku
Oi-tsumerareta kokoro tokasu
Nibuiro no shôzô
Kiri-kizamareta kioku o utsushidasu

Saki-midareta hatefull black heart
Kokoro ni semaru
Togi-sumasareta transient feeling
Hitonami no naka
Hisuterikku nizawameku kaze ni
Tomaranai namida o
Mune ni dakishime kodoku o irodoru

I've nothing to lose
(Love me till the end)
Except your heart

Tekubi o nagareru chi o omae no karada ni
Karamitsukeru to isshun no uchi ni kômigaeru kioku ni Shikai o
Tozasare-warai-nagara nidete iku omae no sugata o
Mitsumeru kizu-tsuita ore ga tatte iru

Week end
Week end week end
Week end I'm at my wits end
Week end week end
Week end I'm at my wits end
Week end

I've nothing to lose
(Love me till the end)
Except your heart
I've nothing to lose
(Love me till the end)
Except your heart

I hear a knock on the door
Hageshiku semaru
Ushinai-kaketa ishiki no naka de
Omae ga sasayaku
Tsumetai yubisaki no bashi
Kizugushi ni kushi-zuke
Akaku somatta kyôki o dakishimeru

Kagami o mitsumenagara furueru karada ni
Nagare-hajimeta tsuki-tôru chi o aojiroi omae no kokoro ni
Karamase genkaku ni kiete yuku saigo no namida o
Hiroi-atsumete chi no umi no madoromu
Week end
Week end

Week end I'm at my wits end
Week end
I still love you
Week end

But I cannot carry on
Tekubi o nagareru chi o omae no karada ni
Karamitsukeru to isshun no uchi ni kômigaeru kioku ni Shikai o
Tozasare-warai-nagara nidete iku omae no sugata o
Mitsumeru kizu-tsuita ore ga tatte iru

Week end
Week end week end
Week end I'm at my wits end
Week end


5. ROSE OF PAIN (ACOUSTIC) (12/31/94)

Why are tou scared?
What have you seen?
In the castle with the silent roses
I ask again and again
Why are you sad?
What pain are you feeling?
Oh, I ask of the rose with its petals of blood
But the rose of blood can't answer me till the end

Scream without raising your voice
Iki wo koroshite mitsumeru

Kuroi hitomi no oku shinpi ni michita hohoemi wo ukaberu
Himei to tomo ni nagareru kurushimi wo mitsumete
Shiroi suhada ni shinju no kubikazari wo yosoui
Kyouki no chi to tawamure, odori hajimeru
Ai wo nakushita kokoro, satsuriku no yorokobi ni moeru
She will kill to make herself more beautiful
Gisei wo houseki ni kaete mo

Gisei no subete wo, iki wo koroshite mitsumeru

Slice them! slice them till they're running in blood
Nigemawaru onna wo
Tear up! tear up till their red blood runs dry
Hadaka no karada wo tsurushiagete

Nikushimi ni koroshi au, toki no nagare no naka de
Chi de arau, karada no kagayaki motomete
Yokubou ni dakareta kokoro iki ba wo miushinai
Ai no subete wo hikisaku, namida sae misezu ni
Rose of pain subete wo
Mitsume obieru

Rose of Pain
The castle became a violent sea of blood
The blood covers the flower, dying it deep red
Stop ! Stop dying me red
I can't take anymore
You are too cruel !
Stop ! Please stop !

Slice them! slice them till they're running in blood
Nigemawaru onna wo
Tear up! tear up till their red blood runs dry
Hadaka no karada wo tsurushiagete

Motome ai kizutsuku ai wo azakeri warai
Kawaita karada no uruoi motomete
Kill them all chimamire no kokoro subete wo miushinai
Ikiru zangyaku no naka de, namida sae misezu ni

Motome ai kizutsuku ai wo azakeri warai
Kawaita karada no uruoi motomete
Kill them all chimamire no kokoro subete wo miushinai
Ikiru zangyaku no naka de, namida sae misezu ni

Rose of pain I don't want to see
Rose of pain kurushii
Rose of pain

In eternal madness we live
Even if it was just a dream
Now pain, nothing but pain!
Rose of pain!


6. TEARS (ACOUSTIC) (12/30/95)

Doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
Ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
Nagasugita yuru ni tobi dachi wo yume mita
Ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimete

Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai kanashimi wo aoi-bara ni kaete
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
And forever with tears


7. STANDING SEX (12/31/93)

Lucy in the sky
I'm whisky frisky
Lady Jane, marry Jane
Drive me rocked out
No pain, no delight
Get me dry high
Number 24
I need X

Stand up ! fuck up !
Show no mercy like a lunacy

Kick off ! fuck off !
I'm getting in the countdown

Marry marry kiss me marry
Why do you have to be ripe

Give me give me give me rainy dreams
'Till they kill me away (lights up)

Slash slash let me slash
Boredom tasteless life

Get me get me get me out of the world
Cause I'm crying for rainy roses

Lucy in the sky
Get you up right
Crime of visual shock
You are X

Stand up ! fuck up !
Show no mercy like me jealousy

Kick off ! fuck off !
I'm getting in the countdown

Marry marry kiss me hurry
Why do you have to be ripe


Give me give me give me rainy dreams
"Till they kill me away

Marry marry kill me marry
Can't you set me free

Lady lady are you ready to go
Why do you have to be laying down


8. COUNT DOWN - X (12/31/93)

Samekitta machi ni wakare o tsuge
Arekuruu shigeki ni mi o sarase
Aitsu no hitomi wa hikari-useta
Moekuruu kokoro wa ayatsurenai

Midareta ai ni nagasare
Omae wa subete o ushinatta
Karada tsuranuku sakebi de
Omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

Sabi-tsuita kotoba nage-sutete
Harisakeru kokoro o toki-hanate
Furishikiru ame ni se wo mukete
Ikizuku yatsura ni kotoba wa nai

Umoreta toki tomadou
Omae wa akumu o samayou
Chi no kifuruwasu noise de
Omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! kokoro moyase!

(Guitar solo)

X! You don't have to hesitate!
X! Get yourself out!
X! You know you are the best!
X! Let's get crazy!

X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! kokoro moyase!

Midareta ai ni nagasare
Omae wa subete o ushinatta
Karada tsuranuku sakebi de
Omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! kokoro moyase!

X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! x! sakende miro!
X! kokoro moyase!


9. ENDLESS RAIN (12/31/93)

I'm walking in the rain
Yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
Karamitsuku koori no zawameki
Koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until I can forget your love

Nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
Kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
Mai agaru ai o odorasete
Furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself

Endless rain, fall on my heart, kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

It's a dream, I'm in love with you
Madoromi dakishimete
Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over
Koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
Takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no
Omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget you love

Endless rain, fall on my heart, kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Endless rain, let me stay
Evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears, take in your memories

Endless rain, fall on my heart, kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness


DISC 2

1. AMETHYST (INSTRUMENTAL) (12/31/96)

(Instrumental)


2. RUSTY NAIL (12/31/96)

Kioku no kakera ni egaita bara wo mitsumete
Togireta omoide kasaneru kawaranai yume ni
Oh-rusty nail

Dore dake namida wo nagaseba
Anata wo wasurareru daro
Just tell me my life
Doko made aruite mite mo
Namida de ashita ga mienai

Josho ni owatta shumatsu no kizu wasurete
Nagareru toki ni dakarete mo mune ni tsukisasaru
Oh-rusty nail

Dore dake namida wo nagaseba
Anata wo wasurerareru daro
Utsukushiku iro asete nemuru bara wo
Anata no kokoro ni sakasete

I wanna die
I wanna live
I wanna die to set me free
Day and night
Night and day
I wanna live to set me free
I can die
I can live
I can die to set me free
Day and night
Night and day
I wanna live to set me free...

Sugao no mama de ikite yukereba kitto
Hitomi ni utsuru yoru wa kagayaku yume dake nokoshite
Asa wo mukaeru kodoku wo wasurete
Akai tekubi wo dakishimete naita
Yoru wo owarasete

Kioku no tobira wo tozashita mama de furuete
Togireta omoi wo kasaneru aoi kuchibiru ni
Oh-rusty nail

Dore dake namida wo nagaseba
Anata wo wasurerareru daro
Just tell me my life
Doko made aruite mite mo
Namida de ashita ga mienai

Kurushikute kokoro o kazatta... Ima mo
Anata o wasurerarenakute


3. DAHLIA (12/31/96)

Do nothing but cry
Day and night
Kako to mirai no hazama de
Kawaranai omoi
Kirei na uso ni kaete mo... all alone

Hateshinai yosora ni nagareru
Namida wo dakishimete... mo ichido
Oh my dahlia
Kokoro wo nurasu kanashimi wa
Kazoe kirenai hoshi ni narukedo

You don't know
Where you'regoing to
Mayoi no naka de hirogeta
Kodoku no tsubasa namida no umi wo koetara

You'll see blue sky
Katachi no nai yume demo ii
Ashita no kaze ni kazashite
Habataku... ima

Time after time
You try to find yourself
Nagareru toki no naka de
Taenai kizu dakishime
Setsunasa no kaze ni mau

(Instrumental)

Dream on your left
Dead on your right
Aoi yoru wo dakishimete
Ashita wo toi kakeru
Mujun darake no kokoro ni... dead or live

Eien ni ichibyo ni nagareru
Namida wo kazaranai de... Mo nido to
Oh my dahlia
Dare mo ga motsu kokoro no kizuato ni
Nagareru ame wa...

Time after time yoru no sora ni
Umareta imi toi kakeru
Taenai namida no kawa
Gin'iro ni kagayaku made

Tsumetai kaze ni fukarete
Tobidatenai tori tachi ga
Sorezore no yume dakishime
Yoake no sora wo...

Destiny
Alive
Heaven
Love
Innocence
Always
Destroy
Aftermath
Hell
Life
Infinite

Time after time
You cry in reality
Nagareru toki wo tomete
Nagashita namida no ato
Genso no hana ga saku


4. CRUCIFY MY LOVE (12/31/96)

Crucify my love

If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know, never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way

Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say goodbye
Tried to learn, tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever

Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry

Crucify my love

If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know, never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way

Till the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh ! Is it a crime to love

Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say goodbye
Tried to learn, tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever

If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know, never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be the way


5. SCARS (12/31/96)

Kuchibiru kara kobore-ochiru
Sabita tsume no kakera
Shita ni nokoru sono itami ga
Kizu wo koji-akeru
Nagashi-kome ima Celluloid no yume wo
Fusagaru kizu ato ni yon bunji no tattuu

Zure-hajimeta rhythm no naka
Midare-odoru melody
Kake-chigai no botan de sae
Kizukazu kanade-tsuzuketa
Iro no nai hana ni mamirete-odore
Yoko-tawaru uta ni kisu wo ataeyô

Kaze ni tokete nagareru omae no yokogao
Kirisaite yaritai to kizuguchi wo hoshigaru
Kimi no kowareta melody nidoto majiwarazu
Kiete kure sakende mo
Asu mo mata
Onaji kage wo kita mama de

Nido to kataru koto mo nai
Uta-tachi ni inori wo
Magire mo naku
Itsuku shimi wo
Wakachi-atta hibi wo oh

Mimi no oku de naki ja kuru uta no
Kurikaesu koe ga mune wo kaki-mushiru

Love brilliant scars
Paint brilliant tomorrow
Sing brilliant song for myself

Itsuka futari nozonda ashita no keshiki wa
Murasaki no kaori tatsu kôfuku ni mamireta
Ima wa shiroku hiraita asu wo machi-kanete
Me wo hiraki-fumi-daseba
Ushiro kami-tsukamu omae no te ga...
Kimi no kowareta melody nido to majiwarazu
Yuganderu senritsu wa
Ore no naka de tada
Nari-tsuzuketeru dake

Dead poem's still alive
Dead poem's still alive into me
Dead poem's still screamin'
Dead poem's still screamin' into me


6. WHITE POEM I (12/31/96)

I... I feel so blue
I... I feel so blue, in this white poem
I... feel so blue
I feel... so blue, in this white poem
I...

Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why the wind is so cold
Take my heart inside your love

Love will find the way
This is the line you used to love
This is the line you used to love...
I... I feel so blue...

Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why I feel so blue
Tell me why
Tell me why I love you

My love for you would break my heart
No no no
No way to change my heart
I still wanna be in the endless blue verse

This is the line you used to love
Love will find the way

Do you still believe that ?
Do you still believe that ?
While I'm away, read this line again...


7. DRAIN (12/31/96)

Talk to my troubled brain
If you can feel my pain
So much hurting that's living in my head
Now I can barely breathe
And now my heart's disease
And my name and my life has been stepped
On and on' no no !

You made fool out of me
There is no way out
I'm going down the drain

The name of god in vain
You pushed me I'm insane
Dissolution is knocking on my door
Can't stop my bitter tears
Oh take away my fears
Body and soul is blown up into pieces

Oh Cry out I want to be free
Dry out I want to know truth

Let me drain my feelings out
Lough like a drain my emotions scream
Let me drain !

So I can't speak my mind
Anata sae mo blind
I am left in a land with just solitude
Has this become my fate
Who's next be your bate
Vicious cycle repeating on and on

Cry out I want be loved
Dry out I want see dreams
Oh cry out I want to be free
Dry out I want to know truth

Let me drain my feelings out
Lough like a drain my emotions scream
Let me drain my feelings out
Lough like a drain my emotions scream
Let me drain !


8. SAY ANYTHING (ACOUSTIC) (12/31/95)

Sawameki dake ga kokoro o sashite kikoenai mune no toiki
Toki wo wasurete motome samayou takanaru omoi nurashite

Run away from reality I've been crying in the dream
Kôritsuita toki ni furuete
Yugande mienai kioku kasaneru kanashimi ga kieru made

You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachikirenai kokoro ni
You say anything just tell me all of your sweet lies
Say anything enji kirenai kokoro ni
If I can't go back to where I have been
Yume no naka ni dake ikite owaranai ame ni nureru nagareru
Namida o hakujitsuyume ni somete
You say anything whatever you like to say to me
Say anything you leave me out of my eyes
You say anything all I can hear is voice from dream
Say anything you can dry my every tear

Akari no kieta on the stage hitori mitsumete
Tôritsugita hibi ni dakareru
Kowashite kure nani mo ka mo kazatta ai mo
Toki no suna ni kieru made -

You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachikirenai kokoro ni
You say anything just tell me all of your sweet lies
Say anything enji kirenai kokoro ni
If I can't go back to where I have been
Yume no naka ni dake ikite owaranai ame ni nureru nagareru
Namida o hakujitsuyume ni somete
You say anything whatever you like to say to me
Say anything you leave me out of my eyes
You say anything all I can hear is voice from dream
Say anything you can dry my every tear

Close your eyes and - I'll kill you in the rain
Kirei ni koroshi aeba zoka no bara ni umoreta
Shijin no namida wa kioku ni nagarasete

Time may change my life but my heart remains the same to you
Time may change your heart my love for you never changes

You say anything kitzutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachikirenai kokoro ni
You say anything, - say anything now you've gone away where can I go from here ?

Say anything, - say anything.......

"I believed if time passes, everything turns into beauty. If the rain stops, tears clean the scars of memory away. Everything starts wearing fresh colors. every sound begins Playing a heartful melody. jealousy embellishes a page of Epic. desire is embraced in a dream but my mind is still In chaos and..... . "


9. TEARS (12/31/93)

Doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
Ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
Nagasugita yuru ni tobi dachi wo yume mita
Ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimete

Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But i never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai kanashimi wo aoi-bara ni kaete
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday i'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now i will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams
And forever with tears


10. FOREVER LOVE (12/31/96)

Mou hitori de arukenai
Toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite
Ah kizu tsuku koto nante
Nareta hazu dakedo ima wa...

Ah kono mama dakishimete
Nureta mama no kokoro wo
Kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni
Kawaranai ai ga aru nara

Will you hold my heart
Namida uketomete
Mou kowaresou na all my heart

Forever love forever dream
Afureru omoi dake ga
Hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu
Oh tell me why

All I see is blue in my heart

Will you stay with me
Kaze ga sugisaru made
Mata afuredasu all my tears

Forever love forever dream
Kono mama soba ni ite
Yoake ni furueru kokoro wo dakishimete
Oh stay with me

Ah subete ga owareba ii
Owari no nai kono yoru ni
Ah ushinau mono nante
Nanimo nai anata dake

Forever love forever dream
Kono mama soba ni ite
Yoake ni furueru kokoro wo dakishimete

Ah will you stay with me
Kaze ga sugisaru made
Mou dare yori mo soba ni

Forever love forever dream
Kore ijou arukenai
Oh tell me why oh tell me true
Oshiete ikiru imi wo

Forever love forever dream
Afureru namida no naka
Kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made
Forever love