1/ Different problem, same solution.

The more I cut the more I bleed
I am my only enemy
The more I bleed the more I feel
Selfinflicted

Different problem, same solution
Different problem, same solution
Different problem, same solution
Another kind of pain

Salvation lies within the steel
Pain is all I need to feel
A brand new state of misery
Termination

Deleting myself
Become someone else
In darkness I find
My inner strength

The greater scars the greater pain
I know I`ll never be the same
Whatever is my destiny
I don`t need to see

Deleting myself
Become someone else
In darkness I find
My inner strength

Alone with my shame
I failed once again
I need to regain
My inner strength

This life is useless, I`m dead within
This life is useless, I cannot win

Deleting myself
Become someone else
In darkness I find
My inner strength

Alone with my shame
I failed once again
I need to regain
My inner strength


2/ Reasons to hate.

Always the same, taking the blame, cheated again, losing the game.
I have no selfesteem at all, and that`s fine by me.

Loaded with rage, sick of the pain, easy to say, hard to explain.
I have no feelings left for you, and that`s fine by me.

Just when you thought you were safe
That`s when you`re falling from grace
You`re fraid you`re losing the game
I`ll give you reasons to hate

Always the same, taking the blame, cheated again, losing the game.
I have no selfesteem at all and that`s fine by me.

Just when you thought you were safe
That`s when you`re falling from grace
You`re fraid you`re losing the game
I`ll give you reasons to hate


3/ The worst is yet to come.

I run in circles, dodging bullets all the time.
Avoiding conflicts, but it hardly ever works.
A lot of people seems to know what`s best for me.
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet to come.

Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.

Opress emotion, fake affection, fake a smile.
I`ll never win this game, no matter how I try.
Your love means nothing when I cannot love myself.
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet to come.

Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.

I try to accept my faith, that I am a total failure, failure.
Looking inside myself, trying to find my saviour, saviour.
Trying to understand, trying to understand.
The meaning of life, the meaning of life is dying.

Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.

ge, sick of the pain, easy to say, hard to explain.
I have no feelings left for you, and that`s fine by me.

Just when you thought you were safe
That`s when you`re falling from grace
You`re fraid you`re losing the game
I`ll give you reasons to hate

Always the same, taking the blame, cheated again, losing the game.
I have no selfesteem at all and that`s fine by me.

Just when you thought you were safe
That`s when you`re falling from grace
You`re fraid you`re losing the game
I`ll give you reasons to hate


4/ Wasted

Here I come again.
Your retarded friend.
What`s inside my head?
Mind your own instead.

Look at me and smile.
Makes you`re life worthwile.
You don`t understand.
I`m the better man.

Now in times like these.
Nothing`s what it seems.
Who`s your enemies.
What do you believe.

Dreams of clear blue skies.
Reasons to get high.
One more taste of life, and I`ll be satisfied.

Wasted, once again.
Hatred, a lifetime of pain.

Feeling numb inside.
Mental genocide.
Lonliness is true.
Stained by solitude.

Need to stay awake.
Everything is fake.
Sanity is gone.
Can`t trust anyone.

Wasted, once again.
Hatred, a lifetime of pain.
Save me, from myself.
Broken, but noone can tell.

Life, wouldn`t be such a burden for me, if somebody would stand by my side.
Don`t be mistaken, this smile, I`m just faking, to hide that I`m living a lie.
Life, wouldn`t be such a burden for me, if somebody would stand by my side.
Don`t be mistaken, this smile, I`m just faking, to hide that I`m living a lie.

Wasted, once again.
Hatred, a lifetime of pain.
Save me, from myself.
Broken, but noone can tell.


5/ Sharing my disease

I fear my own reflection.
I fear what`s caught inside of me.
I fear my intuition.
I fear my other side, my violent side.

When I hear you call my name, all I ask for.
Is a place to hide my shame, away from you.

I am sharing my hatred, with you.
I am sharing, my disease.
Why, why, why do you always push me around.

I am abomination
I am forever lost inside.
I am a foul creation.
I am the underdog, beneath you all.

When I hear you call my name, all I ask for.
Is a place to hide my shame, away from you.

I am sharing my hatred, with you.
I am sharing, my disease.
Why, why, why do you always push me around.

This is the final chapter.
This is my very last crusade.

When I hear you call my name, all I ask for.
Is a place to hide my shame, away from you.
As the shadows kill the light, for the last time.
In the darkness I will grow, forever grey.

I am sharing my hatred, with you.
I am sharing, my disease.
Why, why, why do you always push me around.
Why, do you always push me around.
Why, do you always push me around.


6/ C.O.M.A.

Distant memories of pain, keep occupying my brain.
Where do they all come from?
Fade into transparency, this time it won`t be in vain.
Towards oblivion.

Helpless
Senseless,insane
Graceless
Faithless and stained

Seems like the time has come for violence.
To satisfy my lust for pain.

Totally bent out of shape, I`m colliding with the truth.
Disturbance of the peace.
Sick of all your happiness, pathetic, kindhearted fools.
You`ll never understand.

Helpless
Senseless,insane
Graceless
Faithless and stained

Seems like the time has come for violence.
To satisfy my lust for pain.
I guess it`s time to break the silence.
I`ll never be the same again.

This is my confession, can`t you see that my aggressions has turned into an obsession for me.


7/ Divine

Another day gone by, beneath a blood red sky, it makes me wonder why, life`s such a sacrifice.

Can`t you see I`ll never be the one you wanted me to.

I`ll never be divine

And as I turn to stone, so cold.
I`ll never get it right, Right?

It`s getting hard to see, what you want me to be.
Illuminating me, why can`t you leave me be.

Never asked for you to nail me up upon your cross.

I`ll never be divine

And as I turn to stone, so cold.
I`ll never get it right, Right?
Another lie so true, for you.
Tormented mind so stained, in pain.

Can`t you see I`ll never be the one you wanted me to.
Never asked for you to nail me up upon your cross.


8/ Naked

Hanging by a thread, Echoes in my head,

Staring at the walls, As the curtain falls,

Naked on the stage, Conquering the shame.

I cover my face, Closing the gates,
To live in disgrace.

Sick of being me, Screaming to be free,

Drowning in myself, Could be someone else,

In my private hell, punishing myself.

I cover my face, Closing the gates,
To live in disgrace.

This seems to be, insanity, i recognize, this state in me.


9/ Wars to win and wars to lose

After ages of war I try to compensate,
for the lifes that I took in anger.
Sad reminder of death`s been so hard to erase.
Might aswell just go with hatred.

My failure, my failure, my failure was I killed my saviour.

Nothing left to win, nothing left to die for.
Nothing left but sin, and a wish to die.

Celebration of peace is just hypocrisy, as it`s not my real intension.
I`m reloading my guns to go another round.
I see death as my own invention.

Creation, creation, creation of my own damnation.

Nothing left to win, nothing left to die for.
Nothing left but sin, and a wish to die.

Innocence, my innocence is gone.

After ages of of war I try to compensate,
for the lifes that I took in anger.
Sad reminder of death`s been so hard to erase.
Might aswell just go with hatred.

My failure, my failure, my failure was I killed my saviour.

Nothing left to win, nothing left to die for.
Nothing left but sin, and a wish to die.

Innocence, my innocence is gone.