1. BEHIND THE DARKNESS

As the autumn of my life approaches
I won’t crawl nor implore any god
Their lies are like acid corroding your mind,
Preventing you from seeing yourself

Hate installs in my bones

I won’t keep still
Waiting from the eternal lady to come
Deep void which leads to self destruction
At the other side you will find nothing

With a firm hand, I cut my wrists
With unswerving, I will stop my pulse

See how fast the warm river of your life
Flows from your body staining everything red
Immense hate leading to pleasure

Just waiting until life escapes with your last breath

I won’t keep still
Waiting from the eternal lady to come
Deep void which leads to self destruction
At the other side you will find nothing

Relaxed flesh thick mist that hides my sight

With grey lips, I fly to the mansion of hades
As the night of my life is coming

Stretch out your arms
Welcome the black light


2. BLESS ME

While the bodies
Are piled up
With their members aside
With no possibility of knocking on any door

The moans give place to silence between the fog

After taking pleasure with the pathetic grimaces of contorted faces

Enemies of me, bodies of mortal men
The flame of hate is kept alive

With no possibility of knocking on any door
Now bless my hands
Bless me

An eye for an eye, they won’t be allowed
To the calm of a peaceful dead

Now bless my hands
Bless me

This is the moment
Time to pay
Raise your eyes
And watch the hands

The moans give place to silence between the fog


3. DAWN IN DISGRACE

I’m falling down the void
Through a black hole
Holding my breath
And with no life force
My brain seems to be exploding
As if it was the end
But it isn’t yet

Submitted by imaginary chains
Lost between wakefulness and sleepyness
I keep my eyes closed
Doubts are dispelled

The shrunken body with a strange grimace
Recovering a breath of life
Fighting for life

Surrounded by blood that isn’t blood
I abandon everything
Not knowing if I’m dying or I’m being born

I damn myself, what else could be done?
Dark decadent world where
I can’t find a place

I’m screaming and nobody seems to hear
I think I’m giving it all up

I damn myself, what else could be done?

I’m still living. I died long ago


4. THE ENCHANTED LOOM

I can’t remember farther than yesterday
Everything is lost, mist invades me
And hate consumes me
I’m here, but I can see from beyond

Even behind the crystal of the death
Knives immerse in the haze wound your body

Shadows from yesterday
Are whispering to my ear
As they surround me
Fear invades my neurons

I can’t remember farther than yesterday
Everything is lost,
Mist invades me

And my blood flows under my skin
As if it was trying to ‘scape

There is nobody
Only the thick mist smiling
With a long echo
Even behind the crystal of death
Where’s the lost connection?
Where’s the distinction between reality and fiction?

And when the voices come

I live inside a dream
But it seems so real
That I think I’ll get everything
Only stretching out my hand