Ugly Mus-tard : Ugly Mus-tard
Lyrics
1. TWISTE AND SHAKE
Complete disregard. Disection of God.
Sanitize these memories and tighten the restraints.
Misdirection. Resurection.
Is this the department where I turn in my complaints ?
Hate.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Pain.
Just another broken word.
Love.
If this is love, then I don't want to be a part of this life anyway.
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling..
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling..
Twist and shake and these are my remains.
Is everybody capable of conflicting pain ?
Twist and shake and this is what remains.
Is everybody capable of inserting shame ?
Against a wall of power.
Tear down the incomplete...the Eifel tower.
Feel a world of hurt, room full of dirt,
dress me in a skirt, beat me to a pulp,
and tell do you really know about..
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling..
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling down.
Twist and shake and these are my remains.
Is everybody capable of conflicting pain ?
Twist and shake and this is what remains.
Is everybody capable of inserting shame ?
Conflicting. Restricting.
Misdirecting effect and acting on instinct
is insect technical defect correct in you.
Conflicting. Restricting.
Misdirecting effect and acting on instinct
Do you object ?
2. INK BLOT
Just like the sun,
I wanna burn down through the skin and burn again.
And everything is fine, you made a mountain from a hill.
Kill
Anything that stands in my way, but
I wear your every word like
Blinders on a horse of couse.
Neverland is far away.
Neverland is far away.
Am I in your will ?
If I spill, will you rub my nose in it ?
Do I bleed enough ?
Am I fit to breed ?
Things around me , pull me down deep.
I remind me what I've always been told.
Jesus' arms be wrapped around me.
Is this my heaven, 'cause my hell is too cold ?
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
Rain, rain, acid rain. Come down like someone elses' pain.
Listen close to everything. It makes no since at all.
Rain, rain, acid rain. Come down like someone elses' pain.
My loss is your gain, let the little man sleep.
Things around me , pull me down deep.
I remind me what I've always been told.
Jesus' arms be wrapped around me.
Is this my heaven, 'cause my hell is too cold ?
If I dream, don't deceive me.
If I trust, don't believe me.
If I steal, don't arraign me.
If I run, don't you chase me.
If I crack, don't commit me.
If I stain, don't omit me.
If I break, don't replace me.
If I pain, don't deface me.
If I need, don't deny me.
If I squirm, don't untie me.
If I die, don't cremate me.
If I love, don't you hate me.
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
3. HIGH
And if. I could see what you see
Dirty looking down on myself.
I don't want no pity for the weak
Shelter from a sea of bitter taste
I believe I bit my tongue.
And I don't like what I see!
I feel like killing everything I belive in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
Underneath, I am numb from nothing.
Arms around me until my arteries..
Deserve what I get, to whom it may concern
I'm alone with you
But I'm by myself.
And I don't like what I see
I'm High, looking down on myself
I'm High, and I don't like what I see
I'm High, looking down on myself.
I don't like what I see.
I feel like killing everything I believe in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
I feel like killing everything I believe in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
I feel like killing everything I believe in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
4. QUIKLIME
Broken
Happy man, half a man.
Give him what he wants, and he takes it from her.
Laughing
At the world around him trembling.
Shaken by reality
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
Swallowed
By everything from head to toe.
Baptize his girth in a pool of yellow sweat.
Downward
Can't stop the noise inside.
Feeding on the memories of floundering mass.
These things will go away. Just can't get rid of this.
These lives will go to waste. Just can't get rid of this..
Liar
Taken by self control.
Breathing down the throat of what he used to be
Stolen
From underneath the nose
Of babies in candyland, of porcupines and lemonade.
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
Quicklime. Quicklime.
Quicklime. Quicklime.
These things will go away. Just can't get rid of this.
These lives will go to waste. Just can't get rid of this.
5. I OWE IT ALL TO YOU
I'm a turn in the spine
Blind leading the blind
Get off without your kind.
Looked for sanction, but instructions did not come.
I tried to bend, now I depend.
When I cried, you turned again.
I owe it all to you.
I owe it all to you.
Is blood this red and life this long?
Is my right your fucking wrong?
Seed.
Dead.
Weak.
Strong.
This is what I used to be.
And this is what I am.
Send 'em all to war.
Back for more.
Pretty as aflower, treat her like a whore.
'Til you undo the devil's done
It's not His fault, and you're the one I..
I owe it all to you.
I owe it all to you.
The sky is grey, the veins are dry.
Shove a needle in my eye.
If I wake before I die.
Choke.
Swallow.
Drop.
Or Fly.
Is blood this red and life this long?
Is my right your fucking wrong?
Seed.
Dead.
Weak.
Strong.
I owe it all to you.
I owe it all to you.
This is what I used to be.
And this is what I am.
This is what I used to be.
And this is what I am.
6. HATE
Dance with the horse and yeah
I'll be there to break your back, I....
Can't think of nothing better to do.
Point your words at me and
I'll be damned if I don't know what to do, it...
Seems something wrong here.
Cuss like the devil
I'm the perfect reflection of you, I...
Get stuck I start to bleed.
Angry man. Dust bin.
Sweep away the things that piss me off.
In you I see myself.
Rub the skin. Torturous machinery.
Give unto me...everything.
I hate you
I hate you
Push yourself all over me. Hypocrite.
Shut your mouth, I can't think.
What good is it anyway?
Don't want your needles sticking.
Scrape me off the wall if I get....
Too much to drink again.
I'm the dog you laugh at. Wounded.
Three leg, inbred, kick my head in...
As life begins to rot.
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
Is this not what you expect to see?
Every piece a product of your inhumanity.
Tell me this is not what you're dying to be.
7. SODOMAGGOT
I really want you.
I really love you.
I really need you to mess up my world.
I wanna hold you.
Tie and control you.
I wanna hear you scream my name to the world.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me like you, so I'll rip you in two.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me just like you and this is what I do.
I really owe you.
Beg and bestow you.
I can't believe we've even made it this far.
Bow down and kiss you.
Beat down and fist you.
I can't belive this pain, this thing's so hard.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me like you, so I'll rip you in two.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me just like you and this is what I do.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me like you, so I'll rip you in two.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me just like you and this is what I do.
8. WAS
Happy. Sunshine. Green grass growing.
Smiling faces. Pearlies showing.
Care free. Loving. Rosey red.
To think I let that go to my head.
I was....
Sunshine pouring through a window, cold
Water running down the face of a child
I remember nothing but a breath of air
growing thicker in my lungs.
I think of nothing else, just sordid pleasure with myself
Ooh I can't believe what does man gotta
Do to get a little nothing but a....
I spit in the face of bigger men
I ran the rat race and I'm still a rat
Yeah, vote for me I'm president, I've..
Walked through your garden and I've
Pulled your pedals one by one
She loves me, she loves me not.
And this is what I get to wanna fly
You call it suicide!?
Colors so vivid, just like opening my eyes
For the first time
And I feel closer to god
Can you hear just what I whisper
When I blow out the candles?
You teach me how to swim
Then you push me under.
Is nothing left to sacrifice?
You've torn me up, now here's your slice.
Fill me up. Suck me dry. Push me off and I can't fly.
I was....
Happy. Sunshine. Green grass growing.
Smiling faces. Pearlies showing.
Care free. Loving. Rosey red.
To think I let that go to my head.
I was. I was. I was. I was. I was.
I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was.
Little left but nothing now.
Staring through the face of a clown.
As the make-up smears.
Happiness is just a dream living in
A man that might seem put together oh so well.
Everything's so fucking clear.
9. ILL
Ugly..wreck of a man.
Wipe the earth from his brow.
Steal spit from another mother fucker.
Ignorance..unforgotten.
Unforgiving.
He feels everything.
He feels every little thing.
He feel everything.
Scary..black on the inside.
Dignity pissed on
Last call. Straight down.
Just enough to rub him out.
Cracker..all too much to be alive.
Open hole to crawl inside.
Watch him walk his lonely stride.
Catch your death. die a lie.
Be inside of you.
Burning what you feel.
Tasting everything.
No more time to kill.
Pestilence is not alive.
Straight down, burn the wall.
Creature, god made him hole.
Be inside of you.
Burning what you feel.
Tasting everything.
No more time to kill.
Scary..black on the inside.
Dignity pissed on
Last call. Straight down.
Just enough to rub him out.
Cracker..all too much to be alive.
Open hole to crawl inside.
Watch him walk his lonely stride.
Catch your death. die a lie.
Lie, lie, lie
Pesilence is not alive.
Straight down, burn the wall.
Creature, god made him hole.
10. FRIEND
Today..I made a new friend. A cool friend
One I can go anywhere with.
A way to pass the time when I get bored..and angry.
Nobody picks on me with my new friend.
The only one who really knows the way I feel.
Oh, the look on his face
When he met my new friend......pain.
The bitter taste of exaltation still remains on my tongue
I'll remember everything my new friend has taught me
My new friend will rid you of your disease......existence.
My friend gives me peace (and you don't).
My friend gives me meaning (and you don't).
My friend gives me something to do.
My friend gives me love (and you don't).
My friend gives me strength (and you don't)
My friend leaves me nothing else to do.
I'll make you wish you never said that.
I'll make you take it back.
I will degrade you
My friend will make you shit your pants.
I'll bring you down,
I'll fuck you up.
You make a sound, I'll fuck you up.
You say my name, I'll fuck you up.
I am your pain, my friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
You don't deserve this life, you never did.
My friend will take you to a better place.
A man I am. I am a man. My new friend....the Son of Sam.
I've taken everything you had and turned it into this
(Shit)
I'm now almighty. I am invincible.
(Your god)
So shut your trap, and take it like a grown up.
We'll take care of the assholes.
We'll take care of the derelicts.
We'll take care of everyone.
We'll take care of the black sheep.
We'll take care of the white sheep.
We'll take care of everyone.
I'll make you wish you never said that.
I'll make you take it back.
I will degrade you.
My friend will make you shit your pants.
I'll bring you down,
I'll fuck you up.
You make a sound, I'll fuck you up.
You say my name, I'll fuck you up.
I am your pain, my friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will eat you alive.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
You don't deserve this life, you never did.
My friend will take you to a better place.
I am everywhere. I am everyone.
I am everything you wanted me to be.
I don't deserve this life, I never did.
My friend will take me to a better place
Complete disregard. Disection of God.
Sanitize these memories and tighten the restraints.
Misdirection. Resurection.
Is this the department where I turn in my complaints ?
Hate.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Pain.
Just another broken word.
Love.
If this is love, then I don't want to be a part of this life anyway.
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling..
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling..
Twist and shake and these are my remains.
Is everybody capable of conflicting pain ?
Twist and shake and this is what remains.
Is everybody capable of inserting shame ?
Against a wall of power.
Tear down the incomplete...the Eifel tower.
Feel a world of hurt, room full of dirt,
dress me in a skirt, beat me to a pulp,
and tell do you really know about..
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling..
Love. Love.
Do you know what it feels like ?
Love. Love.
And the walls come tumbling down.
Twist and shake and these are my remains.
Is everybody capable of conflicting pain ?
Twist and shake and this is what remains.
Is everybody capable of inserting shame ?
Conflicting. Restricting.
Misdirecting effect and acting on instinct
is insect technical defect correct in you.
Conflicting. Restricting.
Misdirecting effect and acting on instinct
Do you object ?
2. INK BLOT
Just like the sun,
I wanna burn down through the skin and burn again.
And everything is fine, you made a mountain from a hill.
Kill
Anything that stands in my way, but
I wear your every word like
Blinders on a horse of couse.
Neverland is far away.
Neverland is far away.
Am I in your will ?
If I spill, will you rub my nose in it ?
Do I bleed enough ?
Am I fit to breed ?
Things around me , pull me down deep.
I remind me what I've always been told.
Jesus' arms be wrapped around me.
Is this my heaven, 'cause my hell is too cold ?
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
Rain, rain, acid rain. Come down like someone elses' pain.
Listen close to everything. It makes no since at all.
Rain, rain, acid rain. Come down like someone elses' pain.
My loss is your gain, let the little man sleep.
Things around me , pull me down deep.
I remind me what I've always been told.
Jesus' arms be wrapped around me.
Is this my heaven, 'cause my hell is too cold ?
If I dream, don't deceive me.
If I trust, don't believe me.
If I steal, don't arraign me.
If I run, don't you chase me.
If I crack, don't commit me.
If I stain, don't omit me.
If I break, don't replace me.
If I pain, don't deface me.
If I need, don't deny me.
If I squirm, don't untie me.
If I die, don't cremate me.
If I love, don't you hate me.
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
Wanna breathe underwater.
Wanna be like my Father.
3. HIGH
And if. I could see what you see
Dirty looking down on myself.
I don't want no pity for the weak
Shelter from a sea of bitter taste
I believe I bit my tongue.
And I don't like what I see!
I feel like killing everything I belive in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
Underneath, I am numb from nothing.
Arms around me until my arteries..
Deserve what I get, to whom it may concern
I'm alone with you
But I'm by myself.
And I don't like what I see
I'm High, looking down on myself
I'm High, and I don't like what I see
I'm High, looking down on myself.
I don't like what I see.
I feel like killing everything I believe in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
I feel like killing everything I believe in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
I feel like killing everything I believe in.
I feel like killing everything I am.
4. QUIKLIME
Broken
Happy man, half a man.
Give him what he wants, and he takes it from her.
Laughing
At the world around him trembling.
Shaken by reality
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
Swallowed
By everything from head to toe.
Baptize his girth in a pool of yellow sweat.
Downward
Can't stop the noise inside.
Feeding on the memories of floundering mass.
These things will go away. Just can't get rid of this.
These lives will go to waste. Just can't get rid of this..
Liar
Taken by self control.
Breathing down the throat of what he used to be
Stolen
From underneath the nose
Of babies in candyland, of porcupines and lemonade.
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
He wants her down there.
Mr. Festival
He'll take him down there.
Mr. Carnivore
Quicklime. Quicklime.
Quicklime. Quicklime.
These things will go away. Just can't get rid of this.
These lives will go to waste. Just can't get rid of this.
5. I OWE IT ALL TO YOU
I'm a turn in the spine
Blind leading the blind
Get off without your kind.
Looked for sanction, but instructions did not come.
I tried to bend, now I depend.
When I cried, you turned again.
I owe it all to you.
I owe it all to you.
Is blood this red and life this long?
Is my right your fucking wrong?
Seed.
Dead.
Weak.
Strong.
This is what I used to be.
And this is what I am.
Send 'em all to war.
Back for more.
Pretty as aflower, treat her like a whore.
'Til you undo the devil's done
It's not His fault, and you're the one I..
I owe it all to you.
I owe it all to you.
The sky is grey, the veins are dry.
Shove a needle in my eye.
If I wake before I die.
Choke.
Swallow.
Drop.
Or Fly.
Is blood this red and life this long?
Is my right your fucking wrong?
Seed.
Dead.
Weak.
Strong.
I owe it all to you.
I owe it all to you.
This is what I used to be.
And this is what I am.
This is what I used to be.
And this is what I am.
6. HATE
Dance with the horse and yeah
I'll be there to break your back, I....
Can't think of nothing better to do.
Point your words at me and
I'll be damned if I don't know what to do, it...
Seems something wrong here.
Cuss like the devil
I'm the perfect reflection of you, I...
Get stuck I start to bleed.
Angry man. Dust bin.
Sweep away the things that piss me off.
In you I see myself.
Rub the skin. Torturous machinery.
Give unto me...everything.
I hate you
I hate you
Push yourself all over me. Hypocrite.
Shut your mouth, I can't think.
What good is it anyway?
Don't want your needles sticking.
Scrape me off the wall if I get....
Too much to drink again.
I'm the dog you laugh at. Wounded.
Three leg, inbred, kick my head in...
As life begins to rot.
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
Is this not what you expect to see?
Every piece a product of your inhumanity.
Tell me this is not what you're dying to be.
7. SODOMAGGOT
I really want you.
I really love you.
I really need you to mess up my world.
I wanna hold you.
Tie and control you.
I wanna hear you scream my name to the world.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me like you, so I'll rip you in two.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me just like you and this is what I do.
I really owe you.
Beg and bestow you.
I can't believe we've even made it this far.
Bow down and kiss you.
Beat down and fist you.
I can't belive this pain, this thing's so hard.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me like you, so I'll rip you in two.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me just like you and this is what I do.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me like you, so I'll rip you in two.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
I wanna break you. Sodomaggot.
God made me just like you and this is what I do.
8. WAS
Happy. Sunshine. Green grass growing.
Smiling faces. Pearlies showing.
Care free. Loving. Rosey red.
To think I let that go to my head.
I was....
Sunshine pouring through a window, cold
Water running down the face of a child
I remember nothing but a breath of air
growing thicker in my lungs.
I think of nothing else, just sordid pleasure with myself
Ooh I can't believe what does man gotta
Do to get a little nothing but a....
I spit in the face of bigger men
I ran the rat race and I'm still a rat
Yeah, vote for me I'm president, I've..
Walked through your garden and I've
Pulled your pedals one by one
She loves me, she loves me not.
And this is what I get to wanna fly
You call it suicide!?
Colors so vivid, just like opening my eyes
For the first time
And I feel closer to god
Can you hear just what I whisper
When I blow out the candles?
You teach me how to swim
Then you push me under.
Is nothing left to sacrifice?
You've torn me up, now here's your slice.
Fill me up. Suck me dry. Push me off and I can't fly.
I was....
Happy. Sunshine. Green grass growing.
Smiling faces. Pearlies showing.
Care free. Loving. Rosey red.
To think I let that go to my head.
I was. I was. I was. I was. I was.
I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was.
Little left but nothing now.
Staring through the face of a clown.
As the make-up smears.
Happiness is just a dream living in
A man that might seem put together oh so well.
Everything's so fucking clear.
9. ILL
Ugly..wreck of a man.
Wipe the earth from his brow.
Steal spit from another mother fucker.
Ignorance..unforgotten.
Unforgiving.
He feels everything.
He feels every little thing.
He feel everything.
Scary..black on the inside.
Dignity pissed on
Last call. Straight down.
Just enough to rub him out.
Cracker..all too much to be alive.
Open hole to crawl inside.
Watch him walk his lonely stride.
Catch your death. die a lie.
Be inside of you.
Burning what you feel.
Tasting everything.
No more time to kill.
Pestilence is not alive.
Straight down, burn the wall.
Creature, god made him hole.
Be inside of you.
Burning what you feel.
Tasting everything.
No more time to kill.
Scary..black on the inside.
Dignity pissed on
Last call. Straight down.
Just enough to rub him out.
Cracker..all too much to be alive.
Open hole to crawl inside.
Watch him walk his lonely stride.
Catch your death. die a lie.
Lie, lie, lie
Pesilence is not alive.
Straight down, burn the wall.
Creature, god made him hole.
10. FRIEND
Today..I made a new friend. A cool friend
One I can go anywhere with.
A way to pass the time when I get bored..and angry.
Nobody picks on me with my new friend.
The only one who really knows the way I feel.
Oh, the look on his face
When he met my new friend......pain.
The bitter taste of exaltation still remains on my tongue
I'll remember everything my new friend has taught me
My new friend will rid you of your disease......existence.
My friend gives me peace (and you don't).
My friend gives me meaning (and you don't).
My friend gives me something to do.
My friend gives me love (and you don't).
My friend gives me strength (and you don't)
My friend leaves me nothing else to do.
I'll make you wish you never said that.
I'll make you take it back.
I will degrade you
My friend will make you shit your pants.
I'll bring you down,
I'll fuck you up.
You make a sound, I'll fuck you up.
You say my name, I'll fuck you up.
I am your pain, my friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
You don't deserve this life, you never did.
My friend will take you to a better place.
A man I am. I am a man. My new friend....the Son of Sam.
I've taken everything you had and turned it into this
(Shit)
I'm now almighty. I am invincible.
(Your god)
So shut your trap, and take it like a grown up.
We'll take care of the assholes.
We'll take care of the derelicts.
We'll take care of everyone.
We'll take care of the black sheep.
We'll take care of the white sheep.
We'll take care of everyone.
I'll make you wish you never said that.
I'll make you take it back.
I will degrade you.
My friend will make you shit your pants.
I'll bring you down,
I'll fuck you up.
You make a sound, I'll fuck you up.
You say my name, I'll fuck you up.
I am your pain, my friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will eat you alive.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
My friend will fuck you up.
You don't deserve this life, you never did.
My friend will take you to a better place.
I am everywhere. I am everyone.
I am everything you wanted me to be.
I don't deserve this life, I never did.
My friend will take me to a better place
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