1. FALL

Cold winds of autumn touch my face
Hear it's whisper hear it's phrase
Feel the silence as it lays
Spoke words well as lies
Covering a thousand cries

Dark autumn rough and cold
Like voices of the tales of old
And in the end who gives a fuck
Pain is the game is all we got

Cold autumn full of pain and frost
Mere words spoken sentence lost
Feel the silence as it lays
Spoke words well as lies
Covering a thousand cries

For the future to is written yet
And be it as a hint to get
And for sure the day will come
When autumn will sing you a song

Dark autumn rough and cold
Like voices of the tales of old
And in the end who gives a fuck
Pain is the game is all we got
You took our pride our life as well
For how long shall there be this hell
But in the end who gives a fuck
Pain is the game is all we got


2. ONE MORNINGS TRAGEDY

I woke early morning
The world lay fresh and still
As rapidly a little bird
Came hovering on my window sill
He sang a song so pretty
So cheerful and so free
And suddenly my grief
Began to slip away

He sang of distant spaces
Of laughter and of fun
It seemed his happy whistle
Brought up the morning sun
I stirred beneath the covers
Crept slowly out of bed
I harshly shut the window
And crushed his little head

When the night is black
The morning is darker
With an evident lack
Of a smile and a laughter
Take step by step
Move on my way
No turning back
Overcoming the day

Seeing little white feathers
Floating across the window
Seems to cheer up my mood as
It looks so much like snow
As I look through the shade
There's an idea what is best
Since there is food ready made
Might as well have some breakfast


3. C.A.T.Y.A.

Why are you so sad?
Should you not be glad?
Me away
My heart ablazed

Hallucinating a new start
Moving from town to town
Did you see the sun go down
Can anything tear you apart?

Does your new home rise?
Sure about the price?
Everything is going well
Just the way you find it swell
Is he the white horsed prince?
Who comes with golden wings?

Where is the girl that I have kissed
And yes indeed
You have been missed


4. AN UNTITLED DRAWNING OF A GIRL

Her lips are shaded with sparks
Her kiss burns a mark in my heart
Her eyes are two deep seas
Like stars they shine on me

Everything for what i strive
Is the fire that she hosts
She is the sweetness of my life
Without her I am lost

She's far above
Any words of love
She's so much more
Beyond the shore (to reach)

See her floating across the grounds
The Earth is longing for her touch
Hear her voice sweetest of sounds
Feel the breeze she spreads in such
A way that opens any heart
Drives it up tears it apart
A little death around the eyes
And always on your mind


5. I'M SO GOTH, I SHIT BATS

I'm so goth, I shit bats


6. VAMPIRE'S JOURNAL

Here you are stabbing
A stake into my heart
Life is flashing before me
As you tear it apart
For the blood I've spilled
For the humans I've killed

Agnus dei, qui tollis
Peccata mundi miserere nubis
Donna nubis pacem

Witnessed sadness in their eyes
As I hear their final cries
Witnessed sadness in their eyes
Pleading me to spare their lives
Being a vampire
Is not as fascinating
As it may seem
At first it felt
As if it were only a dream
For centuries I was forced
To live in darkness
Unable to feel the suns warmness
Fast the dawn comes I sleep upstairs
And under graves
Dreaming of oceans and
it's crushing waves
Witnessed sadness in your eyes
As you're running out of life
Time and time again
I've tried to understand why
Now thanks to you
I shall finally die


7. A LOVE ENDS SUICIDE

In your leaving I was grieving
Farewell my dear, my love good bye
Grave pain and emptiness
Has touched my life
More heartache I can't stand
Oh, how I'm wishing it to end

This is an ending story
And now I turn off the light of life
My shattered heart won't weep no more
A love ends suicide

Of such misfortune my heart
Was trying to become aware
But it's too weak and does not dare
To beat along
And I won't care

I've died this night
My killer has ripped out my heart
If only she had known
It was her's from the start


8. MOTORCYCLE BABY

She rides her fifty horses
It could be more but she loves it
Oh yes I like it tight
Just the way you ride
The fastest chick I've ever seen
She knows using her machine
Oh how I like to be
Your motorcycle seat
At free will away I pass
Just to know my face
Under your ass
I can hear the engine roar
Come on baby more
Put your back right on that place
Oh how I wish it would be my face
See ya soon
Dressed the same
But don't wear panties
When you come next game!


9. DEATH IS BEAUTIFUL

Why do you think the night is yours
Cemetery dance on seven floors
Await the daylight passing by
Break on through the fallen sky

Death is beautiful
To die is wonderful

Mercilessness against yourself
So deep in mourn a cry for help
Await the daylight passing by
Break on through the setting sky

Why do you think the night is yours
Cemetery dance on seven floors
Await the daylight passing by
Break on through the twilight sky
Cruelty against yourself
So deep in mourn a cry for help
Don't close your eyes no fairtytale
Save the planet kill yourself
No smile that you can call your own
Sick and numb by fear you frown


10. IT'S ALL TEARS

My day starts with tears
'Cause I can only think of you
I've been a slave to your love
From the moment we touch

Let me hold you kiss you feel you
Always
Let me touch you taste you all night
Always

My day ends with tears
Cause I can only think of you
I can never put into words
What you mean to me


11. GLOOMY SUNDAY

Sunday is gloomy
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldn't they be angry
If I thought of joining you?
Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy is Sunday
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I
Have decided to end it all
Soon there be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressin' you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin' you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday


12. IMMORTAL

Earth floats down below
My mind grasps through the universe
So I'm waiting for the show
To take its stage with boots and spurs
I have seen so much in life
And yet despaired at any time
Is this all for what I strive
I'm only waiting for a sign
A sign I can give myself
To the farthest points in space
As shelter there is nothing left
Opened up in many ways
I open now
Now there is light
Life is overcome
Nothing can haunt me anymore
Nothing to hide
Nowhere to run
Because I found my ship and left the shore
He who has no tears can never cry
He who is not born can never die
Nothing to hide
Nowhere to run
Because I found my ship and left the shore
The universe has heard my call
The universe has caught my fall
Finally I got to be immortal