1. AMBULANCE ROMANCE

He tongues the barrel of hopes loaded gun.
All hell is put to rest.
Now rest your eyes sweet child.
Don't trouble yourself with tears.
Just let go if it's kissing you to be the one who's holding on.

He wont forget your words, these miles of unkept promises.
His favorite tragedy unfolds into these hands,
his hell is put to rest in dying days and unwed dreams.
(Now) He is free from hopes closing fist.
This is his salvation.

If he cant be her lungs then she will be his chalk line.
And in the end all will be cleansed.
Just close your eyes.


2. JOHN WAYNE NEWTON

Shine on spotlight cadaver.
What have you become?
Come get your glamour fix.
Pushed into vein.
Shine on sweet medicated kisses.
I wont watch you die.
Your surrogate funeral eyes like blackened pillows.
Your victim's mask is slipping away.
Malfunction slow collapse.
One more fix to get you through.
A soft syringe to lick your wounds.
When you look into the mirror
Are you afraid of what you see
Through yellow caution tape.
Will you come to me for love?
I will not bleed for you this time.


3. MEREDITH

Sweet Meredith what have you done?
The whores have painted up their lips tonight.
To kiss the angels into ruin.
You tell me not to hold my breath.
If you could be the end of need.
If you would only reach out your hand.
Stare into my dead white eyes and bring me back to life.
Sweet Meredith you made me real.
And stole my breath with your goodbye.
Tonight heaven wraps her hands around my neck
and sings me her final lullaby.
You made me real.Your kiss is my catastrophe
You k** me with your kiss.


4. MY CYANIDE CATHARSIS (FT. EMILY LONG)

his scalpel makes a map across my back
Carve a short cut to your suitcase lips
There's no saving us tonight
Our pulse will flutter like a dial tone
As you touch my hand for one last time, the car engine hums us to sleep
The lies
Your subtle teeth
Tonight is the rest of our lives
A carbon monoxide lullaby
Evacuate
Abandon this breath
Pull myself apart
Just to feel something real
I close my eyes i turn my back for one last time
I hold my breath i fall asleep inside your arms
I close my eyes i turn my back for one last time
I hold my breath i fall asleep inside your arms
Your eyes reflect my regrets
All the feelings you can't afford and the ones i can't control have collided
Now i'm a mess
I've tried my best to hide it
Now it's obvious
I wear it in these wounds that never heal
There's no saving us tonight