1. HYMNS TO THE FATHER

As we ventured through
What appeared to be rational
Thunderclaps with price tags
Branded a taste deep in our flesh
Implications of a much higher euphoria
Slowly became an interest
But when the shattering sun
Drew from tireless evenings
Day had ceased

Fuck off

The celebration
Of our new day
Life in wages
And digital battery
We cut and scar our black hearts
Make every slit a little but cooler
Only left to disarm
The false the fake the mechanical
The ruler

We're programmed
To Epilogue
There is no
Beginning


2. PROSAIC HEAVEN

It was an ultimate sigh
Whenst heaven bleed
For the ungrateful
And as our shattered graves remain
Putrefied and stained
Our hell we await
In the mourning of fate

And as I tasted
Those cold cheated lips
I compared the spit
To the royal fagot
The snake that coiled
The straight line of fate
You still suck down
As you always will hate
Your pathetic excuse
Was beyond mundane
How your voice
Coward in fear
I cant give birth too birds
That even begin to chirp
The words you forenamed

I went on touching the fire
As if the silence was never harmed
That candle slowly became my time alive
I saw the light at the end of the tunnel
And ran for my life

My fallen angel
How did your wings break
Why are you bleeding
At this burning stake
Your visions of life
The pain I slowly choked
This prosaic heaven
Was nothing but a joke

Covered in hardened blue wax
Now scattered on the floor
Time and time again
You come back
To depths of my mind
Where whores continue to bleed and cry
You cunt I can never forgive you
Dug a grave I put you away
Into this shallow box circled in plastic
The lips I used to kiss and taste
The touch I miss to this day
All these memories of those autumn days
In november


3. DELUSIONAL INCLINATION

My love may we dine
Behind closed doors we fall in line
Words in weight and smoke
Our policy is general
The silence ceased by voice
Contorts this without reason
Falling dawn
My arm was scarred and bleeding

Is the silhouette bound
As regret drips out of the gag
Choking under a white lit smile
Salivating above tearing eyes

False hope binds the time
Morphing into condescension

Only left to be ground
Pleaing to further the sound
The beautiful iris
That shines so blue
Is in too far
To be excused

Deafened by the hammer
A self center retreat
To continue
All that was standing before

As complete as you think you are
Consider the first person originality
It is no longer a matter of love
But the angst you bare inside
Blackens your bludgeoned face
Into something much uglier
Than your lips could take

You will sing no more


4. THE GARDEN

All the birds cracked open
Sang so beautifully
And now the snow is fallen upon
The evergreens
Friends drove past
As the heat fell from the sky
Laying upon nylon
God smiled so great on that day

All the words
We shared in secret
Fall burnt under
Flooded swing sets
In the field
Where bombs were kicked
Bleeding of color
That was it

Into the flood
Drowning the sound

There's nothing left
But memories
The garden still shadows
Everything


5. THE LEFT EXIT

Sport this new attire
In the veins of our Hollywood fires

Crawling out the inside
I spark my tooth
Off of this glimmer
Disrespect our noose
My condolences
Yeah fuck them too

In this pit i collapse
I take a count
To the whores
That have passed

The calcium that
Hold my bones
Is now the sulfur
I have sold

You

Down to termination
A smile during fixation
New world anti-devastation
I won't mold this creation

There is no love


6. WILTED

I've relapsed
On this pill collapsed
Sadistically numb
You cease to exist
All the things I share
With my little friends
I swallow and
They listen

You fucked me up
You brought me down
The only one
That ever could
I hate you now
And every single bow
Will only make a madman
Out of himself

Crash
All the fucking shit
I did to myself
Smash
Pop a couple more
Just to feel the same

I don't believe in anything

And we have wilted
In the silhouette palms of Hollywood
My sober sanity
Is now a memory
In the silhouette hands
Of my inner man
I'm doing the best I can
I'll guess try not
To spit on you


7. HALLOWEED WEEN

Oh Halloween
One year has passed us by
And for some reason
I still try to... Well
Gather these memories
Create tangibility
But... Well

As we enter the bloodstream
Dissolving into bliss
The clock counts down
And we begin to miss

The friendship
Fuck

And the phone rings
At the perfect time of doubt
Once again you strike and win
You've got me all figured out

In this loop
I'm bound to this
Like hope I fly away
To this place I can't dismiss
And we are so fucking gone
Do you see what you have done
Everything
Was set afire


8. CLOCKWORK ART

Existing in keys of black and white
Release everything inside
Sport an attire so true
Ask again won't you

To be wed
Their words bleed at the bottom of
Bottle to bottle instead
Align and fall in place
And they sleep
Sweeping across
This flaming garden
Counting years as the days
Pass him,
Bye.

Breathing through this cell
Only god can define
This beautiful hell
The clouds gather
In his starlit mind
Where she laid
Tired and amplified

They
They can't find
With hearts in hand
Time and time again
Purity diluted
While the sun burns out

Like candle wax
They drip in and out
Twisting about
Throughout their dreams

Her art for clocks
His noise it shocks
Haunts and frees
Held by the thought of a ring


9. CRUSHED BUTTERFLIES

Crush, the butterfly, roses
A pinch of serenity

Little words crying to themselves
Above the blanketed floor
All the time, it's all the same
Above a smile, below the shame,
This rests on your

Heart
The glasses smile
Repetitive and hurt
Stepped up down
To where it was
And held it so gently
Now in wonder
Who's turn is it to tell
How to breathe

The skin had a story to tell
But it feel asleep
The kids felt it swell
Concerned with the well being
The resolution
Is just the starting line
Smacked back across the ash
Floating away

Into her smile
Into her smile


10. PERFECT WEATHER

Rebirth
It seems the stars
Begin to align
And you my dear
I couldn't drape
Or hollow out
This blooming
Into
Movie stars
We have
Redefined

Into this solid grasp
Live wired and electrified
The sparks are wearing thin
Underneath our clever lives

We rose up from this filth
And I felt your cheek
And closed my eyes
While the sun still stood still
Silence shrieks
Like the scream
Of every burning thought
Yet it seems peaceful
As a trance is laid
Into my palms

Is it worth the time
Obsessing while I stand away
Well, is a life worth a dream
So bluntly I say, it could be

And spiraled
I could say I am lost
Into denial
But birds chirp
In perfect weather


11. BOO BOO WATSON

Did you feel
You made right by
Causing this collapse
To destiny

Remember the spring air
The smoothest of nicotine
And I brushed your hair
Off of your beautiful face

Now left in despair
Speechless to every emotion
Where did it go wrong
This time we were sober

Take all my drugs
And rot away with me
While we hold hands
And dance through death together

And every burn in my arm
Is another day
I go by
Thinking about you
And our love
It's so strong
So strong that
I've got lost

As I spit up the vomit
Watson said to me
“I love you.”
With glossy eyes I ate the lie
And lived for a moment.

Boo Boo Watson


12. SHORT GIRLS GO TO HELL

Through digital photograph
Heart strikes vibrant
With no breath
And this
Carrying of
Denying
Is nothing
More than

"In the end all flowers wilt"

Love

And said, well polished
Against visual words
Within the eyes
Of god’s damning curse
The restraint to speak
Had broke
And all supported
Fell with the truth

Do what you do, you
Can’t hurt me anymore
You’ve said your final words
Now hold your gun and pull the trigger

Ground puke suite
Of the shattered world
Lost in the faith of
A dead word
Left to define
“All things that are beautiful are silenced”

All things that are beautiful are silenced.