1. OVERFLOW

Weak Child
Cries Never Heard
Deep Pain
The Kind That's Easily Ignored

Can't get my thoughts across to tell you
Torture intensifying inside
Dense liquid pain fills my prison cell
This overflow's my personal hell

Institutions

Forever Haunting
As the sword thrusts through my chest
I direct, inject for pleasure

Don't know why self immolation
Tempts me, it's something I can't explain
As I step out to the edge
This overflow's up to my head

The dark comes dressed
In a lavish winter gown
Laced with the rays of the sun
Shined with the glaze of the moon
Taketh hand in hand
Escort the fluid to your land
My pleasure awaits temporary escape
My cell will fill once again
But until then


2. FORLORN

Everyday I live in pain,
this whole situation has gone insane
Exit stage left when the way is clear,
but nothing's right and no one's near
As my soul creeps towards the flame of the unholy.
Oh, what a shame!
The black gets darker, the world gets bluer,
my peace of mind gets fucking greyer.

You breathe not air but the scent of the kill,
if follows you ass like a shadow of guilt.
Truth lies with whatever you find,
yet clouds you vision like you are blind.

You fell to your knees as you wept
tears unworthy of being kept.
Confusion: the only state of mind to live by
with understanding.


3. WHAT'S FAIR

You said I hurt you
The pain I feel still burns
You said I neglect you let things by with no concern
You said that I don't care
What the hell do you want from me
You said I ruined you
Don't you see what you've done to me
You said I wasted
These years gone down unjust
You fucking tasted
And left me in the dust
You said you hate me
You should have left me behind
The fact is you've mistook me
Now there's nothing left to find
When I fill you up, I cheat myself
When I start you up, I beat myself
When I let you go, I kill myself
Can you rip me from this hell
It's only fair!


4. POWER

Feel the rush
feel the pain
feel the thrust

Power..

Take my blow
take my slay
take my lust

Power..

Use you fear
use your pain
use your hate

Power..

Fight with just
fight with trust
fight with force

Power..

I can feel the power in me flow
Force so strong my will wont let it go
Pain is driving through my veins as though
Echoes in my head ready to blow!

Purify
Magify
Glorify

Power..

Suffocate
Immolate
Strangulate

Mutilate
Copulate
Excruciate


5. CONTROL

She's mass destruction
forces induction
no repercussions
she's got to have one

Through repetition
brings joy by friction
she never wanted
she never wanted

She rules desire
by force of fire
this violent mind
this violent mind

No conversation
just pure deception
pure lust defined
pure lust defined

Sharp execution
extreme exertion
never exhaustion
just pure addition

No confrontation
no blank permission
she can't control
she can't control

Her exhibition
raw as it could be
her deprivation
I never could believe

This malediction
no where to run
the painful truth is that
it exists in everyone

Can't find the escape
search for the outbreak
no way to terminate
no way to terminate

Too overwhelming
too overpowering
desecrate, violate
excruciate, dominate


6. JUST LET IT GO

Letting things go when all [unidentifiable name] needs is some attention
always saying no when all he needs is some affection
loosing my mind over the way everything in my life is run
taking the blame when I suffer all that was done
Just let it go (Don't come for me, Just stay away & let me be)
Hiding the fear that our fear is the reason you won
holding within my intention was never to run
building a plot to avenge my unfortunate fate
going against all the things that you fucking hate
Just let it go (Don't come for me, Just stay away & let me be)


7. FUTURE UNKNOWN

I deceive you- innocently
I receive you- patiently
Who do you think I am?
Is Billy Boy really a man?
First impressions taunt the air
the truth within unfolds despair.

I'm weakening
as always just some more
don't know what to do about this dead man on the floor
leave on the mask and scream inside
I thought I heard a cry
I guess I'll play along with this game
I've got nothing left to hide

Feel my world has gone astray Future Unknown.
Fear the love won't go away Future Unknown.

I command you- to set me free
I demand you- to let me be
Freedom security lies
Who'd think I wouldn't open thine eyes
Pressure builds as I begin to tie
This thin rope around the sky