1. BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL

Standing on the devil’s tower
Talking to the gods
Looking for an answer
To help me with my cause
Scorched by the blazing sun molded by the wind
Faced with no life just the pain
Listen to my future
Tell me why I’m here

Condemned - Reject - Punishment
Condemned - Reject - Punishment
Condemned - Reject - Punishment
Condemned - Reject - Punishment

I leave it up to one man
Sometimes I don’t believe
Awaiting on my punishment
Between the good and bad
I never meant to exonerate
The fact that you exist
The price now I lay in state
Between heaven and hell

Condemned - Reject - Punishment
Condemned - Reject - Punishment
Condemned - Reject - Punishment
Condemned - Reject - Punishment

In between the good and the bad
In between the good and the bad
In between the good and the bad
In between the good and the bad

In between the good and the bad
In between the good and the bad
In between the good and the bad
In between the good and the bad

The sound of extinction ringing loud and clear
Appearance of no life disfigured to the end
The sound of extinction ringing loud and clear
Appearance of no life disfigured to the end


2. FORK TONGUE

Fork tongue - fork tongue
Fork tongue - fork tongue

He lost his mind every single day
No visitations while his eyes turned gray
No need for sorrow he’s laid to rest
The wounds will heal a new life begins
Yeah your eyes tell a thousand stories
That no one wants to see
Your half blood through my body
Never meant a damn to me

You sat there for years and years
Insisting you cared but turned away
Right through the words of deceit and false promise
You really think I believe
If you could get it you’d prove it today
Your cancer no answer to God you must pray
But now it’s gone I’m left to wonder
Only brothers and sisters remain

You sat there for years and years
Insisting you cared but turned away

Why must you ask for forgiveness
Forgiveness is all you’ve received
Why must you ask for forgiveness
Our father’s the one you deceived

He lost his mind every single day
No visitations while his eyes turned gray
No need for sorrow he’s laid to rest
The wounds will heal a new life begins
Yeah your eyes tell a thousand stories
That no one wants to see
Your half blood through my body
Never meant a damn to me

You sat there for years and years
Insisting you cared but turned away
Right through the words of deceit and false promise
You really think I believe
If you could get it you’d prove it today
Your cancer no answer to God you must pray
But now it’s gone I’m left to wonder
Only brothers and sisters remain

You sat there for years and years
Insisting you cared but turned away

Why must you ask for forgiveness
Forgiveness is all you’ve received
Why must you ask for forgiveness
Our father’s the one you deceived


3. RUIN

I gave you my trust
You spread all the lies
Your evil tongue is social destruction
That is the form I despise
You hold yourself so discreet
Only the world you entice
Never seem to fathom
All the damage you create

Ruin - ruin - ruin - ruin - yeah

Your fingers do all the talking
All the lives that you destroy
Your mind has many problems
Just leave me the fuck alone
Modern day advances
Taken over by the weak
Self esteem diminished
Not always do you succeed

Anger - my trust - my hate
Anger - my trust - my hate
Taken over by the weak

Your fingers do all the talking
All the lives that you destroy
Your mind has many problems
Just leave me the fuck alone
Modern day advances
Taken over by the weak
Self esteem diminished
Not always do you succeed

Ruin - ruin - ruin - ruin - yeah
Ruin - ruin - ruin - ruin - yeah


4. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW

You never know if your friend standing right next to you
Will see you in the following day
You’ll never know if the family who loves you
Regret the things they wanted to say
You never know if your lifetime of existence
Will betray you in the blink of an eye
We’ll never know the answer
And still the question remains why must it take us

I saw your life building up with promise
Your memory is all that’s left
I tried to forget by covering up reality
In hopes that you were really somewhere else
We’ll never know how much your life affected us
If today would have never come
We’ll never know the answer
And still the question remains why must it take us

Yeah

I sense my brain collecting all the moments
Your face and your laughter roaming free
We tend to take everything for granted
You never know when it’s gonna end
Your soul at rest put yourself at peace
Cuz we’ll see you in the following day
Your soul at rest put yourself at peace
Cuz we’ll see you in the following day

God rest your soul

You never know if your friend standing right next to you
Will see you in the following day
You’ll never know if the family who loves you
Regret the things they wanted to say
You never know if your lifetime of existence
Will betray you in the blink of an eye
We’ll never know the answer
And still the question remains why must it take us

You never know - You never know
You never know - You never know


5. SELFISH

They can’t trust your word
No way to believe the lies
The only one that hurts is you
Everyone sees addiction inside
I know your face it makes me sick
I’ve heard your cry I fail to understand
The pity you seek intensifies
The word is out - the word is out

One by one your victims fall
Can’t remember when can’t forget them all
The only one that hurts is you
Everyone sees the sickness inside
I know your face it makes me sick
I’ve heard your cry I fail to understand
The pity you seek intensifies
The word is out - the word is selfish

They can’t trust your word
No way to believe the lies
The only one that hurts is you
Everyone sees addiction inside
I know your face it makes me sick
I’ve heard your cry I fail to understand
The pity you seek intensifies
The word is out - the word is selfish


6. FIELDS OF DISBELIEF

My world uncertain and cold
Vision in stone and blurred
Mobility is stricken
My life I feel is robbed
They lift my hands they guide me walk
The pain burns inside
They lift my hands they guide me walk
I want me back

Looking to the horizon
All is calm and clear
Alas thee hour of salvation
The fields of disbelief

You suffer to keep my existence
This I can no longer take
The time has come to depart
My presence lost is love gained
Understand you are my power
You carry the torch I’ve instilled
Take a deep breath grasp from above - I am not gone
Take a deep breath grasp from above - I am forever

Looking to the horizon
All is calm and clear
Alas thee hour of salvation
The fields of disbelief

Looking to the horizon
All is calm and clear
Alas thee hour of salvation
The fields of disbelief

Love - Hate
Love - Hate
Love - Hate
Love - Hate


7. THREE

Do you know how it feels to be left alone
Captive and surrounded by these four padded walls
Laughter is all around me patience going low
Sanity’s at its breaking point prepare for the blow

Devoted to three
Forgotten for one

We need out
Devoted to three
Let us spread our wings
He is not forever
Open up your eyes
And fuckin’ sympathize
You’re slowly killing us
The three we will prevail

Devoted to three
Forgotten for one

Three months of watching the world go by
Incomplete and restless how can you defy
Your face reflects what you’re thinking you know that it was wrong
Unleash us from this anguish it’s time to let us out

Devoted to three
Forgotten for one

For one - For one
For one - For one
For one - For one
For one - For one


8. OUT OF CONTROL

Time and time the story goes
How quick and easy it can slip away
Survived it all for this long
Is it really worth the pain
I keep chasing a dream
Without any thought of what I leave behind
You struggle to keep it together
No compassion or respect is given

I can’t get it down right
One way all the time
Out of control
Too much to lose
All these thoughts implanted

Born to play the part from the start
This tragic cycle continues
I sense your backbone breaking
It’s time I take a look at this fucking picture
I hold my fate and make the choice
Believe me I know what you’re thinking
Less than perfect I know I am
You better believe I’m willing to make the change

I can’t get it down right
One way all the time
Out of control
Too much to lose
All the thoughts implanted

I can’t get it down right
One way all the time
Out of control
Too much to lose
All the thoughts implanted


9. THE OTHER SIDE

The book falls down begins it’s story
My life of living hell
Your eyes are red and glowing
Held captive by the feat

Enhance my curiosity
No escape the end is near
Trapped inside this dark room
Anxiety begins to boil
No power for light to key to unlock
Never waking up
Hand around my neck
Prepare for my death

I can feel you coming closer
Your breath full of stench
Every movement etched in fear
You’re slowly taking over

Energy drained is energy taken
I don’t recommend you play
Power given to this evil
A victim I have forsaken

Let me go - this weight I want to longer
Let me go - awaken from this trance
Let me go - fear of my life
Let me go - is this a dream or reality

Why - Why
Why - Why


10. REGRET

The fear I stand next to
Sorrow in spite of what
Sick of what might end up
The actions I must take

The hatred inside frustrates
The past is really to blame
Living day by day on a string
Consumed enslaved with the pain

I dispose of my decisions
Slowly ripping free the shell
A new person I become
Regret no longer burdens me

Free with mind and body
The experience strengthens me
Sick of what might end up
This action I must take derive

Regret - I can’t stand myself
My past - I cannot change
I refuse - my life is torn
Regret - I can’t stand myself

Right

The fear I stand next to
Sorrow in spite of what
Sick of what might end up
The actions I must take
The hatred inside frustrates
The past is really to blame
Living day by day on a string
Consumed enslaved with the pain


11. SEVER THE TIES

Didn’t think the day would come
December 20th the ties were cut
It doesn’t matter who you are
Minutes and seconds robbing us blind
Your face and memory
Carved into stone
One day we’ll meet again
Believe in time you’ll understand

Put to a brutal test
Adolescent at an early age
I feel your anger
Family is torn apart
Endless suffering
Condemn this evil
The comfort in this
Oh fuckin’ sweet revenge

I’m thinking - I’m dreaming
I’m thinking - I’m drowning

Without a warning
I severed the ties
Deep regret done for the good
Circumstance you’ll understand
Take a look in the mirror
What do you see
One day questions answered
As time is passing by

Put to a brutal test
Adolescent at an early age
I feel your anger
Family is torn apart
Endless suffering
Condemn this evil
The comfort in this
Oh fuckin’ sweet revenge

I’m thinking - I’m dreaming
I’m thinking - I’m drowning


12. CHOICES

Silver spoon in mouth
Not by his own choice
Passion in his heart
Lives by family ways
Wished he could have changed
Now it’s just too late
The choices that are made how could he have known
Regret in his heart

Yeah

Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it

To live the way I do
Is not the way for most
To love the way I love
Is a fantasy to most
Ignorance to sacrifice
Is the common way to go
Everyone thinking everyone saying
Gotta get it the easy way

Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it

Yeah

Silver spoon in mouth
Not by his own choice
Passion in his heart
Lives by family ways
Wished he could have changed
Now it’s just too late
The choices that are made how could he have known
Regret in his heart

Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it
Lived it loved it left it want it gave it

Yeah


13. VOICE OF REASON

Low down high tide
Come crashing down inside
We know the way
Try to bring you up today
Needle drops without a stain
Never hurts to dig a vein
Only way to free your mind
Lying down the world is blind

Low down high tide
Separate the weak from wise
We know the way
Try to bring you up today
Never falling down again
Never showing what we’ve said
Only way to free your mind
Lying down the world is blind

Voices ring in my head
Telling me I’m far from dead
No one sees the burning life
No one knows it flows inside

Low down high tide
Come crashing down inside
We know the way
Try to bring you up today
Needle drops without a stain
Never hurts to dig a vein
Only way to free your mind
Lying down the world is blind

Low down high tide
Separate the weak from wise
We know the way
Try to bring you up today
Never falling down again
Never showing what we’ve said
Only way to free your mind
Lying down the world is blind

Voices ring in my head
Telling me I’m far from dead
No one sees the burning life
No one knows it flows inside