1. INSECURE

Once

Once I lived, I could never win
Myself I hate, myself I hate
For what I have done
I can not fight this

No more of the lies, No more of my own lies (x4)

I see bodies laying all around
They are from my past
That I can't see (x4)

All of the faces gone, I am now all alone

All of these people that I miss
No one knows what I have inside

It is filled with cries (x4)

My life is incomplete from what I have lost (x4)

And once I am left behind
We are all dead and gone
Dead and gone
Try and see the downfall
That we all witness
But are so blind to see

One day we will meet again
In a world known
With bleeding eyes and perfect smiles
I walk alone (x2)


2. ANTAGONIST

I am my own enemy
A constant battle within myself
Contributing to my own downfall
Only blasphemous blood flowing through my veins

Feeding my own battles,
Growing into the epitome of all I loathe

All loyalty has died
I am my own enemy

I don't know why you stay?
I don't know why you cry?

Children take the candy from the stranger
Now children digest
Consumption is followed by the end
Loyalty has died
With no one to trust
Not even myself

Converge at the temple of anquish
Please don't leave my side
This is making me ill
I am about to fail

I am my own adversary
Loyalty has died

I can not trust you
I can not love you
We are dead
We are nothing anymore


3. HAPPINESS

Now today you wish this wasn't real,
Body ripped from the inside out
Guts and vital organs pouring out,
Now looking for forgiveness
Pain in not conceivable
Just understood!

Happiness

Happiness

Happiness, a Ghost wandering alone,
But you seem sad, Know that you are missed.

Broken legs and shattered hands, now crawling trying to get away
But today your life will pass
Life passing before your eyes
The past fades into a distant memory
All that you love is eons away

My heart died
Open your eyes and see the beauty within
And now fire consumes you and brings rest
To that Ghost that is our own

Happiness (x3)
Everybody loves fun!

Happiness, a Ghost wandering alone,
But you seem sad,
Know that you are missed
Happiness, a Ghost wandering alone,
But you seem sad,
Know that you are missed

Now today you wish this wasn't real,
Body ripped from the inside out
Guts and vital organs pouring out,
Now looking for forgiveness
Pain in not conceivable
Just understood!

Happiness, a Ghost wandering alone,

Broken legs and shattered hands,
Now crawling trying to get away
But today your life will pass
Life passing before your eyes
The past fades into a distant memory
All that you love is eons away

My heart died. Open your eyes and see the beauty within

And now fire consumes you and brings rest
And now fire consumes you and brings rest
And now fire consumes you and brings rest
Fire consumes you and brings rest
Now fire consumes you
Fire consumes you and brings rest
Now fire consumes you


4. PESSIMISTIC

Let's put the puzzle together, one last time
I am caught within my own lies twisting around,
No longer a place to hide
My whole life is Bleak.

I wish I could change my ways to stop my own cries

Let's review the pieces yet again. All fit so perfectly I'll let the dishonesty flow out from my veins

These screams are hushed by my own arrogance

What is it that causes this emotion we constantly fake?
Why do we have to be like this everyday?

Why can't we accept our own demise?

The lives we have taken
The lives we helped destroy

Victim's aren't we all (x4)

Accept responsibility
Endure your own strife

Explain the years of desolation
Trying to find the reason why?
My own solitary confinement has meaning
Since I laid eyes on you

Are you that someone? Are you that someone? To be mine?
(x3)
I can not sleep anymore
You make this all go away
I am just sore
Causing the decay on your perfect world

Forever we burn one by one alone


5. FINALE

My Final Breath at last the dream has become a reality,
And for this I thank you for all the lies and slaps in the face
To make me realize that this is the final act

No better way to say goodbye from this life

And for you I feel nothing,
Only care for myself,
No one else,
I am cold and dead inside (x2)

And I hope you still think of and all that we could have been
Because of you I feel nothing anymore
My feelings no longer exist
Now I realize that in this life we are so alone
I set myself free from this world
My swan song screams "I hate you!"
I will be free and reborn again and paradise

Make it final
It's only death I am begging for
Why is that so much to ask?
Make it count
The current over comes me
I need to hide my face away
Help me fix my imperfections
But it's to late

Welcome to my Finale, I thank you for coming

Don't you cry for me as you bury me in my grave

Why was I all alone, I was just a boy

I can not stop these tears

We are so alone

Why can't i be in your embrace
Somehow I'll find away
I fucking hate myself
I am so alone

And now at my Finale
The instant taste of regret
No remorse for myself
This was caused by my own self abandonment
I Regret. I Regret. God!
There is so much beauty and yet I am just to weak
I need to find release. I'm sorry
It was only death I begged for the only way to be complete! Death!

Goodbye, goodbye
I love you,
I love you, dear