1. ONLY FOUND BY THOSE WHO SEEK

In this life, or the next


2. STARSPEED GOD

'Til you decided to clear altered memories
'Til you got rid of this abstract deities

To wonder
To suffer
To pass away
'Til this day

Will you keep on asking
What has become of this cold delight
An ignorance made of praise

How could you believe in life
When god lives in your head
Won't they ever feel the same

Bleeding is so shallow
Dear father - dear mother - no answer
Let me end this now
To wander - to suffer - to pass away

'Til you found something real
In abnormalities
'Til you devoted yourself
To silent agonies

Will you keep on asking
What has become of this cold delight
An ignorance made of praise

Will you keep on askingy
What has become of this cold delight
Will they even feel the pain ?

Suspended in time just like others
Everyone's like me
I shall never surrender

Bleeding is so shallow
Dear father - dear mother - no answer
Let me end this now
To wander - to suffer - to pass away

On this day we've lost neither the pretence nor the fallacy"


3. SERENDIPITY

Would you just give it to the world
Would I, recognize it's mine

Could you try to hear a demand for no reason
Only for myself
When night has brought me
A need or an absolute fashion
Only for myself

Once nothing seemed to satisfy
Would I dare to die alone

It seems we didn't see it coming
For a real life of no meaning
Nothing will remain from ourselves
We're impervious to suffering zd we could ever be

Oh my
Giving up again
Could we still pretend
So lonely in the end

For even once I lied
About this very redemption day
We've been mystified
Let's forget who we used to be
Cause this is one of those times

Would you just give it to the world
Would I, recognize it's mine

Once nothing seems to satisfy
Would I dare to die alone
A part of me to pacify
Would I dare to die alone


4.SENSES COMMOTION

Remember me - I was a life - so colorful

Death is all around
I'll find you safe and sound
I wish you knew I am alone

Wish you were alive but these times are gone
No more reality
No more urge - No more sense
What if someday you suck all creativity dry
Will it then survive after what you've done
Will it last endlessly

A call - We've got to tend to the truth - Perfect enough
God has handsome plans for you

On your way to fake hopes
Take it all again - rip it out again
On my way to a lost cause I doubt you could understand
Desires that might only take you down to the ground


5. DISCLOSURE

There where no one could save you
Underneath the mire
Fears - no one could tell - revelation - disillusion

You've finally found a way to this door

[Chorus]
Love/hate - hidden will or not -
Redeem me now/let me wander
A new state - a state of the art -
Don't really want to know

Innocence just lies upon yourself
Innocence just lies upon ourselves

Clear a path through your real needs
Seek the one you merely are
Tear open your senses
The obvious - The odious
You've finally found a way to this door

[Chorus]

You felt the signs
The same ones you were hiding all away
Won't they lead you astray
You felt the signs
The same ones you were hiding all away
Nothing more to say


6. SHY AWAY

Just the way they come through
I'll fight no one else but I
'Til nothing left but you

[Chorus]
Blown away just for you
I hold no more grudge inside
Now I'm someone new
Our curse is anywhere we have to be there
Define what we have to live through

All that we've taken for granted
All that we feel
We all deny
And all that was supposed to be true
I'm dead without you
We must deny

Another reason to be
Another reason to hate me

[Chorus]

The more I could reject
The more I could learn from myself
I tend to be free
But now and then again
This is necessary evil
It's finally me

Another reason to be
Another reason to hate me

Living my life - Dealing with pride - Living a life
When everything is not enough
Let's shy away from our minds

Just the way they come through
I'll fight no one else but I
'Til nothing left but you

Out of the light or in heaven
Nothing left but you


7. LEARNING ON COMPLETE AFFINITY

The ideal of love to give
Appears to be another lie
Darkness below are staring at them now
Ready to die

It can't be everything they feel, everything they are
They deserve nothing at all
It all seems so surreal the deception they inspire
Please let them endlessly fall

Sins in disguise - Religion aside
Their light
A vow full of lies - Adoration declined
A sight with no pain inside

Despite their prayers they will make amends
Never to be forgotten times things
Will always turn the way they did
Never to be forgotten times
They'll suffer the consequences
An eternal affliction

Risses and goodbyes are nothing
But impostures on which they rely
Nothing last forever - No names sanctified

Renew their faith
The way is here
A pledge for distress in exchange
Turning to the light
With a copy of life
Unrestrained truth instead

The ideal of love to give
Appears to be another lie
Darkness below are staring at them now
Ready to die


8. UNAFFECTED BY LOSS

[Chorus]
Getting back at a line that's slowly coming to an end
Universal path to glory - Trying to pretend
I don't know why I have to look back at such a desperate act
If you give me the truth
I'll love you for sure... for sure

Reckless child - world corroded by lament and tears
Determine how you will be remembered

Your sacrifice has come to expire

[Chorus]

Selfish suicide - Injuries you put up with
Enshrine the worthlessness of your being

Your sacrifice has to expire - you should have know

Unaffected by loss

Oh angel of mine if only
I could recognize the one before my eyes
(You lived upon delusion - head for misconception)


9. NAKED TRUTH

Fail - in - life
A life - that's - mine

We feel irrevelant to heaven
We need a god/a guide

Through dark times