Neverstar : I’ll Be Waiting

Symphonic Metal / United-Kingdom
(2013 - Smash Down Records)
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Lyrics

1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. LOSE CONTROL

It’s all so calculated
To a perfect plan
You can’t make mistakes,
Just hold it close
Don’t let it break
No matter what ti takes

[Chorus]

I wanna lose control x3
Let go of it all x3
I wanna close my eyes
No compromise
I wanna break out,
Of this prison in me

There is no contemplating
Just follow the map
It’s just the same routine,
All over again
I’m waisting away
What’s happened to me

[Chorus] (x2)


3. DON'T CALL

The man who took it all
Destroyed me with his rage
Broken glass on the kitchen floor
He’s thrown it all away
I remember it like yesterday
All the screaming late at night
But I can’t forget the fights

[Chorus]

Don’t cry when I don’t call
It’s not that I don’t love you at all
I just wanna leave it all behind


That gun against your head
A little girl just eight years old
Screaming daddy please don’t go
These marks will all remain
Just give me time to let it fade
I need to find my way
And heal the pieces of me

[Chorus]

Don’t cry when I don’t call
It’s not that I don’t love you at all
I just wanna leave it all behind
So much time has come and gone
I don’t blame you for what has gone wrong
But I have to move on

Maybe some day
Maybe one day
When it’s all passed
I’ll come home, come home to you

[Chorus]


4. BREAK ME APART

You try to be tough,
When your world comes apart
But it’s loose at the seams
And you can’t hold it up anymore
It’s hard to hold on
To your fantasy life
When you’re stripped of your mind
Deep inside

[Chorus]

Break me apart
Until I bleed
The war in me
Is bringing us down

There’s a moment of truth
When you’re all on your own
With the demons you face
When the wire gets cut in the end
Not wanted for evil
When the victims scrape by
Let the liars lead us
For them to destroy us all

[Chorus] (x2)


5. NOT OVER YET

I am wrapped up in the past
Where my secrets come to life
In this graveyard full of memories
Even though I run all night
I can’t seem to reach the light
The darkness is holding on to me

And I don’t know if i can last
And make it to the end

[Chorus]

But I have to try
To reach up high and turn this all around
I have to see
If I can’t be the part of me that sees it through
It’s not over yet
If I take one step and turn this all around
But I have to try
To reach up high

How can I move on
When these tears are a part of me
Like a background in my photograph
Some day the time will come
When I forget about these doubts
What has gone
And what is tearing me apart

I am here in the raging fire
Falling off the ledge

[Chorus]

Late at night this house of cards
Is tumbling down

[Chorus]


6. DROWN THE SHADOWS

Drown the shadows in love x3

Sometimes I feel like I can’t go on<
Sometimes I feel like all the promises are broken
Lost in a century of lies
Buried with those who forever dies
Let me be free from this cryptic embrace
Free from this endless hate

[Chorus]

How do I go on?
Drown the shadows in love
Turn it all around?
Drown the shadows in love
How do I live again?
Drown the shadows in love
Break it all apart?
Drown the shadows in love

Sometimes I dream of heaven in this hell
Sometimes I dream of my own city of angels
Silver meadows in time
Swept away as if it’s a crime
Let me be free from this deathly embrace
Free from this heartless chase

[Chorus] (x2)


7. CITY OF SIN

Can’t get you out of my head
You’re driving me insane
I’m trying to forget
How your eyes draw me inside
Those looks that you gave me
Instead I’m screaming out your name

[Chorus]

I cannot breathe
Without you by my side
I cannot sleep
You’re running through my mind
What I would give
To see and feel your heart inside?
But I cannot leave

You’ve lit the fire of death
Burnt through the shadows in time
You’re the poison that I crave
The love I can’t deny
Hold me and don’t let me go
I can never be just yours

[Chorus]

I cannot touch you it’s all a lie
Forbidden fruit that cannot die
You’re drawing me in x3
Into the city of sin

[Chorus] (x2)


8. A NEW DAWN

Time goes by so fast
When you’re caught up in this race
I can’t remember
When last I’ve seen your face
I’m getting stranded here
Just get me out of this place
It’s my misery that trapped us all

[Chorus]

I’m letting go
But I’m not giving up
I’m changing my destiny
Just give it me now
I’m letting go
But I’m not giving in
I’m forgetting my history
Stop controlling me now

All these memories
Makes me hold on to you
You might be gone now
With the angels you will never lie
I’ll be leaving you
And your lifeless haunting eyes
You’re looking down on me
My last goodbye

[Chorus]

You’ve destroyed my soul
With your shameful game
My timeless sacrifice
You’ve destroyed it all
But you can’t touch me now
We’re not the same

[Chorus] (x2)


9. NOW OR NEVER

All the times I have lost
Broken down into dust
Brought to my knees
Getting there just too late
Trying hard to beat fate
I’m barely hanging on

I will not be denied
Give it, give it all up

[Chorus]

It’s now or never
I’ve come too far, too far to turn away
I’ll search forever
To find a way, a way to breathe again

I am standing in the rain
Waiting for the last train
Please take me away
The fire will subside
When time and space collides
I can’t lose anymore

I will not be denied
Give it, give it all up

[Chorus] (x2)


10. THE EDGE

I try to hide
From my own reflection
The death in my eyes
Has taken over (these dreams)
Your words just spill deceit
As I end the line
Let me fall

[Chorus]

I’m standing on the edge
I’m burning out inside
These walls are crushing me
I’m standing on the edge
I’m ready to explode
My self destruction

It’s now the time
To let it all just fade away
Like words in the sand
It’s washed away (in the storm)
I can see the life
Returning to me
Let me fly

[Chorus] (x2)


11. DRY YOUR TEARS

Let me lay beside you
Let me dry your tears
Let me hold you closely,
After all these years

I’m all alone
Waiting by the phone
My heart is cold
Like the gray winter sun
Torn apart
By who we’ve become
This can’t be over yet,
Cause we’ve just begun

[Chorus]

Breaking loose
Till it all comes down
But i’ll be here,
To catch you when you fall
Close your eyes
And let it all go
I don’t care who’s right,
Just give up this fight

[Chorus]

Let me lay beside you
Let me dry your tears
Let me hold you closely,
After all these years
Let me ease your pain
And calm your fears
Now that i’m here with you,
It doesn’t matter anymore

[Chorus]


12. I'LL BE WAITING

When the curtains rise,
My heart starts to race
The blinding light,
In this cold dark night
A silent pause as i hold my breath
But i can’t see you
Cause you’re just not here

[Chorus]

And I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be praying
For you to find me
And I’ll be fighting
Till I’m dying
Until you follow me here

I start the last song,
It’s taken you too long
But i see your face,
And it all falls out of place
The excitement builds
We’re out of control
But you have made it
And you’re screaming my name

[Chorus] (x2)

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