1. IN VAIN

I found myself lost
My mind my prison my chain
I tried to jump the walls
Your poisoned words held me back

In vain…

Would you care if I stopped breathing
Would you care If I fell back
So small so weak compared to
The cage of your control

You used my leash to pull me under
You used my blood for your resurrection
You used my twisted self-perception
To hold me down to keep me small

In vain…

Why don’t you help me?
Why don’t you save me?
Why don’t you pull the trigger,
And release me?

You used my leash to pull me under
You used my blood for your resurrection
You used my twisted self-perception
To hold me down to keep me small


2. UNPROTECTED

Forsaken in this hole
Absent of light
Feels soothing to me
In this state of mind

Going through my memories
Resurrecting fragile
Moments in time
Dissecting…

Unprotected – feel my scars
Feeling left behind – I am unable to run
Unprotected – blood on the wall
You left me to die…

Looking for answers to my questions
No revelations
Hidden truths, guidance
Nothingness stares back at me

Finding consolation
In passage of time
Everything will realign
Leaving this feeling behind

Unprotected – feel my scars
Feeling left behind – I am unable to run
Unprotected – blood on the wall
You left me to die…

I’m unable – to run
Unprotected…
I’m unable – to run