Monolyth : Catch the Sun
Lyrics
1. THE NEVER ENDING BEGINNING
Always the same sick process, the never ending beginning
Build or break you never choose ‘cause in the end nothing Remains
Recycled failure! Unfinished plans!
Everything is under control but everything is so frail!!!
Don’t tell me … to hold on … don’t you see … I‘m sick of Trying to…
Bring me out!
Watch above … Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the Floor again!
Still believe in myself!
Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the floor again!
Another wrench into the gear like a never ending beginning
No issues, pushing back crisis, just give it up and start Again
Wasted sacrifice! Losing passion!
Everything can be done but everything can be destroyed!!!
I don’t want … to hold on … but can’t leave … I can’t stop Struggle to …
Bring me out!
Watch above … Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the Floor again!
Still believe in myself!
Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the floor again!
Just leaving this life … for a while
And realize that I wouldn’t take another way
I’ll fight to keep it mine … alive!
Just dare once … and you will see what is about!
Bring out the dirt, let me breathe as I need
To build is to live and I ‘ll never give away
Give me something more, for what my soul is bleeding
I’ll never let it die never ever !
Bring me out!
Watch above … Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the Floor again!
Still believe in myself!
Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the floor again!
2. THE RIGHT TO BLEED
I penetrate your space with violence
Show me that you wanna live
Take it for a real threat for you
Before your head crunches under my feet
I 'm enjoying to see struggle
Pull yourself out of my hands
Take it for a desire to destroy you
Before my pleasure becomes real
As I breathe, swallowing the last of them
On a pile of bones, I feel alive when they are dead
I will make you regret your birth
The way you fear drives me insane
Madness caught another victim today
Take this breathe like it's your last one
As I breathe, swallowing the last of them
On pile of bones, I feel alive when they are dead
I give you the right to bleed there's no time left for you
I give you the right to bleed my bullet's running through
As I breathe, swallowing the last of them
On pile of bones, I feel alive when they are dead
I give you the right to bleed there's no time left for you
I give you the right to bleed my bullet's running through
3. MY BLACKEST DAYS
The sickness penetrates me
This place inside my mind
Believe no where's like my home
My back is full of knives
So many times feeling too weak to take this life
Just give me a reason, tell me what I am bleeding for
I try to leave this moody place where I am stuck into
I hope someone can help me to ...
Take me from where I cannot shine
Hollow life inside
Show me another place for me
Because I fade away
Into my blackest days
Suffering and boredom
I don’t want it anymore
It’s burning from the inside
Digging so deep into my mind
How can you think you can snatch away what’s mine
You’re stabbing me but I am harder than your knife
Determination will make me stronger than ever
believing in me is the only way to ...
Take me from where I cannot shine
Hollow life inside
Show me another place for me
Because I fade away
Into my blackest days
4. NO DAMAGES
One more blast to break your bones
State of hatred, nobody can stop me
Above it all, I desire to live
Can't check where you have hurt me
Too confused to feel pain or fear
Too cold to cry Too ablaze to beg
Don't stop believing Anger within No damages
Never forgive, keep on fighting, crush and kill!
I don't know how long it's gonna last falling into ecstasy
The wounds are done and I stand tall this is the way it use To be
One more rush of blood into my head
Biting the hand that's choking me
Don't you realise that I am the one that you fear ?
One more !!
My karma's burning
Pushing me in a constant madness
The walls aren't high enough to stop me
No surrender Getting faster No damages
Never forgive, keep on fighting, crush and kill!
I don't know how long it's gonna last falling into ecstasy
The wounds are done and I stand tall this is the way it use To be
I don't know how long it's gonna last falling into ecstasy
The wounds are done and I stall tand this is the way it use To be
5. BREATHE
A life in decay for a missing place
Some where to take a piece of clarity
Blackout, extinction
Suffocating cage of an ordinary existence
Another never ending grip
Stained throat for a sterile agony
Black curtain in front of my eyes
I just need some space to
BREATHE!
Hear me breaking the silence again
Please give me time to BREATHE!
BREATHE!
A glimpse of mortality
Separate the soul from the flesh and bones
Stuck into the abyss of subconscious
The awaited sparkle bring back to daylight
Another never ending grip
Pushing life on a razor's edge
Distant voices call me again
It just cheers me on to
BREATHE!
Hear me breaking the silence again
Please give me time to BREATHE!
BREATHE!
Every moments spent into the fray
I recognize each hand that grabs my neck
The reckoning is falling down
There is no more time left to find the way out
I only want a moment to
BREATHE!
Hear me breaking the silence again
Please give me time to BREATHE!
BREATHE!
6. INSOMNIA
Every times I'm lying down
That brain wouldn't shut down
So many thoughts collide inside
A peace of mind that I couldn't find
Living hell into my nights
Still open eyes stuck on the roof
No dead time into my head
A peace of mind that I couldn't find
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
Wiping my pouring down face
The heat is just inside
Sudden burst into my legs
A peace of mind that I couldn't find
And all the things I know is pain and frustration
Leave me rest for a while or my head will implode
Tiredness is drilling my brain
But too many thoughts collide inside
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
Every night I look to the sky
I scream for help but nothing comes
(I just want to sleep)
Tiredness drilling my brain
But too many thoughts collide inside
Live me rest for a while or my head will implode
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
7. WASTED
Over … Your parade’s over…
Wasted! What comes around goes around
Scornful you still don’t care
I won’t let you do this anymore
You won’t work out!
My sacrifice is your mess
My nightmare is your dream
This neglect pushes me away
Some kind of failure anthem
Bored blind and bordered
Too many times to stress for nothing
An overdose of slackness
Dodging your responsibility
Because you …
Didn’t show me some respect …Your whole life to regret
You don’t realise the chance you had, you’ve just made a Mess of it
Another bill to pay … It’s too late to repent it’s wasted …
Wasted! The table still turning
Selfish hidden behind his mask
I took you seriously, but you didn’t
Now I do no longer care!
So precious time to build it
You’ve all destroyed in a few seconds
This emptiness you let in me
Makes me become so full of hate
Playing with my confidence
You never gave me for real
Your parody of culpability
Wouldn’t set you free from me
Because you …
Didn’t show me some respect …Your whole life to regret
You don’t realise the chance you had, you’ve just made a Mess of it
Another bill to pay … It’s too late to repent it’s wasted …
Because your attitude’s feeding my frustration
I don’t believe in things you bring to me!
It’s over … Your parade’s over… you …
Didn’t show me some respect …Your whole life to regret
You don’t realise the chance you had, you’ve just made a mess of it
Another bill to pay … It’s too late to repent it’s wasted …
Giving is good … as long as you’re getting!
But now it’s over … your parade’s over !
8. FEED THE LIGHT
I am not one of those who crawl and beg
I cast away shadows
Nothing will make me forget my desires
This life just gives me what I take
My pride is growing through all these victories
Becoming more by the choices that I made
Tolerate failures and carry on trying
Never forget that I learn from my mistakes
It's time to teach you, to show you what I do
This attitude makes me win and you lose
Watch me feed the light It's never too bright!!!
Escape is like death, the world is mine
Showing intentions for all that matter
My days are better if I decide
The only way to live and for that I feed my light!
Watch me, learn from me, I show you how to be
Don't let the darkness shade your days to grey
I redefine me to remain who I am
I wouldn't stay here hidden in a shell
Each step closer to the point of no return
blessing my hands and spitting on my own grave
I still owe everything that I have to myself
Never awaiting for somebody else's mercy
Watch me feed the light It's never too bright!!!
Escape is like death, the world is mine
Showing intentions for all that matter
My days are better if I decide
The only way to live and for that I feed my light!
Don't let the darkness shade your days to grey !
Learn from me and feed the light!
Escape is like death, the world is mine
Showing intentions for all that matter
My days are better if I decide
The only way to live and for that I feed my light!
Pain disappears at dawn, this whole world is my home!
My light burns high and strong, I will never be wrong!
Now you know how to be, the ultimate step to feel free!
It's never too bright just feed your light!
9. INTO SPEECHLESSNESS
Impotent and desperate
I watch them nailing me
I can’t release myself
I’m trying to yell for help
Should I leave me dying? Do I have to let them kill me?
Do I have the desire to bear my whole life?
Suffering for hollow dreams
My forces are fading away
I’m tired to struggle
I’m tired to hold on for nothing
Do I have the courage? Do I have to carry on?
Do I have the patience to build it once again?
I’m trying to hold on my last breath
Everything around me hurt myself
I feel so insignificant
It turns me into speechlessness
Broken down I clench my teeth
I’m about to explode
Nothing’s really what it seems
It pushes me away
Is it time to leave it? Is it time to turn to stone?
Is it time for me to give up and let me go?
I’m trying to hold on my last breath
Everything around me hurt myself
I feel so insignificant
10. WALLBANGER
Watch me rule above it all
A feeling you could never know
Despite all that could have been done
Your struggle is already lost
My despair becomes my strength
Bring my soul on another state
The power surge that I create
I’ve bang those walls so long before
My head broke them for evermore
So alive when there crumbles broke the silence
Wish I leave you breathe …
My persistence is my progress
Through the ashes of my weakness
I’m born again I shall remain
Nothing’s left expect your pain
I’ve bang those walls so long before
My head broke them for evermore
So alive when there crumbles broke the silence
The past time of being bordered is behind me,
Since the day my head bang those walls,
Infinite mindfields make me feel alive and free
Watch me rule above it all
A feeling you could never know
Despite all that could have been done
Your struggle is already lost
I’ve bang those walls so long before
My head broke them for evermore
So alive when there crumbles broke the silence
Always the same sick process, the never ending beginning
Build or break you never choose ‘cause in the end nothing Remains
Recycled failure! Unfinished plans!
Everything is under control but everything is so frail!!!
Don’t tell me … to hold on … don’t you see … I‘m sick of Trying to…
Bring me out!
Watch above … Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the Floor again!
Still believe in myself!
Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the floor again!
Another wrench into the gear like a never ending beginning
No issues, pushing back crisis, just give it up and start Again
Wasted sacrifice! Losing passion!
Everything can be done but everything can be destroyed!!!
I don’t want … to hold on … but can’t leave … I can’t stop Struggle to …
Bring me out!
Watch above … Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the Floor again!
Still believe in myself!
Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the floor again!
Just leaving this life … for a while
And realize that I wouldn’t take another way
I’ll fight to keep it mine … alive!
Just dare once … and you will see what is about!
Bring out the dirt, let me breathe as I need
To build is to live and I ‘ll never give away
Give me something more, for what my soul is bleeding
I’ll never let it die never ever !
Bring me out!
Watch above … Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the Floor again!
Still believe in myself!
Make me catch the sun … Before I hit the floor again!
2. THE RIGHT TO BLEED
I penetrate your space with violence
Show me that you wanna live
Take it for a real threat for you
Before your head crunches under my feet
I 'm enjoying to see struggle
Pull yourself out of my hands
Take it for a desire to destroy you
Before my pleasure becomes real
As I breathe, swallowing the last of them
On a pile of bones, I feel alive when they are dead
I will make you regret your birth
The way you fear drives me insane
Madness caught another victim today
Take this breathe like it's your last one
As I breathe, swallowing the last of them
On pile of bones, I feel alive when they are dead
I give you the right to bleed there's no time left for you
I give you the right to bleed my bullet's running through
As I breathe, swallowing the last of them
On pile of bones, I feel alive when they are dead
I give you the right to bleed there's no time left for you
I give you the right to bleed my bullet's running through
3. MY BLACKEST DAYS
The sickness penetrates me
This place inside my mind
Believe no where's like my home
My back is full of knives
So many times feeling too weak to take this life
Just give me a reason, tell me what I am bleeding for
I try to leave this moody place where I am stuck into
I hope someone can help me to ...
Take me from where I cannot shine
Hollow life inside
Show me another place for me
Because I fade away
Into my blackest days
Suffering and boredom
I don’t want it anymore
It’s burning from the inside
Digging so deep into my mind
How can you think you can snatch away what’s mine
You’re stabbing me but I am harder than your knife
Determination will make me stronger than ever
believing in me is the only way to ...
Take me from where I cannot shine
Hollow life inside
Show me another place for me
Because I fade away
Into my blackest days
4. NO DAMAGES
One more blast to break your bones
State of hatred, nobody can stop me
Above it all, I desire to live
Can't check where you have hurt me
Too confused to feel pain or fear
Too cold to cry Too ablaze to beg
Don't stop believing Anger within No damages
Never forgive, keep on fighting, crush and kill!
I don't know how long it's gonna last falling into ecstasy
The wounds are done and I stand tall this is the way it use To be
One more rush of blood into my head
Biting the hand that's choking me
Don't you realise that I am the one that you fear ?
One more !!
My karma's burning
Pushing me in a constant madness
The walls aren't high enough to stop me
No surrender Getting faster No damages
Never forgive, keep on fighting, crush and kill!
I don't know how long it's gonna last falling into ecstasy
The wounds are done and I stand tall this is the way it use To be
I don't know how long it's gonna last falling into ecstasy
The wounds are done and I stall tand this is the way it use To be
5. BREATHE
A life in decay for a missing place
Some where to take a piece of clarity
Blackout, extinction
Suffocating cage of an ordinary existence
Another never ending grip
Stained throat for a sterile agony
Black curtain in front of my eyes
I just need some space to
BREATHE!
Hear me breaking the silence again
Please give me time to BREATHE!
BREATHE!
A glimpse of mortality
Separate the soul from the flesh and bones
Stuck into the abyss of subconscious
The awaited sparkle bring back to daylight
Another never ending grip
Pushing life on a razor's edge
Distant voices call me again
It just cheers me on to
BREATHE!
Hear me breaking the silence again
Please give me time to BREATHE!
BREATHE!
Every moments spent into the fray
I recognize each hand that grabs my neck
The reckoning is falling down
There is no more time left to find the way out
I only want a moment to
BREATHE!
Hear me breaking the silence again
Please give me time to BREATHE!
BREATHE!
6. INSOMNIA
Every times I'm lying down
That brain wouldn't shut down
So many thoughts collide inside
A peace of mind that I couldn't find
Living hell into my nights
Still open eyes stuck on the roof
No dead time into my head
A peace of mind that I couldn't find
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
Wiping my pouring down face
The heat is just inside
Sudden burst into my legs
A peace of mind that I couldn't find
And all the things I know is pain and frustration
Leave me rest for a while or my head will implode
Tiredness is drilling my brain
But too many thoughts collide inside
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
Every night I look to the sky
I scream for help but nothing comes
(I just want to sleep)
Tiredness drilling my brain
But too many thoughts collide inside
Live me rest for a while or my head will implode
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
Every night I wish to sleep
But I just can't get my place
Asking for a piece of quietness
Anxiety to insomnia
Everything burns inside my head
Just give me a piece of quietness
7. WASTED
Over … Your parade’s over…
Wasted! What comes around goes around
Scornful you still don’t care
I won’t let you do this anymore
You won’t work out!
My sacrifice is your mess
My nightmare is your dream
This neglect pushes me away
Some kind of failure anthem
Bored blind and bordered
Too many times to stress for nothing
An overdose of slackness
Dodging your responsibility
Because you …
Didn’t show me some respect …Your whole life to regret
You don’t realise the chance you had, you’ve just made a Mess of it
Another bill to pay … It’s too late to repent it’s wasted …
Wasted! The table still turning
Selfish hidden behind his mask
I took you seriously, but you didn’t
Now I do no longer care!
So precious time to build it
You’ve all destroyed in a few seconds
This emptiness you let in me
Makes me become so full of hate
Playing with my confidence
You never gave me for real
Your parody of culpability
Wouldn’t set you free from me
Because you …
Didn’t show me some respect …Your whole life to regret
You don’t realise the chance you had, you’ve just made a Mess of it
Another bill to pay … It’s too late to repent it’s wasted …
Because your attitude’s feeding my frustration
I don’t believe in things you bring to me!
It’s over … Your parade’s over… you …
Didn’t show me some respect …Your whole life to regret
You don’t realise the chance you had, you’ve just made a mess of it
Another bill to pay … It’s too late to repent it’s wasted …
Giving is good … as long as you’re getting!
But now it’s over … your parade’s over !
8. FEED THE LIGHT
I am not one of those who crawl and beg
I cast away shadows
Nothing will make me forget my desires
This life just gives me what I take
My pride is growing through all these victories
Becoming more by the choices that I made
Tolerate failures and carry on trying
Never forget that I learn from my mistakes
It's time to teach you, to show you what I do
This attitude makes me win and you lose
Watch me feed the light It's never too bright!!!
Escape is like death, the world is mine
Showing intentions for all that matter
My days are better if I decide
The only way to live and for that I feed my light!
Watch me, learn from me, I show you how to be
Don't let the darkness shade your days to grey
I redefine me to remain who I am
I wouldn't stay here hidden in a shell
Each step closer to the point of no return
blessing my hands and spitting on my own grave
I still owe everything that I have to myself
Never awaiting for somebody else's mercy
Watch me feed the light It's never too bright!!!
Escape is like death, the world is mine
Showing intentions for all that matter
My days are better if I decide
The only way to live and for that I feed my light!
Don't let the darkness shade your days to grey !
Learn from me and feed the light!
Escape is like death, the world is mine
Showing intentions for all that matter
My days are better if I decide
The only way to live and for that I feed my light!
Pain disappears at dawn, this whole world is my home!
My light burns high and strong, I will never be wrong!
Now you know how to be, the ultimate step to feel free!
It's never too bright just feed your light!
9. INTO SPEECHLESSNESS
Impotent and desperate
I watch them nailing me
I can’t release myself
I’m trying to yell for help
Should I leave me dying? Do I have to let them kill me?
Do I have the desire to bear my whole life?
Suffering for hollow dreams
My forces are fading away
I’m tired to struggle
I’m tired to hold on for nothing
Do I have the courage? Do I have to carry on?
Do I have the patience to build it once again?
I’m trying to hold on my last breath
Everything around me hurt myself
I feel so insignificant
It turns me into speechlessness
Broken down I clench my teeth
I’m about to explode
Nothing’s really what it seems
It pushes me away
Is it time to leave it? Is it time to turn to stone?
Is it time for me to give up and let me go?
I’m trying to hold on my last breath
Everything around me hurt myself
I feel so insignificant
10. WALLBANGER
Watch me rule above it all
A feeling you could never know
Despite all that could have been done
Your struggle is already lost
My despair becomes my strength
Bring my soul on another state
The power surge that I create
I’ve bang those walls so long before
My head broke them for evermore
So alive when there crumbles broke the silence
Wish I leave you breathe …
My persistence is my progress
Through the ashes of my weakness
I’m born again I shall remain
Nothing’s left expect your pain
I’ve bang those walls so long before
My head broke them for evermore
So alive when there crumbles broke the silence
The past time of being bordered is behind me,
Since the day my head bang those walls,
Infinite mindfields make me feel alive and free
Watch me rule above it all
A feeling you could never know
Despite all that could have been done
Your struggle is already lost
I’ve bang those walls so long before
My head broke them for evermore
So alive when there crumbles broke the silence
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