1. GODS OF RAPTURE

I feel torn apart a vile misfit fallen
Deep into affliction of my hollow mind
The sense of suffocation grows inside my lungs
When i wake into truth i'm back among the blind

The truth of lies disenchanting my eyes
How can i survive i can't stand being
Alive...alive...
Gods of rapture enshrouding my eyes i try to hide
Then slowly i die

My past laugh at me from the other side of negation
Untying the lasting few cords of common sense
Submerged into the flow the rapids of addiction
Too weak to push it back a worm without defence

My flesh fading undressing the bones behold me naked
Cadaver exposed this my abuse i can't take it no more
The fragile truth sneering at me with teeth pressed
Like thrusting nails into my head all my life i regret


2. INSIDE WHAT'S WITHIN BEHIND

I can't run away from the thing in me
I'm weakening down another now developing
Within

I can feel it it's inside my head
Connected to my brain this other me is
Slowly taking over deep beneath the
Eye that
All can see energetic visions of the one
I know myself to be

Look into my eyes don't listen to their lies

How can i stop this from being real
No my life will be no longer what it always
Used to be

Life neglected infected by strain
I fall into the smothering the even
Flow of
Ravaging pain this my temple of selfcaged
Contempt a body slowly pierced by
Inevitable me

Do i differ from yourself am i like
They say
The truth eventually i'm the one you
Wanna be
Can you feel the same as i another inside
Pushing to free itself from the chains
Of the soul

Turn your eyes toward the inside
Dig deep within i'm sure you'll find
A different self a different soul
To put you in peace with mind


3. SOUL BURN

Inner perception trapped in a soul cage
Human wreckage i leave my liquid face
Who am i sense blurred who's my mind
In this life obscured
Visual progressions leave me no peace
Subliminal merger clutch the
Fence of needs
What's there in desperation what's real
Flawless confusion

Void of emptyness reign my truth
Before my eyes flashes of youth
Memory-nuances pass where's my life
Frayed pictures mass
Insidious deception feelings fade
Reenous mirrors i praise the
Blackened day
What am i to reality what's in line
Subsequently

Forever turning through a lifetime
Endless burning of soul and mind
Step by step i'm taken through the past
To burn in fear of lies i'm lost mouldering
Oblivions grasp makes my soul burn
Burn

This astray mind has sieged my soul
Forever chained to this tearing cold
I'll never tell the truth from lies
Disbelief covers my eyes i'm lost mouldering
Perpetual pain in this soul burn

Pieces to me strange wrapped up disguise
Reflections of myself in another life

I see it vague before my eyes
Pictures drawn of naked bare lies
It makes no sense to live this mess
Constant until i find my rest
Enemy within a soul in flames
Gaining it's pulse breeding inside
Pressure increase drowns my belief
As i unveil myself in me
Burn