My old man

Every time I see you, you got nothing good to say
I've been waiting for you so long
I expect nothing from you
You took away your freedom,giving me your hell
You call yourself my old man
But you never even bothered

Wait, I don't want you around
Stop, stay where you are, my man
You will get me in trouble again

Mister's worried about me now
Can't take care of my shit
Said he was missing me,needing me
What I heard was probably unreal
I don't believe a word you say
You must need me for my money
Think I should stay away from you
Cause you never even bothered

Wait, I don't want you around
Stop,Stay where you are, my man
You will get me in trouble again

(Lowe-Carpenter)

Terminally Ill

Since november ninth
Time is not the same
My mechanism won't follow me anymore
Every day,every single day
Brings me more complications

It shocks you
When it get's to
A person close to you
It kills you
When it get's to you

There's no light
At the end of my tunnel
My time is getting more and more precious
It's december first
My days are counted
What's next for me

It shock's you
When it get's to
A person close to you
It kills you
When it gets to you

It shocks you
When it gets to
A person close to you
It kills you
When it gets to you

(Lowe-Carpenter)

The enforcer

My mother kept telling me
To stop playing with my life
I was showing no respect at all
And I was playing dangerous games
Didn't care about the reputation
That I had violent tendencies
My neighbours didn't like me around
I was a threat to their kids

I had a hard time finding out who I was
Until the day I decided to smarten up
I wasn't to sure about the person I was
But I didn't want to spend my life behind bars

It first started by minor robberies
Ended by serious crimes
I was labelled the enforcer
I was involved in major deals
One night, it didn't happen the way
It was supposed to be
I came back home, soaked in blood
Has a bullet in my chest

I remember when the cops came out to get me, my mom cried
Today I'm lucky to be alive
But I'm paying for my crimes
Society has given me
Ten years to spend inside
Got enough time to think
About my future and past

(Lowe-Carpenter)